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2008-03-10T10:56:00.000-07:00

2008-02-29T05:24:00.000-08:00

ehhh i don't know whats wrong with my blog. no words, pics only. which sucks cause i know this is gonna be a very wordy entry. haha. today was a good day. haha. can't stop laughing.

this is on friday. so went to school for founder's day. which is quite a tskk if you ask me. haha. i waited for lyn outside hall. cong huifang and roy came. then we all went in and sat. haha. at first we were like close to the back and i was between lyn and steph!! then moved into LT1 so was between lyn and cong! haha. it was boring through all the speeches but damn funny at some times. haha. sean came after being "sick" for 2 days. haha. he was really sick lah. haha. and i totally forgot how sick he is. haha. they were telling me and lyn about their msn convo and i swear everyone should stop using dove now right lyn? haha. i swear FLEAS is a damn damn disgusting word now. haha.

so sat through all the long long dunno what they're saying thingys. haha. szus and carey got awards. haha. did all the crazy weird things like pass the nudge/thigh stroke/etc haha. sean with amanda is pure HAHAHA. then cong and i did LT1 thing on lyn. hahahaha. oohh and we did the MRT IQ test on sean. hahaha. cong and janice were designing this tank for some guy. haha. it had i love cong in front in pink!!! hahahahha. reminds me of pink sucks rarrr.. miss wileen and des. the only reason i don't miss kat is i saw her today!!

after founder's day, lyn me steph cong shawn and sean holland v-ed. swensen's. i swear it was damn damn funny. all the random and lame things. cannot stop laughing. haha. like when sean was telling us he was washing his face then he suddenly fainted and shawnia said it was cause HAHAHHA HE SAW HIS FACE IN THE MIRROR!! hahaha. it was damn funny. then my most beloved pink cloud joke! hahaha. and lets see, ooh throwing the knife at the table next to us and hurry eating our food. haha. no lah, we didn't actually do it. haha. then the og outings to the toilet, i swear i'm so dammit lame man. haha.

after that, shawn had trng and went off. cong went either home or to st nicks. haha. sean had to cut hair so me lyn and steph just went. haha. he was damn embarrassed about us being there or smtg. haha. and i think the hairdresser thinks he's damn popular cause he has three girls with him. haha. seriously no comment to that kind of statement. haha. and that he told us in sa 10 plus girls want his number (its actually 2, he told me later) haha. anw steph had to go, so me and lyn walked around trying bread. haha. oh man now i feel like eating bread talk's bread tskk. haha. ooh which reminds me, kimmy was trying to tell me that to go her hse i should take a bus from outside great world's bread talk only she spelt it break talk HAHAHA. okay i don't even know why i found that funny. haha. so anw yeah sean was done and he had free time before he went to meet his friend at i think hwa chong. haha. so he sent me down all the way to lido! damn nice of him. haha. i was damn scared i would take the wrong bus or smtg and end up in some ulu place. haha.

anw bus-ed to bukit timah road then from there to town. sean is damn mad funny i tell you. like he wanted me to straight face and i tell you i cmi one. haha. he also couldn't, he was like laughing like mad. haha. then this hwa chong (i think) guy walked onto the bus and he wanted me to trip him!! haha. and he wanted me to wave to some random acs person. hahaha. it was damn damn funny. haha. really laughed like mad like lyn said i would. aha. and the glowstick bracelet. i swear his expression was like pure HAHAHHA. as well as his reaction when i told him about ___. but okay sean's a good guy. really. i bet he won't believe this but i am sincere from the bottom of my heart. haha.

met the class people at lido. apparantly they were hanging out there since like 1? i was damn late, got there like at 4? haha. how do i phrase this? its not that i don't like my class, its just that sometimes i don't know how to be me with them? me meaning the noisemaker. hahaha. so line scared man. haha. anw from lido went to forum toysrus. love toysrus man, i'm such a kid at heart. haha. there was this toysrus sign with the trademark slogan "i don't wanna grow up, i'm a toysrus kid" only haha. the r-us kid was cut off so it read i don't wanna grow up, i'm a toy. haha. they got wrestling belt thingys for the twins. haha. and there were these damn cute walkie talkies that the girls wanted to get. i swear it was like almost fated. there was some bear for choon min, ice crean for olivia, a basketball for me, a strawberry for en yuan (should've been a m&m). the only one who didn't have a perfect match was poor cindrery. haha. we didn't get it in the end though.

left and went to taka. and then kat came to meet me. haha. she and choon min were trading their stories haha. then left and me and her went to plaza sing cafe cartel to eat. trading stories and all the fun laughter peace and joy. this is copyrighted from her blog.

"I was telling her how Cjc has alot of hotcute guys, so she got jealous. Then there was like a whole soccer team of hot cute blue-eyed angmoh guys walking round cafe cartel. So we were like :

Me : Lin! To your left, to your left!
Lin : To my right, to my right!
Me : Haha. No seriously, to your left.
Lin : (Turns) GASP. Squeals!"

hahaha. i don't even remember squealing. what i do rmbr was how hot they were. haha. melts man. then after we just walked around and did our katlin thing. kat like so knows me the best man. haha. and its just so easy. haha. bused home after all.

today which is sat. actually now its tmr cause its like 1246 but thats only if you wanna be technical. haha. i'm damn tired but blogging's a snow ball thingy. it rolls and get bigger down a hill? makes sense? haha. if i don't keep up, i'll always be behind. omg that sounds like one of those posh quotes. haha.

today got woken cause was supposed to do some bank thingy. not interesting at all anw was too late so collected my stuff and went to meeet kat. which i was rather late for. haha. anw going out with kat is as usual pure love but only wileen wasn't there. rarrr and neither was that tskk bird. haha. GBOP! haha. we're getting there damn pretty waterbottles, its like fated man, they're in our colours. haha.

kat got her craving for spaghetti after spelling the ones from some shop. i got my cupcake yay! dammit nice. haha. and yoghurt. i swear yoghurt's my new love. strawberry and oreo. i heart man. haha. saw liv at island creamery. haha. kat met her parents at 630 plus. i was being retarded and telling kat in the hip hop voice "yo you kat's parents, i kat's friend. we have kat in common" haha and she dared me to do that to her parents. haha. and when i didn't dare she happily went to tell them. haha. anw left to go kim's and was walking to the bus stop when i realised that my shoe bag wasn't with me. haha. felt like such a loser. went hunitng and found it in royal sporting house. haha.

bused to kim's and clever me managed to find my way to the court. haha. kim has bangs!!! and the black plastic specs. i told her she looks like a nerd. and she acts like she's damn in cause of her bangs. haha. she says bangs are cool and that i should go cut. i told her i'll look damn stupid lah. haha. abc with kim who's damn lucky, the wind always blows her ball so it falls nicely into the hoop. jo came and we balled like mad. haha. damn fun. later kim's bro kenneth came to ball some too. his hair is army short and he looks better! haha. anw the second round, i'm really quite upset that i didn't ball as well. i was too nervous and i dunno what. haha. kim said i looked damn blour on court. anw that game was a little yeah. like almost with a fight? rarrr.. but kim's bro is damn nice and sweet man. he it hink msged kim to apologised and brought us drinks? like aww right. like at 1015 plus? bused home.

oh i heard we got our classes. should be same for me though give or take some people.

i miss this too. taken from sri's blog. entitled the biggest clique ever. haha. love and miss them like crazy. i have the 'i miss you like crazy' song stuck in my head.

our og girls!

they love me the mostest i know.

THE FIRST EVER PIC OF THE ROCKING TEAM LY/IN!!

lin and spiffy sheryl

whoa this pic is super blur. kindly squint to see my gorgeous face.

till next time.

2008-02-28T04:34:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA. i read cong's blog and i know she loves me the best!!! hahaha. SUEZ IS LOVE!!

haha. cong the tsked found my blog with a google search. she typed lin grace malone and looked haha. and now she thinks she's very clever.

haha. lets see. today i'll talk about the today and the yesterday. yesterday was mainly playing cards. haha. lectures are the biggest tsk. haha. i think i'm quite a bad influence. haha. ysd nothing much, after school took a train with lynda. haha. i convinced her to go to alter her skirt. haha. met jo in town. ate yoghurt which is pure love. i should have gotten the strawberry one though tsk. oh wells, next time. haha. then i slept on the bus going home with her. i swear, she's so whining. homed and later the two of us went to ball. amanda came later. haha. i suck not at balling. and my cheek really hurts cause some guy rammed it. i thought it would swell but not that bad. haha. not like the scgs match that time lah luckily.

today was pure HAHAHAHAH. i feel damn happy thinking about it. UNO in the cafe with lyn weeliang roy jonathan. haha. me and lyn kept being first or second. go team ly/in!!! haha. and i swear, our whole group kept saboing one another. it was damn funny. haha. and jonathan is pure NATO man -No Action Talk Only. haha. he kept saying the only reason why we won was cause ladies first. wth right? haha. i told him he should win then. haha. and UNO is a game of skill man, lyn would so sgree with me. haha. and i tell you roy keeps suaning me! okay i dunno if i spelt it right. suan-ing. suan? hahahahha. you know what i mean lah. haha. its damn funny. haha. its all my thick skin comments lah. haha. you know lyn was complaining she was damn hot and like so of course the natural thing for me to say was that it was cause i was there and then roy happily said the only reason why i'm hot was cause my skin is so thick? like wth? HAHAHAH. cannot stop laughing.

but oh the absolute funniest was HAHAHA. math class with cong. i swear, i was laughing so hard then i thought i was going to cry. haha. cong was crying man. haha. even kenneth couldn't stop laughing. hahaha. so damn funny. the math class secret man, you'd have to sit with us to get it. cong rocks man.

cindrery says that i'm a compulsive liar and that one day i'm gonna tell her that i had a siamese twin. HAHA. i think so too. the first part at least. haha. it was damn funny cause today i was telling amanda smtg and it was true okay and they believe me cause i also yeah.. haha. and i told shawn my parents were afriecan american haha and he believed till i started to smile. haha. ooh and i was telling benjamin meifang and yun zhang i was a choir girl. haha. only mei fang steadfastly refused to believe me. haha. she's so cute.

i still miss my pinafore. ryan calls me pinaforella. HAHA.

ooh another high point. lyn and cong would get this the best. haha. it was at the void deck meetmeattheclub og outing!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA. damn funny. let me hint to you. bongo music, lap dacers, pole dancers, VIP (HAHA team ly/in duh) not to mention our two poles -shawn and kenneth. hahahaha. it was damn damn funny, cannot stop laughing. haha.

benjamin is the best i swear. he came at like 12 just for physics. haha. crazy. he still can tell me he woke up late and watched tv. haha.

after school today was me lyn cong brenda yunzhang shawn jonathan and cong's friend marcus to marina square to meet up with our most beloved MEIXI and NAM! hahaha. we went bowling. lyn lin and brenda are like tied for lousiest. anam i think is the best. haha. my ball rolls damn slowly. and lyn is damn cute. she threw with two hands and got a strike or spare or smtg. haha. and the next time she wanted to throw with two hands, the guys told me to take a video and she ehh and like wanted to hurry throw and the ball went straight into the gutter. haha. damn damn funny. oh and shawn was on the wrong side of the boling alley, he should've been on the other side with his fellow pins. HAHA.

meixi saboed me and told them my chinese name tsk. haha. she told them it was opposite to what i am then cong immediately "AN JING" HAHAHHAHAHA. me and meixi kept laughing. then when she told them she saw it in my file, i swear, me and cong practically flew to grab my file. and the tsked shawn later grabbed it and ran. haha. i like chased him across the boling lanes. haha. i think the people were quite tsked. haha. nam was like amusing himself looking through all my pics. he says everytime we meet i must bring my cam and show him all my pics. haha. i got new pics with them today. haaha. soon. when i get to use the other comp. haha. for now i'll put up all the old pics. haha.

anw after, we all trained home. last left was me and meixi. haha. MEIXI I MISS YOU! haha. she admitted she misses me too, behind that cold exterior, meixi is so sugar sweet.

lyn just called me. she's so cute. haha. she told me she was on the train looking at our bongo music thing and she just started laughing. HAHAHAH. we're going to eat ice cream tmr. haha.

MEIXI AND NAM!!! don't be sad in cj. we miss you guys ohsomuch and we want you to be happy okay!! suez is forever, we won't forget. but just smile more. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

DEAR KAT, YOU KNOW I MISS YOU TOO AND YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU THE MOST. SOON SOON OKAY? WE'LL MEET AND DO ALL THE STUPID CRAPPY STUFF THAT ONLY WE CAN DO. MUCH LOVE GORGEOUS!!!

concentration animals!!

XOXOXOXOXOXO

candid but honey, we're all so happy.

and we call this love.
How could I face the faceless days if I should lose you now? says:
love you too lin =)
I love Lin Grace Malone! says:
The Other Malone. -When expectations exceed reality. says:
AWWWWWWWWW

2008-02-24T06:13:00.000-08:00

ONLY THE LONELY.

HAHAHA this is like two million months overdue. anw i said if i got into ac, i'd blog and write about all the stuff from O1 till now which is like O2 man in case you were wondering. haha. aiyer its not like anyone will even read cause everyone knows/thinks this blog is dead. well.. it was? but RESURRECTED!!!! hahahha. so proud of myself for even typing this much. haha. i swear if the comp hangs, i'll like throw rocks and stones and haha close down this blog. actually was thinking of doing that amw. like this blog name is so HAHAHA. i rmbr amy helped me create it. haha. we just watched shrek 2 and i swear i was like totally in love with puss in boots. so mega cute. haha.

eh i told myself this wasn't going to be some wordy post cause there's like school tmr but haha. too much to say man. aiyer i should just do the pictures speak a million words and post the million pictures i have. haha. olivia was damn funny. ysd we took pics at lit bbq then used my cam and she was like "and you'll never see the pics again." HAHAHHAHA. wth? okay i admit quite guilty. but anw i will post some damn pretty pics now of my damn happy O1 to let you see. all the rest. well in time man. hahaha.

haha. okay where should i like seriously start? haha. i wanna write about today actually! haha. cause i had a really good day today. first chapel and i was late so i sat next to roy in the extra row. only two of us tsk. haha. sean was behind and i swear he talks nonstop. worse than me, can you believe that? hahahaha. and there was cong's choir friend whose voice is like whoa amazing. jealous to the max man. haha. so anw i was feeling damn tan from my sunburn on friday (hahaha spiffers if your read this, just do not say anything. i so know your mind.), and i commented on it and HAHA immediately the three of them behind stuck out their arms to compare and whoa no comparison man. haha. so wo bu shuang and i happily went to compare to roy who was next to me. bad bad choice. he's so tan, i'm seriously snow white man. haha. embarrassing okay. haha. this year i must get tan. so white. haha. regine used to always tell me how i look like the chicken in the chicken rice store. so embarrassing.

ooh and in maths! haha. can't rmbr. but i know smtg damn funny happened and i couldn't stop laughing. cong is damn funny. i rmbr writing all over steph's paper. haha. and lets see. actually its tmr now. haha. i got too much to say! talk about wordy posts to be. haha. the three words in my head now are 'only the lonely'. whoo! its from mad gab, man. haha. sounds nice somehow. aiyer.. ooh i watched L ysd. the best letter in the alphabet. haha. it was well. boring at some parts, pure disgusting at some and others were smiley yeah. L's adorable. haha. not my type though -scary eyes. -I AM GOUGDUEGFDUFVBQIUEGFYfUIFIEDUTEDIWEDEKI ANGRY WITH THE COMP! IT KEEPS SIGNING ME OFF AND ON MSN!!- haha. ehh i know why jap movies all so scray. its the under the hair look. haha. i'll take a pic and post it here soon. haha. so anw we were at shaw. lin lyn steph cong brenda calvin sean and shaw. only brenda didn't watch the movie lah. and HAHA. alot of fond memories for calvin eh? (it'll be in later post about the past). ooh in the cinema, we all suddenly realised the lightsticks cong gave us broke. and the preety pretty light. whee. haha. i have picturesssssssssssssss!!!

cong came over today and we did szus's thing. HAHAHHA. some super funny things, i swear i should not talk so much man. haha. you people will find it out tmr. but i think i should pre apologise to the shawns man. oh but also not like people come here. haha. cong was secretly laughing to herself,, it was damn damn funn.y that'll be my tmr post.

this pst has no rhyme or rhythm its just a pile of things i find nice/interesting/lame/funny/cool or haha pure LOL. ooh speaking of LOL this is in econs class. mega funny. steph can't stop laughing at me. so i asked roy if he was staying ac or vjing. and he said ac lah. then me being me said it must be cause i'm in ac right? and hahaha. he asked me to do him a favour and i was like damn suspicious -"what favour? good or bad?" and he was like okay so i was like okay (HAHAHHA that sounds so bimbo man) and you know what? HE ASKED ME TO TAKE A RULER AND MEASURE HOW THICK MY SKIN IS!!! HAHAHHAHA. okay if you don't laugh now, its cause its funnier if you were there. haha. cong and steph are going for 100 cm. haha. i told him what i told en yuan -that my skin is so thick, if you stabbed me with a knife, it'd bounce right off! hahaha.

today we were discussing eyecandies. haha. quite funny man. the interogation. oohh and speaking of eyes, i saw the prettiest pair of eyes today. light green okay. i'm like so so in love with them. shush. can't say so much. not right somehow. haha. but always been a sucker for eyes. and his are amazing. haha. kill me now. haha. and en yuan's friend divya has pretty eyes too. haha. i remember kenneth telling me my eyes have many colours inside! haha. i told them i wore contacts and my eyes are actually blue! haha and the funniest part was that they actually believed me! cause apparantly my eyes are outlined with blue. oh man. so funny. like when sean told me what pumpkin garden stands for (the most amazingly whatthehell before you laugh like crazy explanation), as funny as when sean and i told jonathan that a power forward was for tennis! HAHAHA. second most important position when there were two per team. HAHA. i think my og is pretty amazing. can't stop laughing. aww.. what the heck. pretty amazing? AWESOME TO THE MAX!! suez is love, man!

let me think of all the funnies.. ooh there was drawing the family tree with cong! haha. only she would get this. haha. and calvin was laughing at my chinese which i'm very happy with my B4 in haha. and he happily told me he got a B3 and even more happily waited for me to comment that its only a grade difference before happily informing me that it was high mother tongue. i swear, i'm gonna throw smtg heavy at him. haha. or simply thrash him at uno. ooh and in the cab! steph's photo!! WAHA unglam to the max man. hahaha. she's gonna kill me kill me kill me when i paste it up. haha. and it think its damn random cool i always see olivia at bibi and baba. haha. ooh and there's this guy who has a porcupine bag. i swear he looks so familiar. he said i look familiar too. we were like staring at each other for like triple counts trying to place each other before we said anything. which is like hahahaha.

on a not as happy not, i miss peisi. we're so fated man. i drew on this table in econs class "p.s. i love you' on the day she left and she told me i always should sit there and whoa like ysd econs a just you know followed the group to sit and i was like stoning then i noticed the table. ohmygosh. heartpain. and meixiiiiiiiii.. i miss meixi telling me how irritating i am and refusing to take pictures. i miss her evil stare. i just miss meixi and i want her to be happy and yeah. its not like she'll read this but, meixiiiiiiiii if you do, just smile okay? don't be wighpiwhgiohrw already please.

stupid jae breaks my heart. there's all the others i miss. priscilla nam chen. even though i'll never tell them this esp the that sean, i'm happy that the two shawns got to stay. truly. and i'm glad for all those who made it, all the rockers who make my day.

shoot, this is getting a leetle too emo. change of subject man.

i think i should go. school tmr and i'm so gonna get eyebags like teabags.

just one picture or a few for now. lets begin way back in O1 (actually i haven't uploaded the recent ones yet lah)

this is the two ly/ins and steph, the number one queen of blur.

ignore the fat face on the extreme right and focus on the three smilies who never.fail.to.make.my.day.

from O1, outing to shaw. not my whole og, missing quite alot of people rarrr..

okay trust me i have many many more photos but tonight's so not my night. this post is way wordyer than expected plus the comp keeps rarring when i try to upload pics. plus i'm tired and tmr's early to school for szus's birthday. tmr people. anw goodnight sleep well.

2007-12-03T01:09:00.000-08:00

i can't do this.
i really can't.

2007-11-21T19:53:00.000-08:00

omg tell me about finally. haha. i was supposed to blog after o's but seriously, too much has been happening. haha. so many things to do and so so little time! but finally a lin day, i don't think i'll out with spiff later. haha. anyway i think its time to see how many pictures my blog lets me upload in one post, rather then some damn long wordy post which would people all accuse me of making them blind. haha. haven't heard that in a while. okay where to start. i've got the graduation picture taking photos from eons ago, i've got the actual graduation photos, i've got prom (which was like seriously camwhore night) pictures, the day we went out after pae photos, sunday's going out with denise (she's going to KL today, totally gonna miss her and she's never gonna let me forget this once i post this), regine's pre-birthday photos and finally(last but omg definitely NOT the least), the sleepover photos and videos. haha. i feel like laughing everytime i think of the silent video. haha. and its supposed to be share the joy and laughter but i really don't know how to upload videos so that'll have to wait for help.

okay lets start from the furthest back. i'm just uploading some cause its really alot lot lot lot. if you want the rest, you can come collect whenever i'm online. my comp is still down, at least in terms of internet, so i'm on my bro's.

OH MY GOSH I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO UPLOAD A VIDEO! okay actually its uploading but still! i saw the button to upload a video and HAHA. i feel so proud of myself. okay so much for the sequence of picutres/videos. always like that. haha. and now for the photos. beginning with the three of us's classic. the three of us is the picture on the left. hahaha. (mine is hearing cause of all the time i spend around the bird. haha. kidding lah)

its samme, denise, brina, lin and desiree. all pretty in white. haha. and happy. talk about a wave of nostalgia.

this is like our family portrait only some are missing..

better but not quite there..

we so can't make it with the dusty photos hanging in the old creepy houses thing. haha.

and heres where i talk about one big happy family.

okay like seriously, the rest another time.

2007-07-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh. not to quote adel but connie talbot!des told me about her, she was like raving so i just youtubed and like oh my gosh! she's like the cutest most talented kid. just watch this. its ah-mazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pYVXN7gk5W0&NR=1
she is so good. and her eyes are damn nice. oh man.
okay i'm a complete sucker for happy endings and sweet stuff. haha. i'm to lazy to type now. i'll blog again soon. about happy ending hairy fairies and yummy food. take care!

2007-07-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. adel is really famous. hahaha. famousish.
and its obviously over one of her obseesions.
yepp, Harry Potter.
she's like famous for the girl who fast forwarded to the end of the book.
serious.
i googled her.
haha.

"After receiving her copy at a Singapore bookstore, Adela Lim, 16, flipped right to the end of the book, scanned the text furiously and exclaimed to her friends, "Oh my god! Oh my god!" "I am aghast at the ending," she said. "I've waited since the first book all the way until now, so I can't wait anymore, I just want to find out the ending." "

but they spelt her name wrong in the strait times. they called her adela wong.
the funniest i think was last night 9.30 news. they interviewed nicole and adel was in the background and her head was totally cut off cause she was so tall. HAHAHAHHA. everyone's harry potter obsessed. adel's not even that bad, like in some places people queued for days. and look at this

"One man even risked his life for Potter. In Canberra, Australia, a 21-year-old man jumped into the frigid waters of Lake Burley Griffin on Friday afternoon to retrieve a pre-order voucher he had dropped. Paramedics found the man shivering and distressed _ and without the voucher, Emergency Services spokesman Darren Cutrupi said. He was given another voucher by the bookstore."
(taken from a report.)Associated Press writers Jill Lawless, Lindsay Toler and Romina Spina in London, Colleen Long in New York and correspondents around the world contributed to this report.

i think one of the saddest stories is this girl. she hung herself after reading a fake spoiler that harry died. oh man. i feel quite sad.

but anyway i've read. and its all. whoa. spoliers onward. which you'd probably only get if you read i can't believe they let fred die!!!!!! RARRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!! hahaha. and lupin and tonks and mad eye and dobby. and kreacher is good! and i feel damn sad for snape and ilfwevlwtgqiiglrw.
okay catergorise.
funny:hmm.. when fleur tells bill not to look at her cause she's all ugly? haha. i think so. i can't think now. so i'll just type the first thing i think of.
sad:oh my gosh snape. cause its all ilgwblgrw. like you realise why he hates everything and his patronus. The Silver Doe. and when percy come back and he and fred are joking then fred dies..
happy:hmmm.. when ron comes back i think. and hermoine whacks him for being such a git.
gross:the bathilda thing! yucks. i'm so thinking of decay and grossology.
annoying:the nineteen years later thing. and that harry keeps getting caught and escaping.
nice:when kreacher's all good and happy after he gets his locket. haha. so cute.

i sound seriously adel obsessed now. hahah. not that bad lah. its just well. i'd be the same with any other book? actually maybe not. haha. its a sort of harry potter fan thing. bnut j.k. rowling is a seriously good writer!

and i'm supposed to be studying. which reminds me of this convo i had with adel.

lin:i'm considering not reading the book or watching the movie till after prelims
adela(incredulous look):WHAT?!?! are you crazy?!?!??!?!?!?iph4IPhfphf4oho4frhp;rhgp?!!!!!!!1krbgligr;4h;t4o2hh!!!!!!!! you have no sense of priorities!!!
lin:actually i think for the first thing in my life i do have a sense of priorities.
adela:yeah but they're all WRONG!

hahahah. top notch obsessed.
okay got to go. read the book people.
wait i must blog about this cause its damn damn damn funny.
its called THE SMELL IN LIT CLASS.
hahah. i think it was jeslyn that smelled it first. its the kind of burning acrid smell. and it was like coming from the computer. and my nose is bad at smelling but i could totally smell it. and it was really bad. and olivia was doing presentation and she said the screen kept flickering and haha. weizhen went to do and the screen had dunno what and she screamed and ran back to her seat while des rescued her thumbdrive and i think des saw a spark then everyone ran out of the class and oh my gosh it was damn damn funny. we seriously thought the whole class was going to blow up. and we contined our class next door and suddenly got the alarm sound and we're all like oh my gosh theres really a dunno what but it was actually, well, not the bell but also the bell? i don;'t know how to say but best lit lesson of the year. haha.

2007-07-06T05:25:00.000-07:00

i ate The Bar.
and it was so super nice that i don't even feel that bad about it.
okay maybe a bit.
but still.
i did have a good reason.
well, good enough for me.
i was suffering from you yu zheng.
which is chinese for depression.
and chinese is equivalent to depression.
i screwed my orals.
majorly.
sure, everyone says they did.
but i bet not everyone stammered.
or interpreted a question on a boy
getting his foot stuck on a escalator
as
a boy
who got hit by a car.
there is absolutely no connection.
and i bet no one's examinor had to "draw" steps in the air
or tell her in english that "fu ti" means escalator.
in other words,
no one's as dumb as me
or as bad as chinese.
and so i came out
i walked all the way past classes
down the stairs
to comfort.
straight into the arms of comfort.
pure comfort.
pure heart.
hugs and reassurances.
from two very special people.
to the tall one
and half of we being leen.
with heart.
heart for the heart you've shown me.
and not even just today
but everyday.

and not to forget the beautifuls.
who cared enough to message and ask.
skinny one
and the bird.
or rather des the best
and denise the great
as they with their ginormous egos
like to be called.
tolerated for one day only
cause though sometimes i don't know what to do with you
but
i'd never know what i'd do without you
and its something i have to say
despite the even worse ego swelling
about to take place.

its always horrible to fall
but its alot nicer
alot more bearble
when you get caught before you land
or a hand reaches toward the ground
to help pick you up.

2007-07-02T00:27:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA i finally remembered my blogger password. haha. i feel a great sense of achievement. its been so long i thought the blogging site was blogspot.com not blogger? oops? haha. and yes i know its already JULY! this time i can say it for myself. not MIA anymore and fanficing eh adel? and brina i have got one link okay.

hmmm.. actually i haven't got much to blog. haha. i think thats what i always say then i end up spewing this pile of crap. haha. i'd blog about the prettiest bbq but thats kind of over? i'll put pictures up if i get them or smtg.

hmmm.. its the first week of school. lets summarise. haha. i think its cause of the way i blog that my summary oh so sucks.

okay lets see..

traumatising events of the week:
-the fact school has started
-the 14 math papers we have to do
-that i know i did badly for the math test
-the amount of homework we have
-we're getting back mock exam scripts
-the fact that theres 3 more days to the next episode of prison break
-the book spiff lent me -jodi picoult rarrrr
-the amount of food i consume
-my utter lack of willpower
-the fact i took the train home TWICE (okay i sound so spoilt, but actually the train was fun. the bus not so..)

laughable events:
-all the train rides. i swear bullying denise is the funniest thing. haha. and the i'm not talking to you. HAHA.
-the chinese class where des had to do a mock oral. hahaha. i cannot stand it.
-the mosquito in adel's book. haha. actually this wasn't that funny at that time but now when i think back, i want to laugh as well as whack the sicko. haha.
-the fish biscuit! hahaha. ooh and the fish des drew which was totally erm.. HAHAHA.
-the 134 okays in chem class! adelllllllllllllll!!!
-in cme when sri was saying about justin timberlake and porn. HAHA.

suprising events:
-the rosebud award thing
-the chem mocks. haha. i swear the look on brina's face was priceless.
-i ran alot of days.
-that you can be so darn tired and candy can wake you up

generally summary. that was easy. but why are there the most of traumatising? hahahha.

okay here is yay!!

2007-03-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

stuck.

i'm really at a loss of words to say here. on one hand, i'm really contented with certain parts of my life. on the other hand.. its just a really bad feeling. don't try to get it. even i don't get it. feelings go beyond mere words.

school. well, its time to buck up settle down and study hard. i think i might actually have finally gotten it. mugmugmug. i need to get something to write homework down in. oh and many many many files. haha.

so many things, so little time. i want to do so much. but how to mix it up with mugging. it should be mugging now playing later. talk about all work and no play, lin's gonna be a very dull girl. if she can even make it a day with all work.

i feel like there are alot of people missing.

let me see. hana kimi + prison break = whoa!!. haha. i want the dvds. haha. with eng subtitles for hana kimi. and the last judith mcnaught. i am such a sucker for happy endings.

okay i really don't have much to say. or actually after being away so long i don't know where to start. so i'll end here and try to blog regularly or something. take care.

2007-02-20T00:40:00.000-08:00

be strong. believe.

its the end. how final huh? i've been trying to fool myself and its working cause it doesn't feel real yet. there is no more stc basketball team, its the end and no matter how much we cry, stc basketball has ceased to exist. sad ain't it? they've been asking me. "don't you regret? stc basketball team has never gotten anywhere... " and i can honestly say. no, i have no regrets about being in basketball. no regrets about quitting softball and staying in basketball. and about us not getting anywhere, i don't believe its true. sure we don't have any medals that we can hang around our necks, but we do have achievements. like how the c'div once worked up from a score of 4-nil to beat the b'div 4-5. that sort of achievement. like how brina can now carry ball to one end of the court to another. like how judy learnt how to drive, put the ball in and alex and wan ling with their 3 pointers. like adel and learning how not to be scared to take a shot. amanda and perfecting her reverse. sue li and the first ball she put in in competition. working together and encouraging. the first ball i dribbled from one end of the court to another to put in. my first 3 pointer in a match. and sometimes i think the basketballer in me was the only person worth getting to know. if so, where does that leave me after here? maybe its not such a big deal but i feel kinda lost and rarrr, just the thought of no more trngs makes me feel kinda empty. i just want to jump up and down, throw a tantrum but whats the use? its over.

with love

2006-12-27T06:46:00.000-08:00

so why are we running away.

christmas was well. nothing like any other christmas. i felt very... unemotionally involved? haha. nice pressies though! haha. then ysd was making ic and today was meeting with lyn!!

took a ride down with the mama and dada. super early. i just sat reading and 10 plus i saw someone who looked like charmane get off the bus. no one else was there. kept reading.in the end called charmane. and she was at vivo and the person i saw was her!! haha. went down to vivo to meet her. celine came then later clarissa. after michelle and kim came. best since they chose to meet at 10? haha. almost 11. i called our dear guestofhonour. and she was still at home sleeping. haha.

hung around. was playing spot the tour guide. haha. damn funny. and then suddenly i heard this OMG LIN!! and i saw LYN!!! haha. i haven't seen her, well for a year! hahaha. she got me a pressie! the water dispenser! haha. damn cute lah. its in my room now! haha.

vivo.
sitting down in the middle of nowhere wanting to have a picnic. hanging around. them and wanting to arcade. enthuness over candy canes. tour guiding! haha. clarissa and the toilet obsession.

meridian spl?
eating. pizza! wanting to put sprite in the water dispenser. book dicussion. playing with the cough cough cheese. more came. gen jiarui sha rachel tan.. the gay guy and the food court. HAHAHA. selling him the.. HAHA. walking under the pool table. armwrestling. stupid lyn and her leftleftleftleft. going to play pool/watch them play pool. shaking glass. laughing and talking.

cine.
tcc. saw kimmy. went down to see her. saw fer and mo. fer came up to join us. they had cake. left soon. tuition. went to bus stop with kimmy. walked in the rain all over the place. rarrr. i don't know. homed.

i don't want to be like that. i told myself i'd stop rarrring. i just don't know you anymore and it scares me. we've stopped being how we used to be a long time ago but i still care. and i want you to stop and have your happily ever after. be all okay. i'm sorry for rarrring but its cause i still care.

tmr might be vinee's hse with regine. then sending lyn off at night. she asked me to meet her at 8 for ice cream! yay!

out.

2006-12-25T08:33:00.000-08:00

outside the carolers start to sing.

i'm back! not only to blogging regularly, well, hopefully regularly anyway but in singapore. haha. i bet no one knew i left. well, barely anyone anyway. haha. i went to bali. stayed in a villa there. damn damn nice. i feel yay! haha. more later cause guess what! today's CHRISTMAS! tis the season to be jolly FALALALALALALALA. haha i still rmbr i was talking to macho and i could still sing to her tis the season to be jolly TRALALALALALALALA. HAHA. i feel christmas song high. santa claus is coming to town!

oh and today's also SPIFF's birthday. YOYOYEAHYEAH SPIFFY! even though you always bully me and whine and try to spoil prison break for me, your still a sweetie and i missed you much when you were gone gone gone. i still miss you cause i haven't talked to you yet but that is so not the point. just HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU ANNOYING RETARD.

haha. i won't be home for christmas. not literally. haha. as in its one of the two christmas songs i have in itunes. haha. that and all i want for christmas. haha. make my wish come true, all i want for chritsmas is you. haha. that song reminds me of love actually. i don't know why. haha. oh and actually i'm not home for christmas. i mean i can't ever remember having a christmas not in australia with all of us. dang. its not going to be the same. i don't think i've ever had a christmas in sing. and no christmas tree either cause the house's a mess. rarrr..

you know they say christmas ain't really the birth of Jesus cause its happened many million years ago and how would anyone know. maybe not but its still to celebrate Him in our lives and all the wonderful things He does for us yes? exactly 6 months ago. its not going to change and i still remeber and i won't forget. miss like crazy. crazy.. rarrr.. its just the small little things that we have that we're never really thankful for. and we focus more on what we don't have rather than what we do. christmas also to celebrate family that always there. okay i'm sorry if this is starting to sound like some cliche thing but i've been thinking. haha. suprise suprise. and well, lots of things lah.

haha. so anyway everyone enjoy yourselves, spend more family time. lots of laughs and smiles for everyone hopefully. lets round off with some typical typical cliche type thing. erm.. SPREAD THE LOVE AND PEACE OUT PEOPLE. with love.

2006-11-25T05:14:00.000-08:00

what lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

i'm back! in one piece. i'm burnt, i'm bitten all over my neck is peeling, i've got alot of scratches and cuts, two splinters that i still can't get out. and the worse? rarrr. that i miss obs! i miss all the small stupid things. rarrr. okay lets just start from the beginning. which is..

getting to school. wah the whole family kept bullying me. about all the food they'll have when i'm away and all. they threatened to have all my favourites. steph called me at home and my brother answered. haha. the first thing she asked was your whole family woke up early to pack ah? HAHAHA. suddenly on the way alex called and asked me why i wasn't there yet. she told me we had to be there by 7?! i thought 730 okay. not there yet. i wasn't going to bring my phone but leave it in the car, but my subconciousness wouldn't let me. haha. i got there and they were already briefing so i just rushed out. haha. first person i saw was qian ru. haha. i really couldn't believe she was going for obs. okay thats not the funniest part about her. haha.

passed the shuffle to anna. haha. she also first thing, wah your whole family wake up to help you pack ah? haha. the chen sister thing. haha. makes me sound so unable to do the packing by myself. brina was late too. i was happily msging her and suddenly my phone went crazy. like press the middle row, it'd come out same as pressing the top row? i sent a msg in gibberish to her by accident? HAHA. and she came to me and was all huh? the only word she recognised was "des" and i wasn't even talking abt des. HAHA.

okayokay. bus ride. sat with lex with zhen yi and judy in front and brina and marianne behind. haha. we kept irritating judy by pulling her hair. and i was whining about my broken phone. i think it was screwed cause i dropped it into the sink when i was washing my hands the other day. rarrr. okay. got to the place. jetty. haha. and we just sat and waited. brina was right, there were other schools too. and we didn't know our groupings so was damn scared would be with a bunch of other school ppl i didn't know. argh. i'd hate hate hate. okay. i think we were in the first boat. me lex judy zhen yi brina liling jiamin. some others but i can't rmbr the names. haha. we were damn high lah. haha. we were the first to look in the list and see our groupings. we were all fighting over the list lor. haha. yes i was with lex! haha. and judy got qian ru. we kept teasing her lor. like her group canoe, the boat cannot move. and she sleep, qian ru still cannot shut up so she won't be able to sleep. haha. we made alot of noise. the instructor in the boat with us was damn nice. haha. her name was ziping but she told us to call her zippy. haha.

we got there. hung around. made noise. hahah. all the stupid stuff. walking around and doing the foot whacking thing with our feet. and the best was walking around the whole kayaking area in one big circle to look for a toilet. haha. somemore one damn big group of us. walking and all the lame stuff lah. then finally someone told us to move our stuff to the hall place.

haha. we went to the toilets first thing. the toilets were not bad. clean lah. haha. sat around. ate zhi hui's yum hello panda. haha. when i heard no food, they kept laughing cause i was looking for area to hind my food. too much to hide in amanda's sleeping bag. rarrr. in the end just left it in my bag lah. steph kept scolding me okay! haha. sat around talking and half gossiping. hahah. we kept talking about liling's stud. and ripping the tongue in half like a snake's tongue. ew? haha. qian ru was checking out guys. she though this ang moh was damn cute. haha. righttt. he had like i think green streaks in his hair? haha.

got into the groups like in a line. haha. when they read out qian ru's name and group she said her group name damn wrongly lor. her group was nila utama? smtg like that? she said until gila unmama smtg like that. HAHA. our instructor was called jonathon. first thing, lex turned and told me "he's cute!" haha. i swear i just looked at her. gosh, she thinks marc is cute?! like very? rightt lah. haha. went to sit in a circle. our group was called hillary. haha. at first i thought hillary was the instructor's name. but brina said its like after the famous explorer's. our's was edmund hillary, the mount everest dude. haha. we had me lex steph rena lim singh a'thiyah zhen yi annabelle marianne kathlyn michelle loo (macho woman!!!) amanda tan jiamin jo hui and joyce. 15 of us. so anyway jonathon asked us to called him jon yeah. SANMAO!!! at first we couldn't really understand what he was saying then he said he was from hong kong hence the cool accent. haha. he called steph SPIFF!!! hahaha. and the best was he was like melanie. and no one answered, then he went lin grace melanie? HAHAHHAH. everyone kept laughing at me.

haha. okayokay. handed in all our stuff. phones medicine and all rarrr. haha. last smses and all. haha. he said some ppl can endure alot but no handphone will die. haha. went around the group saying our name. haha. and our ccas and he wrote it down. he likes roller-blading i think?? haha. he doesn't look like a rollerblader lor. righttt. haha. passed around masking tape and marker and we had to write our names down. haha. annabelle's name was so long, she wrote anabel? HAHA. got to choose our roles. he asked who did first aid before and since rena and i had the first aid course last time, we raised our hands. then he said one of us had to be the medic. and he made me be! rarrr.. hahah. like they all say i'm injury queen and i have to be the medic?!??!? steph and alex were like killing themselves laughing. hahah. okay. and rena was supposed to be like assistant medic. and thats not the worse. he passed me this yellow thing and told me it was the medic bag and i had to carry it whereever i go?!?!??! except to the toilet lah but still! it was like this ugly yellow very gay handbag. everyone kept laughing at me. ahaha. they told me to act gay with it so i did the shoulder flip thing and the "uh" sound i taught des. HAHA.

okay then we had time to do activities. like the whole group bonding thing. haha. we were doing in the hall place but he said if we were too noisy we had to move down to the canteen. we did some rope thing. like you know theres a loop of rope and you hold hands in a circle and pass without breaking hands and all. haha. he asked how long we needed and we kept saying like half an hour and all. he gave us 8 minutes. guess what? we finished in less than 2 minutes. all 15 of us. in around one minute 45 seconds. haha. POWER man. haha. lim singh and lex kept complaing about my sweaty hands. then he told us all to turn to i think the right. everyone put right hand in between legs, left hand reach and grab the person in front of you's right hand. hahah. the position looked sick man. then we had to do. and oh man. some of them are damn fexible. kathlyn i know. but the long legged tallies had probs. haha. we did but like longer time now. and not even one round the rope dropped. so we had to start over but we were making so much noise, he told us to go to canteen already. we did and we finished within the time okay! then we did the whole moral thing. like moral of this activity. theres a word for it. aiya sorts like debrief lah. haha. he put the rope thing on the floor. this was like comfort zone. and use something to pull and the circle got big like expanding our comfort zones. which is quite true. like we're all so locked up and narrow minded, the world's so big, we're so small, what do we know? in our comfort zones, is all our handphones, computers, air con.. obs was like taking us out of that comfort zone? yeah. like i don't know. maybe its how our vision is so small and we're so narrow minded we can't see anything but whats in front of us? haha. TYS ANSWERS!!!

went to take picture. did one formal like normal smiles then the other was like macho. cool siahh. haha. they were saying thats my new phrase during camp. haha. okay then we went to get all our stuff. and we went to check the hillary store. count all the poncho number and check the equipment for damages. haha. spread out ponchos tents and all fold fold fold. some went to get food. we had to clean and fill all the bottles. the bottes looked damn dirty. and we had to drink from them? haha. okayokay. got a stretcher to put in the first aid kit thing(fat yallow handbag). only he called it a cover lift i think? then the damaged equipment i went with steph to bring down. haha. got some changed. then we got new helmets. steph and i got to mark. HI for hillary and the number. so the nice newish helmets there are marked by us yeah! haha. i know HI09, HI01 and 4 others. haha. we were carrying and almost all was dropping. haha. then on the way up we passed by zippy and jon was damn lame. he was like pregnant lady shouldn't walk alone and all. haha. and i was like huh? to steph. and she told me while they were inside the storgae room, cause steph went in and i was outside with the other guy checking the equipment, they as in jon and zippy were like sitting like at the desk, like a patient and a doctor like that. and jon started to take her pulse and told her, congrats, your pregnant with twins. haha. what the? so that was the start of knowing jon's lameness. haha.

oh and steph told me about the cool cool 3rd party thing. and lin liked it very much. wah and anna was still going to use it one me! tsk. lin thinks she's going to use it first. haha. went back and had sort of lunch. buns and like orange powder drink stuff. haha. ate, zhen yi helped me with the orange powder drink! changed into wet shoes. got our lifejackets. everyone got a number, i got number 9! yay! and we all got a gross gross whistle. we had to attach to our lifevests. haha. we all looked so fat! like pac man!!! haha. then down to the kayak place. got paddles. and we were practicing all the strokes. haha. i kept getting mixed up. and that was when i spotted.. lim singh's white hair! haha. i kept wanting to pull but couldn't grip then she didn't want to let me pull anymore. haha. saw the wild dog. haha. and my first thought was about brina lor!! haha. was going to share a kayak with lex but she knew how to kayak before and our group was odd numbered so she took the single and i shared with zhen yi! haha. we were arguing who was heavier and who'd get to sit in front and back. haha. cause jon said either the heavier or more skillful sit at the back. haha.

oh and we got our hillary cheer. HILLARY HILLARY! DUFF DUFF DUFF! HAHAH. he kept saying it as HITLERY. haha. like hitler. HAHA. then i kept calling it hitlery and it sort of stuck. hahahahha. moved alot of kayaks to use. then we went down and had to do the whole everyone get into the water and lean back. the water was damn dirty lah. haha. everyone was saying. and then we had to put our whole head in the water for 3 seconds. rarrr. get whole face wet. if anyone came up we had to go down again. argh. okay shut eyes and bear it. get it over with. haha. this was the oh so clean us at the start. haha. got it over with. rena was happily saying, now she knows how everyone looks after they shower. hahaha. move kayaks down. then we could move 1 kayak by 2 ppl. hah. okay. then we had to do the capsizing thing. jon showed us how with lex. haha. and after we like have to see-saw the boats? to drain off the water inside. we went 2nd or 3rd. zhen yi and i. we paddled out. and just before we were abt the capsize, zhen yi saw a prawn in the boat! it was damn small and cute. jon took it out and showed to me. it was like the top of your pinky finger. and it was grey. ahah. baby prawn! so cute. haha. so we capsized. it really wasn't hard to get out. paddled back and my foot sunk into the mud and i was stuck. i was frigging stuck in the mud. haha. it felt how gross. they all thought i was bluffing them at first then steph suddenly your really stuck ah. i was yeah duhh. steph and someone else i think rena? came out to help. i was stuck up to my knees in mud. zhen yi went down but i was stuck too deep. i almost lost my shoe. my sock was off my foot but still in my shoe. haha. in the end jon had to come and help. haha. it was damn funny lah. cause at first i wasn't stuck, then i stepped, abit stuck. then i walked next step and stuck deeper. so i was like going and getting more and more stuck with each step. till i was there up to my knees. hah. after my knees were like all grey. the 4 of us went to wash off. damn dirty. like all the white socks were pure black/grey? haha. and there was clumps on seaweed stuck to our shows and all. argh. washed and washed and washed. and suddenly there was this voice. PRINCESSSS!! HAHAHHAHAHAHH. this was the start of the princess stuff. haha. cause tenzing, another stc group, brina and sucker goh's group, the instructor was called y.k. for yong kang or smtg and he keeps calling his group princess! hahahah. its damn damn funny. his voice when he says. haha. then he was saying that princesses want to wash their feet. haha. went back down to help witht he see sawing. marianne got a leech on her shoe. it looked so wormy squirmy. haha. then it started to rain so we headed to the shelter.

all of us sat down in a circle. freezing cold cause we were wet and the wind was blowing. anyway, he showed us with these sqooshy toy canoes what to do in case of a capsize. it was seriously raining damn heavily with lightning and all. then he told rena and i to like show all the items in the medic kit and their uses? haha. we just looked at each other and ?!?!??! haha. we both skipped a day of the trng. so we went and practically read everything from the back of the package. ahah. it was damn funny. jon helped elaborate and all. then he taught us to tie knots. theres this knot. its called the sincere knot. he said only if your sincere then you can. and he taught you have to like twist twist turn turn and throw and if theres a knot then your sincere. haha. he can but all of us couldn't? and he kept laughing and saying that we're all not sincere. obviously theres a trick lah. haha. we kept doing and doing and one time i turned and EH there was a knot! yay! but haha. i think it was pure luck and if i tried again will cannot one. haha. i'm sincere lah! hahah. reminds me of qian ru and the i'm honest okay, i can't fake ppl. HAHA.

okay alot of knots. steph and rena used my hand to tie. cause needed circular thing. ahha. he wanted us all to say our name and put a adjective in front? to help him rmbr our names? haha. lex said she was aiya i dunno smtg lex. cause she was first. then i kept saying lame lex. haha. and he tried to rmbr her as lame alex lor. haha. she whacked me. haha. i was next but i coul;dn't think of anything. i still had to even though he alr rmbred my name? rarrr. steph said her's as cool steph.. err righttt. haha. more like uncool steph. ahha. then in the end lim singh told him to just rmbr us by name. haha. he rmbred only some? haha. i rmbr he happily called alex amanda then a whole bunch of other names before he got it. haha. with alot of hinting fromus and alot of hurt offended looks from lex. haha. i rmbr the first part of the camp he kept calling her amanda. haha. and zhen yi was zhen or cheng yi or smtg. HAHA. funny lah. okay then joke time. ahha. and more of jon's lameness. haha. not as bad as lex lah. aha. the whole camp wah alex was at the lameness. haha. i could cheerfully strangle her. ahha. okay anyway, he told us short story and long story. haha. BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. hahahhahah. like righttttt. some racist jokes. hahah. smtg happened and lex said i think fark or smtg like that and he looks at her with this really hilariously appalled expression and goes, you say bad word ah? HAHA. then lex tries to explain like fark not yeah. haha. his face was damn funny. haha. we all shared jokes. haha. i could die laughing. haha. we wanted to say the alien joke but no one wanted to say out so we were looking at each other and doing the alien handsign. haha. he said no dirty jokes and okay it wasn't really dirty but we didn't do in the end. haha. i told the pink cloud joke. hahaha. it was damn funny cause when i said lex with a damn cute boyfriend, alex was like thank you thank you and making all the drama mama so honoured signs then the climax and everyone laughed like siao. haha. she whacked me again this time damn hard lor. i did the mrt joke on jon. ahahah. we were all laughing and he didn't get it. finally he was all ohhh. ahaha. then after he kept saying abt it. like he'd say smtg smtg and later your heads all MT. HAHA. jon's lameness. hahaha. and the damn funny was he did the stretch out hand thing on alex. oh man. all of us were seriously dying of laughter lah. HAHAHHAHA. and he told us his friend did on him in the mrt. 44 TIMES!!! and next carriage already!! hahahahahahah.

rain stopped. we went and we moved a whole lot or canoes and kayaks. the diff between the two is that kayaks have the top and canoes don't. jon told us when he was telling us about the diff parts of a kayak. haha. we moved alot. saw all the other thresians. judy, princess brina, sucker goh(charlene).. hahah. i kept calling her sucker goh and she called me sucker lin. haha. i rmbr there was a lizard in the boats and amanda tan screamed like mad. haha.

went to cook dinner. we cooked rice and we had curry chicken, mushroom soup and peanuts too. some ppl went to shower first. cooked. the rice thing was damn funny. the rice took damn long to cook. when it was finally done, we were like cheering like mad. haha. and it wasn't like still totally cooked. oh well. we ate. and that night we got to sleep in the canteen. the hall was blocked off apparantly cause there was a hornet's nest or smtg? yuck. we all stayed far far away from it. ate. rolled the stone. was going to shower but zhen yi warned us there's be a fire drill? so lex and i didn't yet. bell rang and rang. was damn loud lah. the poor bell ringer i think it was zippy? haha. rang with one hand, cover ear with other hand. we went out to the fire area. haha. steph rena and others came rushing out from their shower still with all the toilet stuff and towels around their necks and all. the lights went off in the bathroom apparantly lor. haha. they made us squat for damn long while some guy yelled at her for taking so long, strolling lack of urgency etc. all the stuff they yell at you during a fire drill. haha. everyone's thighs were aching like crap. rarrr. qian ru kept whining and saying one million time that she was going to stand. even guys were like saying lor. sucker goh and some others sat lah. oh man. they finally let us stand? whoa. haha. went back. buddy and i kept laughing at each other and calling ech other gay and all. haha. showered.

got ready to sleep. went to get our stuff. haha. i rmbr i was holding smtg and lex was all your jacket is damn nice, you wanna swap and i just look and her and go um, i'm holding my track pants. HAHA. slept in between lex and annabelle. haha. and it was freezing cold lor. annabella was damn nice. she shared her sleeping bag! as in like as a cover. yay! haha. there was like wild dogs around and all. we saw. the instructors kept shushing us. woke up and lex accompanied me to the toilet. haha. back to sleep. the boys kept waking us up. annoying. steph yelled at them. haha. power! aha. couldn't sleep cause they were so noisy. annabella and lex said i kicked them rarrr.. haha. packed and ate and all. now my turn to accompany lex. haha. the toilet was damn dark cause the lights were off and i helped her keep the main door open. i saw one fat cockroach. haha.

we all went to meet jon at the H i think. its like a basketball court! but without the poles. haha. he told us a story. the 20 40 60 80 one. i think its sad in a way. left behind dreams. reminds me of the joke where they're also climbing stairs and yeah. the same lah. rarrr.. he passed us this sheet board thing and it was to be our journal for the next few days. we could keep our photo there too. i didn't really want to write cause my ugly handwriting would ruin the thing. i just took a black pen and i wrote. and i just wrote and wrote. i don't wanna say what i wrote here, its too private. all the reflection. not just on camp but everything. okay, everyone was done but i was still writing. they all laughed and said i was writing compo. haha. i was still writing while they did the rules and all thing. okay finally done. everyone okayed jon seeing their journals but me lah. haha. so odd lah. but really like. yeah. haha. i feel weird handing it in even? haha. i think after i was quite quiet. i kept thinking about alot of stuff and rarrr.. alot of sweeties asked me if i was okay, if anything was wrong. i know amanda kathlyn steph jo hui michelle jon and some others? can't rmbr. damn sweet of them lah. aww..

okay went to pack our stuff including ponchos life jackets and all in the fat hiking bags. plus the tent bags which were like with the tents, cover sheets, ground sheets and all. alex and i shared a bag. and each person had to have 2 of those 2kg bottles. whoa. haha. it was damn damn heavy. plus we had the food and i had the medical kit. rarrr. we all had damn fat bags lah. haha. i kept saying fat bags! haha. we had to pack all. haha. this is all damn funny. we were in the store i think packing the stuff. and we were talking about smtg, smtg abt jon and i said i think he's getting better leh, at least he can rmbr more of our names now. and steph is all yeah, he still calls me SPIFF! HAHHAHA! its damn funny. hahaha. i kept calling her spaceman spiff. no one knew where it came from but they were calling her that too? HAHA. its from calvin and hobbes. haha. and she started calling me melanie the medic?!??!?!?! HAHA. idiot. the ponchos had a heck load of ants. yucks. so gross. haha. okay anyway, packed got ready to go. haha. they said if all your straps are tight and all, it'll reduce like 30% of the weigh? i abit don't believe. haha. it was damn funny. we saw judy with 2 bags on her, one on the front and one on the back. haha. she looked like a giant marshmallow!! haha. damn funny. she was helping her LAZY camp buddy to carry the bag? who else but qian ru lah. haha. lex carried the bag first. was going to swap with her later. i was like carrying the food fat bag, the medic bag and sharing two poles with bottles on them. the bottles were i think more than 24kg altogether?!?! haha. oh man. and the bottles would slide and rub against my hands. i could like feel the blisters coming. rarrr.. haha. jon came and was like sharing this story abt the dunno what strong friend and he carried alot and they told him not too cause if he collapsed, they'd have to carry not just his stuff but him as well? haha. but the story anti-climaxed. the friend didn't collapse in the end. hahahha. we stopped to take a break and everyone was resting and i was just standing around. and jon goes 5 more minutes and everyone's really resting then i EH can put down our bags ah? haha. i was standing there like a idiot still carrying my bag lor. haha. went on. carried and after awhile marianne couldn't alr. then i asked someone else to help. jon said nvm and told everyone to carry their own stuff lah. but i still helped okay. i carried extra bottles. haha. got there. haha. we were passing by the boy's tent. oh man. for waking us the night before, we wanted to purposely camp near them on a day when their damn tired and make a heck load of noise while they try to sleep. that'll serve them right. haha. we dumped stuff. i helped alex and amanda massage okay! haha. they said its nice! yay! okayokay. haha. sat down and relaxed.

got up, went to some group's store so we could borrow their helmets and all so we didn't have to carry all our stuff to this campsitre. yeah! it'd be like how heavy lah? hahahha. but we didn't get to use the nice nice helmets steph and i marked. haha. we did the blade of grass exercise. haha. everyone heard as blade of glass. haha. i couldn't do. they said i was too rigid and i was only bending forward and back? hahaha. then we did this trust fall exercise. like a sheet and you have to fall into it. so you have to "trust" your team mates yeah.

okay so first one was the small in the group jiamin. and whoa lah, she's like how light. jon said before like one i think 109 kg person doing it? haha. okay so we all did. and my turn i was damn nervous. cause later how if they cannot hold?!?! i got alot of fredricks lah. haha. okay i went. group call. hillary are you ready? hillary ready hillary pull. i'm falling. fall on. okayokay. so i was about to go then jon suddenly said tuck your chin in and i thought he was talking to me and i was already stpping back and i dunno. i fell but i was like sitting? HAHA. we all did lah. even jon did. whoa i swear some of them are just damn light lah. hahah. gosh i'm like how jealous man.

okay. i don't know if i write all the reflection stuff in between or what. i won't write everything from my journal lah. but like trust. like what jon said. it had to be built up over time. imagine if you didn't know whether the ppl behind you would hold it tight or let you fall. its scary lah. trust trust trust. its beginning to come hard to me. rarrr.. cause really, in this dog eat dog world, who can you trust? rarrr.. its kind of sad and lonely. but trusting is like making yourself vulnerable. giving someone else power over you. and no one should ever have that kind of power. okay maybe i sound damn cold and hard lah. its just the way i feel.

okay. went for lunch break. haha. lex and i watched judy and qian do the fall thing. haha. they didn't wanna let us see lor. back. passed around the book, wrote all the names. read out all the names from all the other schools lah. geez, we sound so kaypo. they ate the i think tuna and whoa the smell is strong lah. haha. then back put on harnesses and all. haha. we looked chunky weird. haha. and we all knew we were gonna get.. helmet hair! haha. my harness felt damn loose lah. okay. we got ready and just waited. haha. i went to sit with bri and kept calling her princess brina. HAHA. oh man brina rocks lah. haha. okayokay. jon finally came. looked at us and was all laughing. we didn't even had to wear our helmets yet lor. haha. damn! haha. okay then we went to learn belaying! the call and all. haha. the judy's group instructor taught us all. i think her name was naf lah. haha. proposing person and eloping person! amanda and i were doing the happy tanning thing. whoa i swear she got like how dark. i was damn jealous lah. haha.

the belaying thing was fun lah. got into groups. lin alex zhen yi annabelle and marianne. hahah. i was the rope manager first cause i had no clue what to do. haha. okay laughed alot and lots. i delivered someone! and i can't even rmbr who! someone's poor little life was in my hands. haha. i know annabelle delivered me!!! haha. i think it was zhen yi i delivered! wah pro siah hor. haha. amanda and i went up together! haha. and it wasn't that bad.

later the briefing. and this one was like telling us to appreciate like all the ppl who helped us? and who's the belayers in our life? so that made me think i've got so much to be thankful for, and so many pretties i haven't said thank you to. rarrr.. did the thank you as a group, but it was kinda sad cause no one thanked jon? so we all got together and thanked him later. haha. i know he said smtg damn funny in return but i can't rmbr? oh well. we got to climb the height elements next! haha. briefing and all. no one was listening rarrr.. then started. there was thing treasure thing and whoever made it to the top could turn over this little piece of paper which was like a clue! like a word lah! haha. rena and steph went first. you know it looks not so bad? then lim singh and i saw the rope swaying like crazy as they went up? and suddenly it seemed very bad. scary lah. they climbed and climbed. haha. we yelled a heck load of instructions to them. haha. it was damn funny. but that one was damn hard lah. like the poles were how far apart. even our poor long legs couldn't so down they came. rarrr.. but they got damn far lah. haha. p.o.w.e.r!

alex and i went together. our's was the real like teamworky one. when if you don't have one person, the other couldn't advance? yeah. so slowly slowly up we went. haha. and we climbed and climbed and there was places when you were so high up and the ground was so far down and it was so scary. or your nearly there but you just don't think you can climb anymore yet you have to force yourself to. oh man. we did it! what a great whoa achievement. so we were all the way up there and both of us touched the platform and we've got that adrenalin rush. then we heard jon shouting smtg. whoa i heard it as have a rest and i'm thinking noooo we have to climb all the way down again?!?! haha. it was actually make a wish. okay we made a wish and we fellll. haha. actually we made our wish together but i can't tell what it is or maybe it won't come true! haha.

we're down and we're still on our high! whoo! haha. but anyway thanks to my belayers! haha. yay! haha. lets see. hung around and all. we were thinking of actually going up again. haha.some others tried our's but they couldn't. haha. our power lah. so we directed michelle and gen and they did it! yay! power lah! haha. and somemore gen's hand was injured. whoa. haha. okayokay. hung around lah. watched some other ppl climb. then finished. in the end we didn't have time to do again? rarrr.. haha. the quote was? i think its abit diff but my slightly modified "version" is 'coming together is beginning, thinking together is progress, working together is unity, keeping together is success' sweetly sad in the way we used to be. rarrr. collected all the equipment. haha. i know we had one missing harness but we found it. returned all our equipment back! aiyo. steph was bullying me again. haha.

they were talking about sleeping at an area with what, seaside view etc. haha. we all knew we were pitching tents alr lor. they can still make it sound like a apartment. haha. SHAKALAKA PARADISE! haha. went to set up our tents. haha. damn unfair. cause a'thiyah scissors paper stoned for steph's group, their group got the already set up tent? haha. RARRR! we all had to set up ours.. oh man. we're like so failure. haha. the top thing, our group was connected to was, connected to another on both sides. haha. if ours fell, all would fall lor we were saying. haha. domino effect!!! haha. and it was getting sot of dark alr and there were like a million ppl calling out for rocks and string. haha. but really the sunset was quite nice!

went for dinner. that day we got to eat at the cafeteria! apparantly it was a privilege. okay lor. haha. they were all rarrring me for not eating the vegetables. in the end i swapped my vegetables for lex's rice. haha. so clever of me. haha. and the lemony drink thing looked and tasted quite nice. haha. too bad i couldn't take more lor. cause it was cold. bleagh. haha. i kept pouring it out into other's cup and only leaving a tiny bit for myself. haha.

went to shower. oh man. mega mega rush. we had to meet him at 8? and there were still ppl to shower in front of us. oh man. we rushed our asses off. i think we were still kinda late. haha. i had the burn mark. dang, i was so burnt already. and i put the plaster on my birth mark and there was the white plaster shape now as well. ahah. got there. sat in a circle. haha. jon was wearing like the purple turban pants. haha. damn funny. but spiff says its comfortable so yeah. haha. oh yeah! the pshpsh sound. haha. everytime he wanna call us he'll make this pshpsh sound. haha. and we were all doing it to irritate him. haha. like everytime he pshpshed, we'd do it after him like some echo. and he could still try to act offended and say only he's allowed to do! haha.

so the next day we had the treking/hiking thing. haha. still don't know the difference lah. haah. amazing ubin or smtg. and like he was trying to teach us to read the map. 8 figure grid reference okay. haha. he was saying we'd have a tourist. haha. we were like yeah right is you lor. and he kept bluffing no lor no lor. haha. then later i was asking how we know where to start and he i'll lead you all there and we all HAHAed and he still tried to correct himself. ahha. he kept slipping up lor and we'd catch all the mistakes. haha. when the other instructor came he could still, eh tourist tmr you taking them ah? HAHA. AND THE ELEMENT OF TRUST!!! TSKKK!! and the one where theres the poor kid from another school. he wanted to walk and jon i think was doing the pacing thing in front of him and he kept purposely stepping into the guy's path! haha. the poor guy was damn embarrrassed. all of us were laughing like siao lor. haha. and the statue thing. he was asking whether anyone came her before anot. and lex was like yeah. and she asked if she knows abt the temple place. and lex is all is it the place with the fat man sitting in front? and we're all like staring at her trying to figure it out. and steph uses the deadpan voice and goes, i think you mean a statue? HAHAHA.

oh and the sanmao thing!!! haha. he showed us this picture of the list of what to pack. haha. his sister told him his handwriting hasn't changed since primary 3! haha. and his drawing!!! he could still tell us he got a A in art. haha. we were all saying must be in primary school. haha. he drew a stick figure. haha. and it had 3 hairs. haha. so its name was SANMAO!! HAHA. and why did sanmao want to cut off one hair? CAUSE HE WANTED TO HAVE CENTRE PARTING!!! another hair? SIDE PARTING!. last hair! HE IS NOW A BALDIE! HAHA. righttttt lah. haha.

okay then went to canteen cause he wanted his green bean soup. righttt. haha. most maluating moment of my medical career. haha. lim singh asked me for counterpain for her arm. i happily passed her a tube and she was rubbing and rubbing until she looks at the tube, looks at me and goes 'lin this is ANTISEPTIC' OOPS!!!! hahahahha. oh man. okay but we we saying it could be worse. like she could have a cut and asked me for antiseptic and i could have given her counterpain. HAHA.

okay got our stuff. haha. steph lex and i had to go back make sure all the bags were zipped up tight or the wild dogs would like rip them open for food inside. yeah. haha. and headed back to the tent. oh man. it was like damn damn dark the walk into the forest part. i know i was walking next to steph and we were both like clutching each other. haha. it was really dark and creepy lor. got to our tent. we pushed our shoes all the way to the end and got in. haha. alex, me, marianne and finally annabelle. hahaha. our tent was sagging lor. haha. we're damn pro lah. haha. anyway we were lying there then all of a sudden lex is all annabella you don't have to hold up the tent. and annabelle is like i'm not holding up the tent. marianne? no not me. then who's hand is that. i swear we all screamed and rolled over to alex's side of the tent. HAHHAHA. oh man so creepy. then of course we started laughing our asses off. haha.

theres this tent. wah really the best. theres dunno who inside. and she was talking and talking and talking and talking. well, you get the picture. haha. and someone calls. "___(i can't rmbr her name)" she:"what!!!" someone:"SHUT UPP!!" she:"HOLD ON." AND BEST LAH. SHE CONTINUES TALKING!!!!! nonstop. gosh. can die. i fell asleep damn easily lah that night. i know marianne and annabelle were talking. haha. i wanted to roll over and whack them. haha. but too lazy. aha.

woke up. haha. if you haven't kept track, this is day 3. haha. woke up kept tents. oh man judy's tent is the best lah. we all pack finish, her tent is still up. and somemore? her group is still inside sleeping. haha. we had to stuff fat tent in fat bag. get our stuff, go eat breakfast. bee hoon for break so i didn't eat but i drank a whole lot of milo? haha. and cause of that they scolded me again. haha. went down. and on the way down i'm like asking lim singh if she has the counterpain and she says no? i panic, pass them the medicine bag, rush all the way to the canteen again, search all over. can't find, go back and lim singh goes oops its in my pocket. RARRR!!! haha.

met jon at the circle place we met the other day. haha. the story this morning was the carrot, coffee bean and egg one. the leadership ppl know lah. reflected, wrote in journals. haha. the blue pen i took leaked! so i had to go wash hands, change pen. all of them kept saying lin write essay ah? hahah. okayokay. tried to hurry finish and yeah.

pack bags and bring all the way down to the gathering place thing. with the flagpoles. haha. dump all our stuff. damn heavy lah. haha. then we all got tasks. either go with him to fill jerry cans and waterbottles, go do smtg or go clear campsite. lin steph lim singh and i think rena went to clear campsite. we kick away i heck load of rocks. haha. and we picked up all the rubbishy string. haha. and there was this big fat rock. haha. and i was kicking it for like five minutes till it got to the side. haha.

from there, while they were trying to read the map, we went to look for the fast forwards. which was 4 or 5 golden web spider webs with the spider, 4 different kinds of pink flowers, 6 fruit trees or maybe it was 5?, 8 rubber seeds, and 8 skeleton leaves. haha. amada tan and i found the leaves there! yay! they really transparanty and like yeah. haha. we found the pink flower but we plucked it so jon said didn't count rarrr. hahazhen yoi kept one flower lor. she said she was gonna throw it down in the jungle and pretend to see it there! HAHAH.

okay so we did the pacing thing. haha. mine is like 160 plus? hahah. okay then off we are. haha. we met our tourist and his name is SANMAO! jon's twin brother! hahaha. zhen yi really believed the instructor last night was lor. haha. when we were leaving that instrutor still came to bluff us. "oh are we going now? let me go get my stuff" and he was happily helping the other group with belaying. haha. oh yeah! and steph reminded me! sanmao didn't do his forfeit! haha. he had to do the forfeit cause th othe rguy didn't come with us!!! HAHA.

okay we walked abit then jon went to check the campsite while we just stood with our super super heavy bags. this time i took the bag that lex and i shared. haha. damn backbreakingly heavy. bite lip and endurance man. haha. the PRINCESS group and their instrutor came. haha. the instructor went to jon there and we all stood around. finally the tourist sanmao came. then left. alot of walking. haha. we saw alot of flowers and you could hear ppl keep asking sanmao is this pink is this pink. he all noed. cause he said it was purple. RARRR. haha.

okay we walked and walked. no jungle bashing allowed rarrr. we had to keep to the path lah. haha. zhen yi dropped the flower on the floor and really wanted to pretend but sanmao said no dead flowers. HAHA. so we walked and walked and we reached this gate thing. and we saw a bee hive thing okay. or hornets.. can't tell. but either way its like bleagh. haha. big and fat lah. haha. then we walked around searching for the clue thingy. the amazing ubin thing. ahha. we found it. and there was a quote. we found 2 quotes. and i know one of them i think the first is the heading for my post. later i'll say abt lah. haha. we found but we bluffed the other group we couldn't find! hahah. all sanmao lor! hhaaha. and he could still call us good actresses. haha. we were damn naughty lah. and later they could still come to us, tell us they backtracked and found it. hahaha. OOPS!

walked alot and lot. lex couldn't swap with me already. her ankle got kanaed. sprained lah. aww and rarrr.. haha. we fgound one more. then sanmao got radioed. don't need to go compulsary checkpoint already. so hillary decided to skip all and go all the way back lah. haha. cause winner for fastest and the one with the most checkpoints. haha.

walking. the bag was damn heavy plus i had extra water bottles for lex and yeah. haha. michelle asked if i can anot. then i was like yeah. haha. and she happily told me not to act macho in front of her. HAHAHHAHA. no one wants to act in front of her lah. she's the macho woman lor. hahah. saw a truck and we all wanted to hitch a lift lah! rarrr.. we were so damn tired of fat bags. on the way, we found the pink flowers and fruit tree. before we already found the rubber seeds. haha. yay! so we got i think all the fast forwards. sanmao showed us the golden web spider and oh man. its really huge lah. ew. like the covenant spider thing. so gross. haha. we walked and walked. then we to this village place. then we saw like ang mo bikees. so we asked like yeah. they were saying up ahead there was a gate. we all like screamed damn excitedly. haha like finally! yay! rushed and yeah! got there, we were the first group!!!

BUT just there we had road block. before we could be like the first and all, we had to do the road block thing lah. which was.. like stand in a circle. pick up a pebble. use your left hand and throw. and catch the pebble of the person on your left's? still with your left hand. somemore must do consecutively 3 times. whoa. haha. okay we tried. and tried. finally we did it once! yeah!!! but still had to do 2 more? but we dropped so start over. rarrr.. haha.

halfway, naf's group came? which was like judy and qian ru that group lah. and they also started doing the pebble toss. hah. okay then we tried lah. haha. you know we were like shouting out 1 2 3. at first damn soft but became damn loud? haha. usually its the opposite lah. did swapped positions around. be a man do the right thang. haha. rena tried to get us in the "zone". haha. and finally we did it! whoo! POWER! we were damn happy lah. cheering like churros. so sat around waiting for the princesses. haha. and for naf's group to finish and ohhh. did some reflection yeah. haha. WE LEARNT TO COUNT ONE TWO THREE AND THROW ROCKS! haha. and suddenly sanmao tells marianne who's next to him don't move and he SLAPS HER FACE. haha. we're all dying of laughter cause it was cause there was a mosquito there but she didn't know. haha. it started raining rarrr..

okay so hurry hurry. set up the blue tarp. one side attach to the tent, the other to the little sticks to the peggy things in the ground. haha. and we all crawled under and sat on ponchos. i had a very nice comfy spot between a'thiyah and alex. haha. zhen yi was like soaking her butt there lah. HAHA. and the worse was the water kept pouring all of a sudden on her. haha. brave siah. jiamin sat on alex's lap, she's THAT light lah. haha. okayokay. gossiped well half gossiped. rena thinks jon should be in korean tv dramas. haha. and we ate mixed nuts thing. yum lah. haha. i can still imagine all of us under there. oh man. what a sweet cosy picture. on the other side of the fence, i think it was tenzing's tent. and on the fence on the othe rside of the gate was nila utama. haha. i could hear qian ru making noise. haha.

trainers had their own little tarpy thing. haha. traded lame jokes with them. haha. sanmao's "why ultraman more powerful than superman?" haha. my first guess was cause ultraman is ultra and superman is only super. hahaha. its cause ultraman use two hands to fly and superman only used one. err.. righttt. HAHA. needless to say alex with her superbly lame sense of humor found that very amusing. haha. i swear i can't tell who's lamer between the two of them. haha.

sitting under that little tarp thing eating. aha. suddenly this truck thing just came and was like heading right for the rope. we're all going nooooo and it just runs over it. we expected the tarp to fall on us but luckily nothing!!! haha. whew. i know later it came undoen but didn't really fall on us. haha. okay, dired and we all changed to wet shoes. lex amanda and i went to do the poncho cover thing to change from our track pants to shorts. haha. sanmao's lameness one more time. he was watching all of us change our shoes and i saw him looking and said see what see and he found that damn funny and started chanting in a lame lame singsong voice see what see! hahaha. idiot.

put on our pac man jackets. haha. then we went to do quarry jump. oh man. the water is so damn clean. we all just jumped no hesitations. and we linked hands in the water leant back and started cheering. haha. brina's shoe sole came out. HAHHA i tell you half their shoe soles came out. haha. and they got damn cool silver duct tape. haha. spaceman shoes. haha. the damn expensive tape according to jon. you know why? cause its what kidnappers use to tape their hostages mouths. hahha. okay we all waded back and back and they took out... a small mini basketball! haha. all the ballers just looked at each other with the big big yay eyes! hahahah.

so we were playing captain's ball! but with like 3 teams! hahaha. it was damn fun and funny. at first the instructors purposely like kept missing and not catching the ball and ppl would just swim swim swim and last minute they'll catch. hah. or their group ppl were like pass the ball straight into the hands. haha. i know i did one damn nice block! yeah! haha. sanmao kept swimming further and further. tsk!! sucker goh was being what else? a SUCKER!!!! haha. the sucker thing!!!! judy! hahahah. okay later. haha. and judy molested sanmao!!!! judy judy judy. haha. scandalous! hahahah. she was like practically jumping on top of him! HAHA. our group did alot of damn nice passes and we were leading in a 7 ball game with 6? and we went crazy high and stopped playing properly lah. rarrr.. haha. but it was like how fun. oh man. hahah.

okay then we had to get out but we were all how reluctant to get out? haha. we were supposed to be heading in and i started running in the water. HAHA. then we were all like running races in the water. haha. also turning around and just floating and yeah. i knwo steph and alex pulled me along for abit. yay! finally managed to drag our asses out. haha. that was considered our shower for the day lor. haha. we stood around shivering like mad. haha.

picked up fat bags and headed off. the bag was damn heavy plus i had extra bottles in my hands and i was just hoping it wouldn't be long more or i'd just fall flat on my face from the sheer weight of mr fat bag. ahah. okay walked awhile and got there. hung out ponchos to dry and set up tents. haha. ours was saggy again! haha. i'm so failure lah. aha. went to the beach to carry the damn heavy 20kg jerry cans. haha. plus the beach slope was slippery so how hard man. macho woman accused me of acting macho again lah. tskkk!!! haha.

went into the tent to change. haha. i was damn slow and one of the last to change? haha. i know when i was chaning there was alot of noise outside and they needed ppl to help move the bags? haha. i was changing lah. and kathlyn kept wanting to borrow my torch. haha. damn sorry lah. rarrr..i lent her after. okay. i borrowed baby powder. hah. baby powder shower. haha. they all accused me of trying to coat the whole tent with baby powder. haha. as you can imagine, i spilt alot. ahah. oops!

after changed went to help them lah. with the backpack moving. haha. end of the line. haha. sanmao was wearing the instructor bob the builder cap. the one with the light in front. ahha. moved alot of bags lah. me and a few others did the bringing bags from end of human chain to the backpack area. haha. damn fun. we were like talking nonstop. haha. okayokay.

while i was changing, annabelle was damn nice! she cooked for me maggie mee! haha. damn nice lah!!! haha. bellin! hahah. sat around and ate lah. whoa my torchlight is damn power. like shine, can see the light beam all the way up up up. whoa. steph's discovery. haha. okay then the mobile b ppl came. like all the stc ppl were considered mobile a lah. haha. and oh gosh. they were heck muddy lor. like everywhere seriously. think mud figures. gosh lah. we were damn traumatised by it.

okay then we had to help them cook. one group made them milo. we made them maggie mee lah. damn nice of us right. the way sanmao explained was imagine if your hot sweaty dirty and muddy. you don't want ppl hanging around asking questions. you don't want ppl to stare. you just want food drinks and bed. so we helped them. better to give than to receive! yeah! steph and zhen yi cooked while i.. well, basically i was extra. haha. then briefing on the kayaking thing. haha. was like slacking at the back with judy amanda and of course the noisiest qian ru. haha. sanmao was teaching all the paddle signals lah. haha. stick up rod if smtg. haha. to attract lightning lah. haha. and the i see a firefly in the middle of no where. haha. and later theres a plane and he points at it and goes that is NOT a fire fly. haha. righttt. he's so random lah. lex and steph was counting the number of times he was random doing his kayak speech thing and its like ALOT! HAHA. and rarrr. cause our group had like an uneven number. odd numbered so rena had to go over to the other odd number group. RARRR.

i rmbr walking back and forth between our tent alot by the long way. but theres alot of their tent string so much be careful. and in the end i knew where all were? haha. okay that was random lah. i rmbr i was in front lah and they were like no how to go and i was damn happily i know and i practically skipped over all. HAHA. picked up mr fat jerry can and poured water lah. haha. i know we were hanging outside our tent being lame waiting for lex. me annabelle jiamin marianne and i think joyce? haha. gosh they were bullying me. oh marianne put frigging baby powder in my hair. gosh i was damn pissed lah. okay but must control temper so i tried to laugh it off. but gosh.. i was damn annoyed lah. she made my hair grey. yucks.

haha. i kept telling jiamin to watch it cause she kept bullying me. tskkk. she'd better watch her tent when she sleep or i'll creep and and and.. well smtg bad anyway. haha. lex finally came and gosh. the night was so damn nice. stars so near you could just reach out and touch. i went and just sat at the back with the poncho. i thought of alot of stuff lah. and i think its all so sad. rarrr.. everything lah. i think i did alot of reflecting abt everything during obs. i went back and no one had gone into our tent yet. we all went in and we just sat there each with our own thoughts. sanmao came and asked if we were okay lah. i know alex was having time alone with Him. yeah. after he left. lex and i went out of our tent and just sat outside.

i thought and like esp abt Him yeah. like i'm gonna start going to church soon. and it isn't for them or for her. its for Him and me. and i've been trying to block them out. block all the memories of them, of us out cause it hurts and that night just sitting and looking at the stars, i let myself remember. i could see all the memories and it was so beautifully sadly sweet. and i asked myself the same question again. one word why? and somehow, maybe it doesn't matter anymore cause in the end, i had Him and He'll never leave me nor forsake me ever. never ever. and thats what matters the most.

lex went back first and later i came in. finally we all just lay down and went to sleep.

next morning, i know they did the wake lin up thing and i refused to budge. rolled over and whined 5 more minutes. finally dragged myself up. oh no keep the tent. haha. the hardest part is stuffing the tent into that tiny bag. haha. packed all our lagguage yeah. hah. that sounds so vacation. okay packed all our fat heavy camping backpacks. haha. got our ponchos and stuff together. haha. lots of food for the kayaking journey lah. got our journals. hah. and this was the day i ran out of space on both the front and back part. rarrr.. i ended with a and! no one ends with an and. and means like more! haha. and of course once again dearest spiffy had to bully me about this. " the end? you ended already? AND?!?!?! YOU'VE GOT MORE?!?!?!?" HAHAHHAHA. spiffy rocks! damn she's leaving soon. i'm gonna miss her rarrr. haha. i'm hurrying this to finish so she can read before she goes. i love spaceman spiff!

haha. me being the easiest to burn of course had sun block and everyone applied a heck load lor. whoa lah. haha. and isect repellant of course. gosh we all were alr bitten a whole not. but no leeches yet lah. haha. actually the whole camp no leeches at all! haha. so we wore our fat man suits then we had morning circle. haha. the story they told was the one jon told us ysd the egg carrot and coffee bean. so i sort of blanked out lah. hah. then they wanted ppl to share abt today and rarrr they wanted me to? i really didn't have anything to say lah. haha. then i just siad smtg abt us getting dirty. cause i was still thinking abt mobile b and their dark dirty mud thingy. haha. okay then after, a group of us had to go first. so lin zhen yi annabelle marianne jiamin and i think joyce went.

the boat ride there was nice lah. super shuang, the wind, the view. and we saw a kingfisher! haha. bright blue. i know theres alot near my house but it was different seeing it there lah. special. haha. gosh. camp's just magic man. haha. okay got there and oh man. the slope we had to climb up was heck muddy. gosh. think grey muddy muddy mud. haha. can die lor. haha. and we climbed up. we had to use our hands and feet and gosh. the top we were already so dirty lah. anyway we had to move the kayaks down to the water. as in slide it down to the slope to the water and sanmao was there "catching kayaks" lah. haha. so we were already damn mudy. he said putting mud on our legs would help with prevent sandfly bites and all. we plastered our legs with mud. was like moving kayaks. andoh my gosh. i got sweat in my eye! fat man jacket so i couldnt wipe on my sleeve. my hands were muddy. haha. in the end jiamin let me wipe on her sleeve lah. haha. damn funny lah. alot of stuff and we were laughing like mad. haha. next boat came. and oh man. their faces when they saw all the mud on us. haha. helped them up lah. and everyone was there moving kayaks. haha. shocked more and more people with each boat. haha. qian ru thinks i'm damn good at helping ppl out of the boat? er.. right. haha. and then sanmao wanted ppl to help him in the water. haha. i know when judy went down and he was helping her, she hit him with her paddle! haha. TWICE!! haha. and when qian ru was going down, she slid and almost fell on top of him! haha. and he told her "i know your school no boys but you don't need to chase me!!" HAHAHHA. okay the last boat and oh man. the last person on the boat was sucker goh. haha. i reached out my hand to help her lah. and just as she grabbed, i think the boat person thought no one was left on the boat and he started to go off. oh man. and there she was still holding my hand as the boat goes off with her on it and the boat's still going and in the end i slid all the way down the slope and into the water! HAHA. all i could say was i should have known it'd be sucker goh. aha.

okay then went all the way to the end to move kayaks. gosh its damn far away lah. and i was still happily wondering why they were taking so long. saw fatimah. and oh man. she's how poor thing lah. rarrr. haha. but all okay by now i bet. haha. okay then we moved the boat and its not like. i dunno how we could move with like i think 2 ppl before? now we need minimum six lah! haha. moved all the kayaks. sucker goh still wanted to jump into the water and paddle the kayak all the way there. she's crazy lah. haha. okay then our turn to get into the water. went to look for zhen yi. haha. and qian ru!!! haha. judy got into the kayak already but she couldn't get in. HAHA. i was laughing at siao at her. haha. in the end i stuck my paddle in the mud and told her to one side use that and i boosted her. she's halfway up and she starts laughing like crazy. haha. and shre's not climbing so i'm like supporting all her weight lah. oh gosh. in the end i let go and she plops into the water and continues her laughing streak there. HAHA. gosh lah. okay then we tried again. and she was laughing like crazy again. gosh. so basically i had to push her all the way up. haha. without me, she'll still be in the water i tell you. then judy helped me. haha. i tried to get up and first time! i just looked at qian ru. HAHA. she took like damn many times lah. then zhen yi climbed up. and we're off? paddling around looking for our ponchos and food. haha.

then they had the demo on the capsizing thing. and sanmao asked us to hold his canoe for him. and with that during the demo, our canoe kept going backwards and backwards into the trees. haha. and we kept saying duck. gosh we're so failure lah. haha. our kayak is really the most failure. haha. later you'll see why. haha. then we all started paddling in one way and our canoe was all the way at the back lah. haha. then they said wrong way. and suddenly our kayak was all the way at the front. haha. then we had to go up this slope apparantly and our kayak was the first. and we were like going up and they said theres another way you can paddle through without getting up the slope and all. rarrr.. naf helped us lah. haha. and there was tiny baby crabs on that little slope we had to go up lah. haha. how cute man. but like we had to go up so later they nipped? but the tiny crab ran into their tiny holes. haha. pushed our canoe up. and zhen yi got in first lah. then naf and i pushed it off. then zhen yi pro-dedly steered herself in one round, brought the canoe back and i got in. haha. later we saw naf push herself down and it was damn damn funny lah! haha.

finally. sat around in our kayaks waiting for them all to come through the tiny hole. i had splinters and steph tried to helkp me take out but too deep in and the tweezers were too blunt lah. haha. i know michelle and amanda came through the hole thing and they had this big branch on their kayak. haha. i asked them if they were collecting souvenirs. haha. then all the hillary people except some lah got together and like linked all our kayaks together. haha. we kept calling it the banana boat. and later we had to seperate and we all yelled banana SPLIT! haha.

okay we paddled and paddled lah. haha. ours kept bumping into everyone i tell you. i think we bumped into every single person and in our kayak the most common word was sorry sorry. HAHA. and we kept going into bushes and all lah. haha. sounds so sad off us. and we'd be like calling duck duck we're going into bushes and then in a very sian voice for the millionth time, we'd go backpaddle backpaddle. haha. but it was damn fun lah. haha. we got to this part where we had to get out and carry our kayaks across and stay away from the currents. we were on eof the first to reach but cut queue and we were one of the last kayaks to get up. haha. but it was damn fun. one kayak went into the trees there and there was a heck load of bugs so after we all stayed away. haha. fatimah and her partner, chui ling was next to us lah. and they kept trying to cut the queue. haha. and somemore chui ling can help us clean our kayak! haha. someone said there were leeches in the water and after thqat we all kept our hands OUT of the water. haha.

finally we moved our kayaks. got up on land and started moving the othe kayaks down. haha. helped lex and steph push off the kayaks an dyou could hear us going whos kayak has the evain bottle inside etc etc. haha. finally we got in and pushed off. linked up with the others again. and it started raining. some ppl put on the ponchos but we were alr so wet, it didn't really matter to us and we just put the ponchos on the lap across the boat so the water wouldn't get in lah. haha. then off we went. haha. bumping all the other canoes. haha. i know we bumped lim singh and a'thiyah's alot of times and they were damn annoyed and then we kept laughing and making it a point to stay out of their way. haha. going out of our way to stay out of their way. haha. we kept looking out for them and going away from them. haha. damn funny. MACHO WOMAN AND I DID CROSS KAYAK ARM WRESTLING AND I WON! HAHA! damn funny. we thought we paddled quite far already but actually still got the open sea part.

got to the open sea and we're suppsed to form this formation. but like we're like the nobody ppl so we just sat in the middle. i think in the end heck the formation, we just went so long we're behind the front ppl and in front of the sweepers. haha. rowed and rowed. gosh. everyone were going straight but our canoe was going zig zag. can you imagine? HAHAHA. okay then there was this part we kept going in a really wide circle again and again and again. like 7 or 8 times. and it was really frustrating cause we couldn't stop. in the end y.k. the princess's instrutor came and helped us. taught us what to do. he was really damn nice lah. haha. he taught me this rudder thing and after awhile we went on and we could do it! we were going more or less straight. rowed hard.

got to the that place where they were all resting. haha. and rested and ate. everyone appiled sunblock and all. haha. it was burning. haha. our hands were burnt but our knuckles weren't it was really damn funny. haha. okay after awhile and some ppl swapped partners and we were off again. and soon we could see our little destination which was this tiny red dot. the jetty lah. haha.

chui ling kept saying zhen yi was a bad partner who kept yelling at me. hahaha. and she thinks she's a very good partner. HAHA. it was damn funny. cause zhen yi thought i couldn't see from the back of the kayak and was telling me to go right left right when i could saee and was already going. haha. and later she could still test me if i could really see. haha. rowed. there was this jellyfish. someone spotted in. and after happily telling us before not to pick up jellyfish and all, sanmao rowed over and picked it up with his paddle to show it to us. haha. it was all pinkish red and wobbly. gosh. haha. continues rowing lah. and finally got nearly there. haha. stayed far away from floating houses. rowed around the jetty to the other side of the beach. i think we were the 3rd or smtg. yeah!

okay got there and they told us to wash off the kayaks. haha. we were like happily sitting in the water washing. i know there was me steph sucker goh zhen yi chui ling washing one kayak. haha. in the end they told us to bring it up to hose it off. haha. we went out of the water to picked the kayak up. haha. we were the first group to bring a kayak and gosh they hosed it and it felt so damn good lah. haha. as we washed the kayaks the instructors hosed us lah. haha. then we all stood in one line and got hosed. moved the kayak to the shelf. then hurry back to the beach to get more kayaks so we could get hosed again!!! haha. ty.k. was damn funny lah. he kept calling out in this damn retarded voice "kayaks kayaks bring me more kayaks i want more kayaks" HAHA.

going down to the beach. haha. i saw judyt and zhen yi slacking in the water and i walked towards them. haha. and i was like shouting JUDY YOU SUCKER. and exactly at that moment i tripped on a stone, fell and whacked my hip. OH MAN!!! HAHAHHA. we were all laughing like mad even me though it hurt like mad. oh man. so KARMA! RETRIBUTION!!! hahahaha. damn funny. but judy got kanaed too. sanmao came and scolded her for not her for not helping. haha.

moved kayaks and water splashing. beautiful lah. haha. the water really felt damn good. helped flip over all the kayaks at the beach. okay and then me sha gen and a'thiyah helped rinse and fold some ponchos. haha. formed a human chain and passed passed passed our bags lah. haha. fat anf thin. mer and gen were being damn funny. we were laughing like siao. cause in the chain i was between mer and resa. so gen would pass mer the bag first and say in a retarded voice heavy/light/etc. haha. and mer would pass to me and try to imitate. then i would pass to resa and imitate. then resa would look at us with the huh expression and go what loight havy. haha. cause we were using really retarded voices. haha.

haha. we stood in a circle and we're supposed to massage the people next to us. like all face one way. the massage, chop whack. haha. judy was playing around then sanmao went to her that side and stood next to her and she had to MASSAGE HIM! haha. i was laughing like siao then already and then she never massaged properly i think so he said change direction and swapped and HE MASSAGED FOR HER!! i was seriously dying of laughter lah. haha. and when he chopped her back judy squirmed away. haha. then the leaders made some speeches and stupid lim singh kept making me laugh about the president thing. haha. and we sang the thresian spirit. haha. the instructors tried to follow in lah and it was damn fun! haha. and the funn then back to shower and for dinner and all. was damn burnt okay. like my worse. lex kept looking at me and saying we're having LOBSTER for dinner. tskkk. haha. we were all sitting outside the store just looking at our bites lah and oh man. poor amanda had alot! like really. but they said nothing compared to jon's lah. cause just now he showed them and they said it gross cause it damn big and somemore symmetrical or smtg?

first we met jon lah. his bites didn't look that bad lah. haha. they made it sound like a alien life form thing. aiya. we met him and it was kinda sad like the last night. and we were just talking. he still hasn't told us the diff between hiking and trekking! and suddenly he looks to the side and says theres a wild boar. and we all look and nothing so we really think he's joking. we're all going sure anot.. haha. and he's all yes your friend also saw and marianne looks at us her eyes big big and nods yes. oh man. i didn't see rarrr. haha. i told him i needed more paper for the journal and of course steph had to chime in with "she ended with a AND" HAHA. and he looks like damn amused and goes only for you. haha. cue for the whole group to go aww. haha. okay then we asked why he doesn't ever have dinner with us. and he says it scause he's never invited. oh man! rarrr.. and he told us later we pack our ponchos and all. he was going to take us somewhere. so we could talk cause we were saying we've never really talked. wanted to meet us at 10. rarrr.. went to eat. i wasn't really hungry dunno why. i ate a apple. all the apples were mostly green lah. okay then we all sat around talking about the most things, fingernails on blackboard, baby teeth and gosh. its really sweetly amazing. like bonding.

later we meet jon again. and he's kind of upset cause we haven't got all the stuff done. and he still wanted to take us there. at first he wanted an hour with us but no chance already. and i felt damn bad cause it was obvious he was damn disappointed. we rushed off and started doing all the stuff. annabelle and i were washing ponchos. just the two of us doing it. steph came and said it was at least a four person job but no one was around. so in the end me steph and annabelle washed and washed getting very wet in the process. then we hurry. moved the stones. put ponchos on the cart. moved everything to the store. started putting ponchos back. the rest came to help then we heard this voice say lights out. and that meant it was already 11. but we still continued. and then jon came. he just turned off the light and se all went out. he passed lim singh some plastic bags.

we all felt so crappy. all headed somewhere we could read the letter. lim singh read it out. and it was so sad. gosh. i can rmbr just about everything and it still hurts how disappointed he was in us. it wasn't about the handwriting and all and it was annnoying that they didn't get it. we all started to tear. then we just headed back to our tent. it was the whole disappointment thing all over again and its breaking me again cause i can rmbr.. in our tent, lex looks at me and she's crying and her voice cracks and even before she says it, i know she's thinking what i'm thinking and that breaks me up even more. both of us get out of the tent just to be alone.

we sat ouside crying and talking and somehow its reminds me of the way it used to be when team was the only comfort and we're holding each other crying. cause i'm not the only one who remembers and it means so much to both of us that from just this we do have a chance. we talk and somehow i can tell her some of the doubts and yeah. judy and qian ru walk past and ask if we're okay. and later on their way back i ask them to come over. its like not to share with them as lex thought but like. gosh. i hugged both of them and i was crying and i know what i told them. each of them. i won't say it hear lah. broken incoherant words.

they go off and lex and i just sit. i've never felt closer to lex than then and its really amazingly special. xandria i know your going to read this and yeah. i love you okay and i'm here for you. we can do it, can do this. and i'm really glad that i have you. finally we go back to our tent and cry ourselves to sleep. i didn't write all the thoughts about that night but yeah. its sad. just the disappointment. i promised myself never to let anyone have that kind of disappointment in me again and i failed. that day more than one and a half years ago was when so much came crashing down. and i still miss what was.

next morning wake up and its like did last night really happen? it seems well not me? well, it did and i won't forget. okay we do the norm. pack the tent and all. all the normal stuff but it was different that day. went to finish packing the store. steph's lip was damn burnt and puffy and pus-y. poor thing lah. we sorted out the food. everyone needed plasters. so i had to get for him? but i didn't really want to face him. i asked steph to come with me. asked hima nd he passed to me. steph said i was really hanging my head when i talked to him. i was still so ashamed. i know they ate the apple crumble he made for them for breakfast and passed to us last night in one plastic bag but i just looked at it and i could remember someone's comment from last night "i think he made it to share with us while we talked" "he made for us cause naf made for her watch" it was made in his own mash tin with his name on the side and i just looked at it. and somehow it was like i didn't deserve to eat. i didn't eat it.

he came while we were packing the store till, told us to drop everything and go to the H. he told us the story he said he wanted to tell us last night. and we wrote in our journals again. our last entry. that day i still wasn't done so i didn't pass it back to him at all. we went to do the store. check quantity and quality. i rmbr brushing off the life vests with a'thiyah. walking around with rena asking for extra stuff. rena thinks the gay green streaked haired ang moh looks like me. righttt. he sounds so damn gay lah. at first our store was missing the caps of 5 bottles so we had to pay for all, one broken camping stick and we were missing a whole tent bag and tent pegs and ground sheet. everything BUT the tent lah. and it cost like close to 50 bucks. do like 3 4 plus a person. BUT suddenly a'thiyah says OH MY GOSH WHATS THIS!?!?! and its the tent bag with everything on the floor!!! oh my gosh! so in the end we only pay likte 4.90 plus altogether which was 30 40 cents a person. whoa. haha. we were damn happy.

then we all carried our stuff and walked to near the instructor's place there. and we just sat in a circle.and i felt so damn sad. it was like our last day. everyone was just so frigging happy and looking so forward to go home. and all i wanted to stay. they were saying like first thing to do when get back, first food to eat.. i wanted to stay, eat crappy camp food, do activities and gosh. i really hadn't missed home actually. and when we got our hoens back, i just sorta looked blankly at mine. i didn't even really want it back. even last night when i asked i wasn't really thinking of having it back. i wanted to make light of going home again. which sucked. i got my phone and really the first thing i wanted to do was pass it back to him.

we got our photos. gosh i looked terrible. paid all our debts and all. gosh it all seemed so final. like we're going home. rarrr. he told us the last story. give a boy a fish and he'll eat for a day. teach the boy to fish and he'll eat for the rest opf his life. then tell what you liked in camp the most. we did the string thing. the hillary people would get it. and when i made the commitment, i meant it. really. i'm scared but i'm going to have to try. and he lifted all the cut off strings and said that this was us now. all cut loose from one another. it was our choice to stay together or not. but we were on our own with our own paths and ways to walk, our own strings to follow. that after camp in school it might be back to normal, that we wouldn't keep in touch and in school walk by like the others are but strangers. lets not drift please. cause what we had during camp. it was special. between not just some but all of us. HILLARY. lin alex steph rena a'thiyah limsingh michelle zhenyi amanda annabelle kathlyn johui jiamin joyce marianne. i'm never ever losing that string. and the journal. he hadn't the time to write on all the photos rarrr. but i copied the quote, my heading for this post. and it reminded me of what paul wrote. "for He that now lives in you is greater than He that lives in this world" i look at both and its believe in yourself, you can do it and your never alone cause you have Him and He'll never leave. and i guess thats what i need to do is believe now. in everything. so prison break. "have a little faith"

everyone signed my waterbottle. since we lost the stopper we got to keep. i kept thinking how at first we were all so yucks about the dirty waterbottle and in the end.. jon drew sanmao. yay! and he signed some of our journals. he put this this after his name. steph said its lips like a kiss? haha. i don't know but it looks like a cartoon duck's head to me. haha. we got our certs. and we got our tees. no polo rarrr. and then we got into the boat and it was like. we're really going and gosh. RARRR!!! lex and i were the last ppl in the first boat, we still thought se could stay and wait for the next boat with lim singh macho woman and all. we got to sit in the front cabin thing by ourselves. i looked out the window and just kept looking till it was a speck in the distance. the jetty jump thing. at first it was so high then low then high. we never got to do it huh. and i just kept looking out the window. lex joined me for a bit at my window. then we just sat at our own windows looking out. they opened the windows for us. and you know you could see all the buildings for singapore and i didn't feel excited or anything to be back. like rarrr.. got down. lex and i waited for judy. saw sanmao the last time. and i think its sad. he gets to impact our life so much and we don't get to impact his. cause we get one obs and he gets so many. at least we have his email and theres the group outing. but still lah. theres still the journal. steph's keeping it.

we were back lah. and it just felt so rarrr as they checked our bags and all. for illegal stuff? righttt. it was all so not normal. walking in school was weird. pressing the buttons on my phone to message. sitting on the bus. i just miss it all so much. hillary, sanmao and obs. but no more turning back the clock. its over and this sucks. pure and simple as that.

coming together is beginning. thinking together is progress. working together is unity. keeping together is success.

2006-11-19T06:04:00.000-08:00

until the day i die.

i can't do this. obssss rarrrr. i'll die. okayokay. back in 5 days. pray for me people. RARRRRRRR!!!

2006-11-17T20:21:00.000-08:00

(okay all this was supposed to be posted before obs)
be my escape.

RARRRRR!!!! i can't do this! i don't want to go obsssssssss!!!! RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! wo bu neng huo xia qu de. rarrr. and to think i was happily persuading des and regine to go! argh. okayokay. admit already. i need home comfort and good food. i don't want to trek through jungles and get sucked up by leeches and bitten by mosquitos and whatever by sand flies. how if a crocodile eats me up?!??!?!?

i've been packing. so scary okay. rarrr.. okay i've been so lazy to blog. cause everytime i blog, its like too long. okay now i'm really too lazy to blog long. haha. okay i'll try to do the summarising thing which i really suck at. okay. lets see.

i had the camp. which was. well, the food was passable. for me at least. it was fun yeah. haha. i was rooming with yingying, may yong and helen. haha. i rmbr the first night, we were watching the end part of legally blond. and you know the guy. he looks damn familiar. and i kept guessing who he is! haha. and i hooked yingying on prison break! hahahha. and wentworth miller. hahahha!! yay! hmmm.. lots of stuff. the food was not bad. there was like cheesecake and alot of cakes for dessert! yum. haha. its the kind of fat camp. like grow fat camp. hahah. i rmbr me and olivia taking one bowl of curry and dipping and dipping bread in it. haha. the first course thing was fun! the dining and people magnet. hahah. the guy said the toilet have motion sensor. so if the lights go off. you have to wave your hands! haha. so when i forgot who was in the handicapped toilet, we turned off the light and shouted wave your hands, wave your hands. HAHA! and the dining course! our table was the most high and retarded. when he asked all the questions and was giving sweets for answers. haha. our table went crazy okay. we were so high! why is the sky blue? cause the grass is green! hahah. and what colour is the black box? purple! hahaha. and he came to our table and gave us a whole bunch of sweets "just so if you suck, you can't make as much noise". HAHA.

oh and the day of the formal. haha. i spent like the whole time in cher's room watching cartoons! hahah. damn fun lah. we ate ALOT of after eights. yummm. and then the formal. i looked damn ugly lah. and i couldn't walk in my heels. everyone was taking alot alot of pictures. haha. and me fer and the fruit punch thing. they were like serving alot of fruit punce. it was liek our school's fruit punch that taste. i think it was the same lor. wah, you just drink abit and they'll like immediately refill. haha. after was the best lah. haha. i went high with fer! SEX APPEAL!!! hahahha. we were so high and like drunk. i swear it was like they laced the fruit punch. we were like stumbling. hahaha. we kept saying we were damn drunk. and all of a sudden we went to world of sports and started looking at shoes! hahaha. we were like crazy lah. haha. her hand bag had major sex appeal and the hello kitty was just "pretty". haha. i fell in my heels and i was like throwing a tantrum. haha. she walked me bnack to my room. haha. then we started complaining we were hungover. hahaha. okay i really miss fer. i love fer!!! the last morning, we were talking and aiya. fer just rocks lah!!

haha. lets see. got back. erm. okay i really can't rmbr what i did. erm erm. oh yeah! i slept over at kat's! pbjs movie marathon. hha. they said be there by 730 but like i got there by 12?? haha. we watched alot of shows. aqnd i ate chocolate mint tim tams. i have this thing for chocolate mint lah. we watched hmm.. i think bring it on 3, she's the man etc etc. haha. left early to school on monday. i was sick. rarrr. went to takew the first aid thing. was damn late for class lah. haha. cause i was sick. hmmm. they took damn long for the test. and stupid zhixian the failure artist. she pinched me so hard until now i still have blue black. rarrr. haha. she's damn jealous cause i can cross eye and she can't. haha. test then back to kat's.

i rmbr the last show we watched was korean. the cool guy. haha, quite nice leh. hahah. they always say the surname first. so cool right? oh man. and theres a character called HYO-BIN. so imagine like that was my name, everyone would call me malone hyo-bin! how cool is that! hahha. and buttered popcorn is yum!

tuesday had trng. haha. burt i can't rmbr what happened during trng. argh. oh yeah. sylvia took us. ran and ran. haha. i missed xan judy and wan ling alot. ahah. and brina came! what a suprise huh! haha. we did crab walk. and cheated alot. haha. other stuff and played game. 4 on 4. haha. then later i was supposed to movie with anna but i went to eat with judy alex and wan ling instead. tiong. kfc! haha. shared with lex. and i got the nice chicken again! haha. ate and played cards. and we got the cartwheel chip thing and cotton candy. haha. ate and ate. then mrted to bugis. the mama was getting haircut. she got me my shoes! yay!

wednesday was a stay home and slack day. i read someone to watch over me. oh man. quite mystery. but some parts was quite obvious. aiyer. the lady is crazy lah. the jane. haha. she cut half her hair off to be like leigh? yucks. scary lah.

thursday went early for the school thing. aiya. make us go in for almost nothing. played that dunno what game with wileen and alyssa. i kept beating them!! yay! met chow went to get regine's present. ate macs. haha. i ate happy meal and i got a lime green balloon! haha. and later we were at the bus stop and the balloon just like floated off as the bus came. we were like covering our ears expecting to hear a pop! haha. but luckily.. haha. missed by just abit. okay. i really wanted to see amy but didn't want to go all the way to plaza to find them. plus i was damn broke. so met amanda and qian ru. we balled then yeah. home. trouble for being late. rarrr.. made regine's cake. oreo cheesecake. its really the nicest thing i've ever made i think. haha. appearance wise at least.

friday. trng. okay now i can't really rmbr what happened. but i know alot of 3 on 3. yeah. pat was kinda disappointed. okay then later off with cher to anchorpoint to meet regine and chow. haha. py cannot bluff one lor. regine knew we were bringing a cake alr. sang and embarassed her! haha. ate hot dogs and they said the cake was nice! but the bottom oreo part was damn hard to cut. later we all left. cabbed to tiong with chow and cher. haha. i was tellingchow abt the cher thing in the cab. haha. cause. HAHA. she actually asked me if she's a spoilt brat! hahaha. then i looked out the window and kept saying i see trees. haha. okay got there. went with them to get their stuff. and i got this sweet. like got one is purple and one is white. grape and original. i liked the grape. haha.
met judy lex wan ling anna and amanda at tiong. haha. i really couldn't recognise wan ling at first! hahah. cause she went home and showered and changed first. haha. okay. sat around. supposed to watch movie with anna but lazy again and broke. so i persuaded and persuaded and she came to ball with us. we cabbed down. anna was damn hooked on amanda's phone games. and me and amanda kept trying to make her lose. haha.
qian ru's court. balled. then anna and amanda had to go. so walked home too.

saturday. met chowpuiyoong. we watched casino royale and step up. oh man. i hate anna for telling me that part. she spoilt it. cause even when they were happy, i hated the girl cause i knew she was gonna betray him rarrr. its sad. and he still wanted to save her. the armour thing is really cheesecake. sweet but cheesy. and she's right, the car is really damn nice. haha. but all the nice cars will always get blown up or smtg lah? haha./ and it was damn funny. in the movie, someone suddenly out of nowhere says damn damn loudly "SHE'S SO HOT!!!" and the whole cinema cracks up i tell you. HHAHHAHA. we couldn't get over that. and in the movie, the part where they're torturing him, this little kid behind us asked his mom or dad is he naked? why is he naked? HAHA. step up. the dance was nice. and the mega eyecandying. and i really cannot stand it when the little girl shushes him. HAHA. and later he makes a face. HAHA. okayokay. and the blingbling belt.

today. packing for obs. slacking around alot. haha. went to collect the form from amanda then all the way to westmall to hand it up. anna was unusually sweet. she was going to help me hand it up if it didn't need to be by today. haha. how unanna. haha. okay packed and packed. last minute rush. i'll be off tmr suffering. RARRR. i want to stay and soduko with regine and shah. go out. and the worse? chow's leaving just when i'm coming back so i won't see her for like 2 weeks. and no movieing. rarrr. and the happy feet premier. i can just cry.

2006-11-07T07:48:00.000-08:00

when i'm gone.

haha. i feel so lazy to blog. and its so so late. i'll come back from camp and blog.like about everything! trng, shopping, seeing des in a skirt.. oh and the YUMMY oreo cheesecake to die for. haha. drools man.

camp tmr. lets hope for good food and negative vegetables yucks. haha. judy's gonna miss me!

And undesirable, for us to be apart says:
LIN, I'LL MISS YOU BADLY

haha. she didn't want to admit it, but i can be very persuasive. she'll kill me for this. haha. oh man. camp camp camp. rarrr.. i'll die. okay but not as much as obs. just hope steph doesn't read this, she'll call me a pussy again. and judy too. she called me small fry cause i was scared of obs! tsk! haha.

actually. i don't think its considered camp. but like. aiya. chalet thing? so like high class camping. haha. either way lets hope for pretty people and nice food.

miss me people, its gonna be so so quiet.

2006-11-05T09:33:00.000-08:00

pictures.

vivo vivo with chowpuiyoong! loves.

vivo with wileen denise and kat!!!

PBJS!!! i love!

all the pairs and pairs and pairs of trick of treaters!

trick or treat, smell my feet, give me something good to eat. if you don't, i don't care, i'll pull down your underwear! trick or treaters 2006!!! kat del olivia lin wileen. r o c k s.

after trng. 3rd november. ljs with judy alex and wan ling. rocks! l o v e s.

2006-11-04T05:33:00.000-08:00

i go to school and i run and play.

okay i'm warning already. i think this will be a super long post. as in long even for me. haha. so much has been happening! haha. and i haven't blogged for a million years. and i've got so many many nice pictures! haha. and theres so many things i suddenly want.
new shoes.
prison breakkkkk!!!!!!!
worms! as in the computer game. rehooked.
judith macnaught's paradise and almost heaven.
new bag.

plus i have to go shop for the formal clothes crap. everyone keeps asking whether i've shopped yet. haha. i've been like trying to put it off but now i'm damn scared last minute cannot find. haha. soon.

okayokay. this week's been crazy. like its the holidays and i have to be back in school everyday. they're mad i tell you. so much for sleeping in. i'll prob stay in bed till late tmr. like last sat!! haha.

friday.
vivo with kat denise and wileen. but wileen was late. rarrr.. haha. it was damn funny. cause i told denise i'll be late meeting her and she said she won't kill me cause she was late too. but
she was late 15 and i was 42. haha. so i kept her waiting at the mrt and a bird nearly sat on her head or smtg. haha. and in the train she just kept going on and on about me being late. haha.
like she was so fixed on the 42 minute thing. haha. okay anyway we met kat there. first place kat went was her dear pull and bear. haha. she got this green top thing but its like a dress? i dunno. haha. it was damn funny cause she was moaning the top was 40 bucks and she ONLY had a 100? haha. me and denise gave her weird looks lah. roof top. we tricked kat lor. haha. me and denise hid while kat went to get her dim sum and she looked all over for us. haha. it was damn funny.
heard kat's phone ring and i told denise thats kat confirm and denise didn't want to believe me. it was okay. haha.

and we went to toys r us. like we walked the whole store a million times over. haha. and we got bubbles! mine was like gazillion bubbles, denise was the touchable bubbles and kat's had this damn nice bubble gum smell. haha. we went down to the ground floor near the water and we kept blowing! haha. denise and her china boat. haha. and we almost saw a boat sink! too bad it didn't. haha. the bubbles were damn pretty. like the colours and all. theres smtg so exhilaratingly free abt doing this. i dunno. oh and kat's phone played music! hey girl i wanna catch your wave! haha. and first date! i rmbr okay. we were damn sticky after that. so we went to the toilet to wash up.
then after we were hungry, so denise and i went to get food while kat went to get her socks. i got my current crave crispy chicken. oh man so yummy. and denise got some weird omelette thing.

haha. met kat outside posb then we went to the rooftop. haha. foot dunking. we were just siting and talking. later we just took our bags and walked, haha. cause the bottom was brownish its like some flood so we have to move. haha. we went to change. stole kat's marshmallows. the i think orange one the taste not nice.

met wileen at the cinema. we were watching death note. me and denise were damn scared the thing would be scary. i rmbr at first we both hid behind my bag. oh and denise treated me to popcorn!! haha. the movie was well.. quite nice lah. but so suspended. argh. part 2 part 2. kat's in love with the L person i tell you. and his pinky thing is seriously damn guy. haha. walked around later. wileen was damn high. we were all pretending not to know her. me and kat were playing with our silly putty! haha we bought. mine was glowinthedark and her's was orange glitter.

went to eat ben and jerry's! yummy. kat got chocolate mint and i got cookie dough!! haha. i was damn amazed that the chocolate mint wasn't green! but it tastes so so good. after, i mrted home with denise. haha. she kept trying to force me to carry the bubbles.haha. annoying brat. she was going her cousin's house so we both stopped at bukit batok. and we cabbed. haha. crazy kid didn't know where to drop. haha.

saturday.
i stayed at home and slept. oh man i didn't get out of bed till like 530? such a pig. i was reading. oh man. almost heaven is damn damn sweet. "and when you cannot stand it anymore, you'll come back to me, and i'll be there, waiting for you. i'll cry in your arms, and i'll tell you how sorry i am for everything i've done, and you'll help me find a way to forgive myself." oh mannn. haha. i watched alot of prison break. steph is damn nice lor. she lent to me. yay! haha.

sunday.
another wake up late. then i went to meet shah and KIM at bpp. oh man. i was damn disgusted with kim's lip stud. and she happily kept playing with it. haha. we spent like half an hour just looking at the baking stuff in cold storage. ended up just getting chocolate chips. haha. i tell you the two of them are damn crazy. ahah. kim kept whining that she wanted dough. then shah would give a damn disgusted face and say wtf is wrong with you. dough! you want dough! haha. and shah's
gestures are damn funny. kim kept calling her a bimbo. ahha. then went to get a cab? haha. and kim and i kept bullyin shah so out comes the phone then BITCHNESSSSSSSSSSS... haha. poor atheena. haha. and in the cab. haha. kim was going to tell me blankity blank and me her. and both involve shah being embarrassed out of her wits. haha. she was sulkuing and threatening to jump out. haha.

kim's house. simbaa! so cute okay. haha. and the fish! aha. saw her mom. then we baked chocolate chip cookies and chocoalte cake. the two of them were mad lor. they made Lin Malone 10th December. haha. soo sweet right. my foot man. haha. they're so rgoghrpgqwwrjgbs. haha. then while the cake was baking. we watched grey's. haha. can't get over the damn nice part. the part in the hospital when they first meet after they slept together. man, thanks to anna i knew the whole thing? HAHA. episode one and two. ahha. they didn't believe the errrr.. severed yeah part at first. shah was so gross, she wanted to rewind and watch it. correction, she made kim rewind for her to watch. haha.

dinner. her father kept talking abt the bugsy malone thing again? haha. i like totally forgot abt that alr. ate ice cream. all the melted ice cream we gave to shah. the cake tasted funny. cause shah helped bake it! haha. watched that weird weird show? then kim's room. we actually helped shah do her hmwk. kim and i were doing full scale whining i tell you. haha. kim wanted to go to the park. we did the whole exercise man. rarrr.. then we did go to the park. kim and i played softball. haha. damn dark so you coulkd barely see the ball but we could catch. then shah tried to bat and after so many times she hit one and she was damn happy. haha. then she wanted to catch but the ball almost hit her and she tried to pitch but she couldn't even lightly underhand. kim and i were laughing like crazy. we made her go to the bushes to pick up the ball and we ran away. she sulked again. how unexpected. aha.

then kim tried to teach us how to skate. i felt down rarrr. haha. but i could like steer abit not like someone who kept going in circles. haha. conclusion is kim is a good good teacher lah. haha. left the park. shah had to be home by like 930 and she was already late? the mother and father was coming. down the slope curly thingo. kim could do the swervy thing. bet it was cause i was there. haha. and homed.

monday.
in school at like for chinese class. i got PJBS in my class! and des and resa. haha. i sat next to olivia with kat and resa in front. talked alot. haha. then had the leadership module. wileen and i were late for class so we had to like sit at the back. haha. charlene goh and teo, ashley, jiali, fatimah and alyssa peters. presentation stuff. we kept eating the silver sweet and throwing at each other. and playing with silly putty!! haha. jia li threw at me and it went into my pinafore and cause it was sticky, got stuck between my blouse and pinafore? rarrr.. they all kept laughing at me. haha.

after leadership cabbed with kris and kat down. costumes. so many okay. but kat couldn't find her wednesday one. and she didn't want to go. i would have whacked her okay! haha. went to taka and walked around and around. kris left but des came! haha. with her macbeth clothes? haha. i ate a pretzel and a doughnut. haha. walked around alot. kat's pull and bear. we stood in front telling des what she should wear for her confirmation this sun. haha. can't wait to see her in a skirt
man. went to kino. des had to get the notebook for her friend but she was too shy to ask. haha. i kept teasing her. but she bullied me when i wanted to drink her water. haha. so many books i wantokay. rarrr.. can cry. kat left. and then des and i saw rachel tan. went with her to get her (test) tube. haha. that was damn funny. and the dressing room thing. haha. talk abt see no evil. i really didn't see anything lah, if i had, i would have like sore eye still. haha. like that time.. HAHA. went to meet kim marcella shah tina maris at seoul for shah's birthday dinner. so weird cause i was in school u? aiya.

i felt sickish so i didn't eat. but i drank! and i helped marcella get the stuff. haha. i made her laugh damn hard, she couldn't use the tongs. her hand was shaking okay. haha. it was damn
funny. we took like 15 minutes to get the food i think. haha. marcellaaaaa!!!!!!!! cheer up okay! haha. think of the gross thing and smile okay? haha. kim and i sneaked off to get the cake. it HAD to be chocolate. got and sneaked up. tina distracted while we gave to the counter. haha. and i got my two judith's macnught's! i'm was damn happy. only two more left rarrr.. i want! paradise and almost heaven.

see them cook is damn funny. kim and shah look so helpless. like they burnt some? haha. i had to help. haha. they looked so pathetic okay. ahha. and shah just took the tofu and dropped it back. haha. and she was damn happy when she suddenly realised that the soup was in the silver jug thing. haha. tina's camera is damn nice. whoa. haha. all the pictures.

then we wanted to serve the cake. so kim brought shah to the toilet to stall her. haha. then kim called and told me to come. so i went to the toilet to stay with shah while kim went to check on the cake. then kim's dad called and shah wanted to run and give the phone to kim. haha. i didn't know what to do okay. cause they were like still preparing the cake. so i pretended to be sick. i covered my mouth like i wanted to vomit but i was like laughing behind my hands. haha. damn funny. and i ran here and there looking for the toilet to pretend to vomit or smtg. haha.

in the end, maris and marcella came to save me. like when it was ready. back and when shah walked in we all started singing happy birthday. ahah. then cut cake blow candles. then the candle stub? kim put deep in the cake and shah had to get it out. haha. kim kept forcing her face in the cake. haha. the cake is nice. i ate abit of the top chocolate and i had to rush off. haha. bused home. you know when crossing the road home. at the curb in the middle i suddenly fell. so scary somemore this damn fast car coming. and my ankle really hurt rarrr.. so scary man. haha.

tuesday.
HALLOWEEN! finally. and shah's birthday! haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha. so unsuprising she was born on halloween lah. haha. my mom heloped me rip the shirt. haha. she was like happily slashing it? chinese then leadership boring boring. haha. and the trying to make each other try the blood thing? haha. and olivia and me talking, when they were talking abt hse stuff, abt totally not related to house stuff? haha. played ball during recess. rarr. so annoying i had to miss trng. and kimmy was there! haha. i POWER GAIed someone. anna i think! yeah! haha. we have another rarr visit. to a tip. so gross lah. haha. i was whining to the dad.

after the leadership thing, i immediately rushed home lah. showered, changed, cotume on, let the mama rip the jeans. haha. i forgot to pass them the stuff. uhoh. all the blood and all. rarrr.. so the mama and father sent me to kat's. i tell you, even though i went before, her block is so hard to find okay. i saw A C D E but no B!! rarr..

finally found. went up saw all their costumes, olivia gave me a shock okay. cause of her black lipstick. haha. wileen and kat were sort of watching harry potter. they were finding the part where the seamus gets gets sort of blown up? haha. wileen was a mad scientist lah. haha. i'll put all the pics of our costumes later. we have red eyes from the camera flash rarr..

okay anyway we did all. olivia dripped alot of blood on me. it damn damn cold lah. and she put blood on her hands and put one bloody handprint on my shirt? haha. i helped kat do her arms and it looked damn damn nice. haha. so olivia let me do her face! haha. like scratches. oh man. it was damn cool. she put blood in all the scratches of my shirt. haha. and on my bands and face. and its dripped. we were only going to put on the mouth one later. haha. del came and she looked like such a pristine little school girl compared with all our blood. haha. her robe wasn't on yet. haha. then wileen was doing her charcoal face when she dropped the test tube. the whole thing smashed on the floor and there was glass everywhere. haha. thats not the funniest. my sock had the fake blood so i lifted my foot and started shouting help i'm bleeding. haha. kat believed lor. we were all like rolling on the floor laughing our asses off. HAHA! it really looked like i had been rolling in glass till i got cut up. haha.

okay we were damn damn late already so we hurry left. persuaded kat to bring a mirror and scissors for the blood capsules later. went to woodlands avenue. oh man. we were really damn late. first costume we saw? a pair of DICE! hot pink dice. haha. all the costumes were so cool, we felt like some amateurs. haha. and the kid's costumes!cuteness. haha. we saw a bunch of grapes, this guy dressed as a fairy, a mini grim reeper. haha. there were alot okay! but since we went late alot of houses ran out of candy. but we still got quite abit. and at this house, this small cute cute kid gave us glowsticks! haha. and i tried the blood capsules. so gross the taste. olivia was too chicken to try. haha. the blood really flowed out of my mouth. this old lady at one of the houses looked at me and she just started. haha. then she aiyoed me. haha. and at one house this small kid was trying to scare us. haha., olivia just happily petted his head. haha. he was wearing a frankenstein mask. so cute. all the kids were so cute lah. and the houses' deco was damn damn nice!

we were all damn unsatisfied with our candy. we're like so gonna go earlier next year lah. haha. decided to take a bus and mrt. everyone was staring at our costumes lah. haha. and even worst, we were laughing like a bunch of psychos. esp wileen! haha. and del was so tall esp in her robe. not to mention i looke dlike a victim of a hit and run accident. and kat's arms! olivia with the scary scray eyes. haha. mascara. okay back to kat's. took lots of pictures. then homed.

now to look forward to next year's halloween! haha.

wednesday.
chinese class early. i was like happily sleeping through it lah. haha. lao shi kept waking me up. haha. then had the meeting. nah bluffed me lor. it was actually at 11? canteen with nah and kat. kat let me play games on her phone and oh my gosh she has worms on her phone okay!!! i really really want the comp one rarrr.. pretty please. haha. i was like late for the meeting in the end?

after i went to meet chowpy. such good timing, we both got to the bus stop at the same time. off to great world. haha. we were like searching the whole supermarket for my THAT sweet. i still want it really really badly rarrr. ate pizza. and she had old chung kee. haha. then we searched for cheesecake for bel chia. haha. we got and the box and packaging was so cute. saw steph and resa. and later we saw steph again at the bus stop. she was taking the same bus as us lah.haha. the guy next to steph at the bus stop was so creepy lah. cause steph was like holding this book. and it was totally not the kind of book steph usually gets. so i asked her. and she said it was her uncle's. and the guy looked over just then as i said your uncle's reading this? and the guy kept looking over. yucks. then i suddenly though oh man maybe its steph's uncle. and i was dying to ask steph but later the guy hears? haha. boarded the bus and it wasn't. haha. they kept laughing at me over that lah. haha. off at tiong. we all shared two packs of the chicken. oh man. i'm so so hooked. yum. haha. then steph mrted while me and puiyoong went to meet bel. she was damn happy with her oreo cheesecake. haha. bel said smtg that was damn rarr. me and puiyoong just stared at her for like 5 miuntes. it was reall ycompletely ridiculous. haha. walked bel all the way back. haha. bel is damn retarded. and chow with her lame jokes. bu shou. haha. bel wants to change her laughter to MUAHAHAHAHA. hah.

and she told me i'm like some small kid who pretended a cauliflower was a aeroplane. and she showed us the action. haah. i was like dying of laughter. all her fault, i almost tripped and fell. haha. and bel halped me carry my bag. oh man. it like twice her size and she still tried to buckle the thing around her waist. she just looked like some small kid getting ready for her first day of school. haha!

bel went up to study and it was raining damn damn hard so chow and i just sat at the bottom of the flat talking and yeah.we went to get ice cream. i got a kit kat ice cream! yay! and she got the traffic light. haha. we played hopscotch okay.bel came down again. and she helped go up and filled the bottle of water for us. i had like 4 bottles in my bag that day okay? she was going to go back up in 15 minutes but we were all talking and talking, she overshot the time! haha. okay thundering and all. homed.

thursday.
in school for the industrial visit. rarr.. haha. the car broke down okay! the tyre burst rarr.. the mama wanted to call the i think its called AA? but my dad said he could do it? and he did! with my help okay! and like.okay 3 good singaporeans -one guy stopped his car and offered his help, a lady stopped her car and offered me a lift to the nearest mrt and another guy asked if we needed help. how nice. like if you saw a car at the side of the road would you stop and help? or just move on? yepp.

got to school early still. saw kat at the foyer. she went with me to wash my black black hands. haha. then waited at the foyer. and i totally didn't believe fer was going in my group? haha. but she was. in the bus, me ashley fer and yan ling sat at the back. haha. fer was happily telling us that the heart centre was at outram and she was like saying the bus driver drive wrong, it was actually at bishan? haha. we kept teasing her that she was seeing things. there was this pasar malam and we kept teasing fer only she could see it. haha. got there. almost fell asleep during the talks. then we went to the gym!

haha. the gym's thing had this damn cool water thing. me and fer were playing with it, making the water slosh around and aorund like a washing machine! haha. and all the things. fer got her blood sugar taken! she tried to make me take mine but i was damn scared. like the needle jabs into you? and how if i'm really diabetic? haha. and we saw them take blood pressure.

the worse was the ball. you know the big excercise ball and you have to try and sit on it crosslegged without falling? fer and yan ling couldn't. and i tried and i was almost balanced than yan ling happily kicked the ball and i rolled off and fell on the ground. rarr.. they were all laughig like mad at me. so embarrassing lah. we got goody bags when me left. haha. inside was this nice nice biscuits, pills, tissues, sunflower oil etc. oh and the edible tissue huh yan ling? HAHA. the sunflower oil looks so ooshy. we were like playing with it. and discussing how the make sunflower oil. haha.

school. then queensway. hah. met chow,looked for my shoe. i think i know which one i'm going to get alr! yay! haha. then hung around there and then anchorage. haha. the hiding thing was damn funny. she still can pretend she wanna go home. haha. we were damn broke lah. supermarket. walked around inside anchorage. couldn't find the bookshop? i think it moved already rarrr.. looked at the big big cards. aww. damn sweet lah. the bused back to school. haha. i saw crystal on the bus. she looks damn cute in the whites. haha. went to find kat. hung around the house craft room and watched the dancers get dressed? haha. then to the hall. kat got back her phone aqnd let me play! yay! worms worms worms. the talk was boring lah. rarrr.. they were couting the number of erms each speaker made. haha. found out our roomings then waited for the mama at the foyer with cheng kat and ginny. home.

friday.
in school for trng! yay! finally. was there early. walked up with kat. she was there for open house. sat at the canteen and kat lent me her phone again! and she helped abit and i passed level one! yay! i know she was secretly damn proud of me! haha. level two is damn hard okay. rarr. okay. judy lex wan ling and sue li came around the same time. pat spoke to us. yeah. trained. ran and ran. i barfed like 6 times after. like was trying to walk to the toilet the drain way and i'd walk abit then barf. again and again. lex was damn sweet lah. she got me ribena and my water! so sweet! haha. then we layuped. haha. wan ling and trying to throw the ball so pat couldn't catch. HAHA!! lan di then match. i tell you i was so high okay. haha. my lame joke spree. haha. i was worse then even alex? and that is baddd. haha.

me judy lex against wan ling sueli and pat. haha. i kept saying go superman and go judy alex we have super powers. haha. cause before i was saying the superhero jokes. haha. it was damn funny. they shot and missed and i happily haiyaaaaaed and snatched the rebound. passed out and they shot missed again and i haiyaaaaed and got the reboudn again. haha. then a third time okay. they were all laughing and me and pat was like shaking his head in a very cannot believe it. haha. after we hung around and watched all the dancers dancer. damn nice. and my bride smiled at me!!! so hot!! haha. i was still damn high. esp on spiderman and superman!!!! haha. all the lame lame jokes. and chin told me more so i only got worst. haha. and my wound. i fell down and it bleeded.

so lex and judy wanted to help me wash. alex poured a LOT of water on it and judy took tissue and just pressed in hard on it. oh my gosh. i wanted to whack her but i was too high to be angry. haha.

tionged with judy lex and wan ling. haha. ate at long john's. and i ate my chicken again! weehee! haha. it was fun lah. pretty pictures. after, i rushed to vivo. haha. steph told me i could only get prison break if i went. rarrr.. mrted there. haha. and i was late for the movie lah. they left my ticket at the counter. haha. the covenant. nice but disappointing ending? don't care gonna rewatch. i missed ALOT of the start. haha. but lots of hotties. haha. oh man so many movies i wanna watch. the covenant again, eragon, an inconvenient truth.. alot lah. rarr.. hmmm.. then steph anna and sarah i think walked around. haha. steph kept teasing me rarr. haha. oh man. the supermarket thing was damn funny. anna was saying smtg smtg. and we were all seriously just staring at her giving her the most wth look. HAHAHA. and i told steph i love those moments, esp when it happens to someone else not me. haha. it was really damn funny. and oh man, that quote is so pirates of the caribbean!!!
Elizabeth: There will come a time when you have a chance to do the right thing.
Jack: I love those moments. I like to wave at them as they pass by.

haha. i can still rmbr lah. haha. i suddenly want to rewatch. movie marathon soon. haha. and i also want to add sky high to the list! but i don't know who has rarrr.. haha. anyway we saw liwei! haha. talked to her abt the msg thing. she's coming next week!! yay! haha. and bunny's coming after the 10th. haha. went down to take a mrt. first we went down the wrong part. and steph lost her wallet! haha. i'm just damn suprised (and relieved) it wasn't me! haha. but she found it in the cinema in the end. luckily not the dustbin. haha. saw mo! haha. someone just tapped my back and oh man. haha. i feel like i haven't seen her in so long somehow? mrted home with them. had to giro mine and they calle dme dumb cause i didn't know need the ic thing too. rarr.. steph's so annoying, she kept trying to spoil prison break for me but i like knew all the spoilers. and all of them try to do spoilers i didn't know so i did the cover ears and lalalala i'm not listening thing. haha. and anna pinched me and it really hurt. rarr.. i still can't pinch good.

was thinking of stopping at queensway to get my shoes but aiya. i felt damn tired and lazy so i didn't. homed.

saturday.
haha. slept in. again. woke up to read. yay! miracles. "i give you all permission to eat cake!" HAHA. and the, "if God wanted worms to crawl on the ground, why didn't he give them knees?" haha.
but rarrr.. miracles was supposed to be a full length book. vgwjkgwbgr publishers. can whack them. daniel and the angel. haha. i thought it was by the same author as gabriel's angel. gabriel's angel was alot sweeter lah. "i need your strength when my faith falters. your wisdom when i'm uncertain. your love even when i fail" aww. and " where are you, angel? if only i could tell you but your not here anymore, watching methrough the window. i'll spend forever staring out, wondering where you are. if your safe and warm. if your hungry. where will you run to when your hurting" seriously aww. so sweet. haha.

and i watched prison break! haha. i love lah. michael and sara are damn cute together lah. and nice eyes! goshh. dvds rarr. i don't care. i shall try to sleep early today. eyebags are like the ugliest things. so gross lah.

haha. if you had the patience to read to the end well, very good? haha. night y'all. pictures soon yeah.

2006-10-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

hanging by a moment.

okay like suddenly everything's really big on the comp? haha. i don't know how to explain. its been vivofied. the prestige on sunday and monday with chowpuiyoong, on both days yeah. haha. and she refused to let me eat anything cause i was sick. haha. rooftop foot dunking. i've got lots of pictures.

yesterday was the last day of school. it feels like it hasn't sunk in yet that next year in school, there won't be any bel chia, no anna and no kimmy. which seriously sucks. all the ballers i guess. ever since sec one, basketball's been such a big part of my life and all the senoirs who helped me through everything. tong even though she's left teaching me so much. she was the one who taught me my layup when i was the only one in the team who couldn't do it. she believed in me. bel chia who's always been there. the balloons and ikeaing and balling with the ugly army guy. haha. anna and well, everything. kimmy who's been absolutely great, laughing with her like crazy and her voice when i insult her. haha. i can almost hear it now "no, lin..." haha. laughing at the kina thing. haha. and debbie ng. i can rmbr whacking her with the giant cigarette and telling her no smoking. haha. and our chinese names cause she was huang ning and i'm ning ning. shi yun who esp in sec one was such a great friend. i think i should count myself as very lucky. but they'll be going and cross my fingers, i hope they come back often enough.

double days of vivoing. lots and lots of stuff. i'll blog tmr and if i can get the pics, i'll put them up. i'm homeing tmr which is going to be great with lots of food, sleeping in, new books, prison break!!! and grey's. plus i still have the videos from olivia to watch. oh man how much greater can it get huh. haha. tomorrow people.

2006-10-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

somewhere out there.

today is a tuesday. and its also a holiday. and i'm still horribly sick. i'm current high on the somewhere out there song. an american tail! i haven't watched all the that tapes in a million years, its all in the study room. david copperfield, felix the cat, robin hood... i'll watch them all again someday. haha. and its raining now. wet gloomy sick day. was supposed to ball at puiyoong's house. but i don't feel like. its the sick sick feeling. but maybe later i'll go out to meet regine at vivo. depends how good i feel man and if its still raining. when i'm not so lazy i'll blog about the sunday and monday's pretige. haha. and put up the pretty pictures. i feel like watching a video, olivia lent me 3. i,robot, chicken little and the prince and me. haha. so varieted huh. can't wait for the movie marathon man and to raid sandwich's house.

obs and obm meetng tmr so have to school. alot of info will be given apparantly. and have to do web search for all the singapore heart foundation research. rarrrr...

2006-10-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

cough drops and stripy socks.

i'm sick.
and it sucks.
on my left, on the table, bottles of water, strepsils and a tissue box.
on my right, on the floor, a dustbin full of tissue.

cough.
runny/stuffed up nose.
spliting headache.
sore throat. it feels like its burning.

i feel like i haven't been sick so long i've forgotten how it feels.
it feels vulnerable.
and weak.
like i could easily be hurt.
mentally, physically, emotionally.
and i wish i could be a little kid again.
and when i'm sick
i could take the nice pink medicine.
and going to the doctor was fun
cause he gave lollipops.
and the best was staying at home.
and cause i'd be so miserable
i'd get something nice to eat.
and hot milo.
even when you were little and sick, everything was so right somehow.

promises mean everything when your little and the world is so big.

2006-10-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

beverly hills, thats where i want to be! living in beverly hills.

haha. that song. significance today. haha. okay lets start with the past week. make that past 3 days. thurs was normal normal. i think we stayed back that day for the first aid thing. me regine kat rena fiona yan ling to copy the irritating 65 first aid questions. haha. chin stayed back too. we copied and copied and copied. can die lah. stupid first aid. rarrr..

friday really no one in school. haha. i was taqlking to brina about prison break!!!!!!! oh my gosh i love love love. i really really want the dvds. i can cry okay. haha. me and brina were like fighting over them. and she's got a hottie there. she thinks the nick guy is cute. but her favourite character was like the dogs? haha. cause when the police thought micheal escaped, they brought out the dogs? haha. and wentworth miller has smashing eyes. haha. this is damn damn funny. haha. played some cards. recessed with tinaaa!! haha. i was listening to all of them talk about all the shows. and fight over acsb vs acsi. haha. then later at the end of recess, was waiting for shan, samm, nahh and nicole to finish their cards. then we realised the canteen was totally empty except for the five of us. haha. we ran all the way to class. haha. damn funny. assembly was some lame weirdo talking. spent most of it criticising him? haha.

after school was a me tina marcella bhagat and angie. haha. you know tina saw me and she immediately asked for pad. then later i went in and i also had? i tell you, its all her fault? haha. and it turned out all of us was having i think. haha. harbour vivo. they ate at yoshi. haha. i really wasn't hungry but they were all teasing me, saying ang moh cannot eat rice? hahaha. and they wanted beef sauce and stupid shahilia still wanna try to ask for beef liquid? haha. and she still tried to embarrass me by telling them about the wentworth miller 's eye thing. haha. it like so backfired on her. it goes like this.
she was saying about how hot his eyes were.
and i told her that it wasn't fair, cause i liked them first.
and she said that he'd choose her over me?
and i said no cause me and him have ang moh connection.
and she said maybe he's into exotic looks.
HAHHAHAHHAHAHA. i told her exotic maybe, ugly definitely not. haha. banged man. haha.

and the thing is you cannot stick your chopsticks up in the rice or... oh man. so scary. haha. and then we went to look around. shahilia bhagat kept picking fights with me and saying its all my fault. haha. and marcella kept staticking me. haha. angie and tine are like the shopping queens. candy empired. haha. but nothing, they dragged us out. beard papa. haha. i got a box of cheesecake sticks for the family. haha. at first i didn't want to try cause i don't usually like cheesecake. but i tried abit at home and oh my gosh its damn damn nice. can die okay. the worst part? its all eaten up and i only got that one stick. i can cry okay. haha. okay anyway. suddenly shahilia realised her wallet was missing. she was damn damn upset. she like turned her bag inside out to finad and its like a junkyard in there. random papers. haha. we were going to go back to yoshi and look and then. marcella and i took her bag and tadaaaa! there it was. haha. she was damn damn grateful haha. pro lah.

haha. sounds damn great right? actually the way it went after yoshi, the stupid girl left her wallet behind and tina picked it up anmd since her handbag had no space, put it in my bag. later when she realised it was missing. marcella and i stood behind, put the wallet in the bag and pretended to "find" it. haha. she hates our guts now esp since she kept thanking us! hahaha.

TODAY was just kick ass rock. woke up not the horribly early. like 1030 plus? pancakes for breakfast. shower change. hot dog for lunch and off to meet kat at buona vista mrt. she was later than me. haha. with pretty pleaty things in her hair and even though the weather was so so hot, our dear girl was wearing jeans. haha. i kept teasing her about being late and all. esp with her complaining the bus was damn long. cause she was late we missed the first bus and she didn't want to walk cause it was so hot. ahem. and also cause she's a squealer and betrayer. haha. we kept olivia waiting. aww. haha. met her at holland v. then party with us!! now party city. haha. oh man. all the candyyyy. haha. we were like sitting down in front of all the face paint and fake blood and deciding what to get. haha. rotting flesh and bloody mouths. haha. got all the stuff. kat got a ring thingy too. its a cute bat thing. haha. then off to cupcakes. oh man. the shop, you just walk in and it smells so good. theres pizza there too. oh man can just drool your heart out. but there were only 2 cupcakes. rarrrr.. orange. so we got that and i got a meringue as well. haha. sugar heaven man. we were happily etaing on the bus and trying to tempt kat. and the song significance. on the overhead bridge to the bus stop, i think kat was like i can see a beverly hills mansion. haha. and then i suddenly had that song stuck in my head then i was telling them and like saying that i haven't heard it in so long and olivia gave me a weird look and told me it was playing in party city. haha. no wonder it was suddenly stuck in my head. haha.

and then forum. toyrus! we were talking about how there used to be some mini melts there. haha. and we realised all of us took ballet! haha. we were like looking at all the halloween stuff and trying on the masks. olivia forced the kingkong mask on me. it was damn damn itchy. haha. and all the other masks. some of the kid's costumes are damn cute. the strawberry fairy! haha. whole store. and then we saw egg flips! so cute. me and kat wanted to get. haha. i got blue, she got yellow. and the kid's spoons! so cute. we're going to go back and get. haha. i books the cat and the fish already. haha. and suddenly olivia dragged me and pulled me down. haha. we were like hiding from kat. the saleslady kept giving us weird looks so we were pretending to look at the chocolates? haha./ but kat sneaked up from the back in the end. haha. our egg flips are so cute! olivia says if any of us gets the gold, we have to treat her to lunch. haha. but when we go back again next time, she's getting one too! haha. mine was fluff and kat's was bop. her's is like some superstar and mine is like a outcast according to olivia but she still likes mine better. haha.

olivia wanted chandol mr softy ice cream so we went to find 7-11s. we were going to count how many we saw. we didn't walk damn far so final count was 3! haha. we were like walking and we suddenly saw the big screen playing the step up trailer. haha. me and olivia saw like a million times but kat hadn't seen and you couldn't hear what it was saying so we were like saying all the people's parts. haha. went to burger king. sat down and slacked. haha. went to shaw. walked and walked. haha. walkied around the whole top and the kiddie's section and all.

olivia had to go so i went off too. she walked me to the station. haha. we saw the two doctor loveeeee haha. in white and hot pink with the white gogo boots. haha. giving love advice. haha. and then we were talking about the trees wrapped in red and white in orchard. haha. she was trying to tell me they look like the poisonous toadstools. she was trying to say mushrooms and i kept hearing shrooms haha. i thought she was talking about kfc. haha. the nice girl walked me all the way down even though she tsked me all the way. haha. mrted home. the nice girl's also gonna lend me dvds and she's half convinced me that death note is good. but the monster is damn scary lah. rarrr. haha. mac and cheese the baked kind in a dish for dinner. yummy.

party with us is now party city!!!!!!!!
haha. the two of them were so jealous
and annoyed cause i got the nicest
card with pretty gold stars. olivia's,
mine then kat's.

the make up kit thing. but we didn't
get this one. our's was even "nicer" with
fake blood and rotting flesh. haha.

kat's pre halloween candy. yummy. the
candy there is absolutely to die for man.
shock tarts and fun dip! kat got the
sweet tart thing i wanted to try and
she's gonna let me try!

the cupcakes are absolutely droolworthy
huh? they taste ohsogood. haha.
beauty in the eyes and the mouth!

kat in the bus. what a pretty girl. haha.
i'm going to marry. haha. can't see the
pleaty things here but their there! haha.

egg FLIPS! so cute right? kat's "popstar" and my "outcast" according to olivia at least. haha. but she still lives mine better. mine smells better too! haha. their eyes are so big! so cute.

the two of them -peanut jelly! haha. all the pictures of me are ugly as usual. haha. i don't want to put up. haha. peanut butter jelly sandwich!

i was talking to chowpuiyoong and telling her that my feet are corroding.haha. and she told me if mine are corroding, her's are eroding! haha! tmr tmr tmr. can't wait.

time to grey's. rarrr.. i need episodes 3 4 5 6. oh man. i can't watch the rest first rarrrr. and prison breakkk!! the dvds. oh man. rarrr.

2006-10-20T01:52:00.000-07:00

english, fitz or percy.

okay as all you people can see i guess, i've finally changed my blogskin. all thanks to regine lee who absolutely all the credit goes to. haha. everyone knows how hopeless i am at this computer stuff. del esp with her sitting next to me last year, watching me struggle with the stupid photoshop thing. haha. and actually i have to admit that it IS easier to read the post. so i hope all those who complain that my blog makes you blind shall stop er going blind?

haha. okay i'm damn lazy to post. this post is mainly to thanks regine lee hui rong for her help. for her excellent taste and prodedness. i told her she was a pro idiot and she said no, just some blogger idiot. haha. its a pro thing even when my chatterbox tried to kill her. haha.

tmr i'm the only one like smart enough to go to school. or maybe the only stupid enough. no actually its a very good reason. one very very good reason who's initials are AAS. go figure. all the tsks staying at home slacking and waking up late, i feel like slapping. speaking of waking up late, i have to wake up in about 4 hours time which is really too little sleep for me. i'll blog tmr or smtg. abt the tsks of school, comics and my current favouritest thing called prison break.

last tag reply hurry.

marissa:whats upppp marisssa limmmm? haha. i still worship.

sri: haha. don't tell your cousin to come here, i'm still damn scared of being whacked up. haha. your "boyfriend". haha. no one can beat hady still right?

regine: i don't know you know. like if he reads. but yeah, he does look better? like alot. whoa, now i can like acknowledge him as family. haha. and yeah, i'll lend you the books. remind me okay? and of course, once again thanks for the blogskin help.

bri: okay now i can't rmbr what your tsking me about but your always disapproving of me. haha. last time you even tried to fix my uniform rmbr? haha. lets ball soon man.

peanut:hahah. yes? haha. you seemed damn stunned by this realisation like 3 weeks later. ahha.

sandwich:your a tsk you know. you should feel damn damn guilty. haha. you owe me my great world candy. haha. and i shall whack you like i whacked jelly. haha.

jelly:not forgotten, you TSK betrayer. i'm gonna whack you again. haha. the target that hits back. haha.

weizhen: haha. i think thats supposed to be a compliment but somehow sounds like an insult? haha. seriously is that a good thing or a bad thing? haha.

okayokay. night all you people.

2006-10-18T02:46:00.000-07:00

even heroes have the right to bleed.

fer says to blog in PARAGRAPHS. hahah. whoa i feel damn good. haha. today i actually got to sleep in and sleep away all the moodiness/tiredness that tsked me. haha. okay okay i haven't blogged in a million years, man. haha. what a change from blogging like monthly. hahah. okay okay. lets see. life's been so awesome, i think i just haven't let it been but yet it has. haha.

exam time was the best. besides all the mugging. more like during the breaks were we'd sit together and laugh. laughing's good. hahaha.

end of exams. the weird weird movie tallagrada or smtg night with regine kat des and sri on thurs. haha. that show is damn retarded. haha. the gay frenchman. haha. disgusting lor. haha. and the rolling abt on fire and stbbing him,self. haha. sri was convinced that movie was pure porn. haha. then after we walked arnd. haha. it was damn funny. met wileen. and like we were abt to spilt up, like wileen kat and des to go town and me regine and sri to home. haha. we left and suddenly like there was so much for us to do. haha. and we were like what if we see them again and we really did. haha. it was damn damn funny. hahaha.

on friday we had some stupid first aid course thing. haha. me regine yan ling kat and fiona were like sleeping through the whole thing, only waking up for like breaks. haha. and like break we thought we were getting back lit so regine and i were like walking outside shanker's class then not, but she saw us walking abt and she like ordered us back. kept us for 5 minutes till we could finally explain to her we had break? hahaha. then after went with regine to her court to find bri des annabelle and sri. balled. haha.the small kid with the between the legs trick. in the end it was only me annabelle bri and sri. we played the most retarded game. haha. brisri vs bellelin. haha. damn funny. hahaha

sat. denise made us get up at the most ridiculous time to meet. haha. everyone was late. haha. we watched scoop. no happy ending. haha. denise kept making me throw popcorn at des and kat. cause she still has no aim. haha. and we were like fighting over popcorn in subway. eloise and des are for sweet popcorn and me denise and kat are for salty. haha. okay i don't wanna put it here. des chua would kill me. haha. okay anyway. after the movie we were deciding where to go. haha. kat and i wanted to hmv. ended up just aimlessly walking. haha. i kept telling them not to walk anymore. like we were walking into the haze okay. and des happily informed me we were in the haze. haha. we stopped in the middle of nowhere and wanted to have a picnic. haha. and denise screamed so loud or smtg that the nice eyed ppl looked over. like whoa so many nice eyes recently. ahha. kat was driving me crazy cause that day she des and wileen went to town and i decided to home with regine and sri, they saw the most "gorgeous eyes" apparantly. haha. and she happily gloated. haha. ended up at taka. the fashion show. whoa the models are damn thin. like they make adel look fat kind of thin. ahah. the weird hide and seek, des's pride. abt to BUS home, but mandarin hotel to meet the parents to get a ride in the end. haha.

sunday was a chowpuiyoong day. 220 at great world, whoever was late had to buy ice cream. haha. we were both early but i was earlier! haha. watched world trade centre. haha. obiviously she cried. haha.but nothing van beat the girl behind us. haha. the whole movie she sniffed away. haha. and on chowpuiyoong's right there was a weird weird weirdo. haha. old chung kee and aunty anne's. i still want that sweet. cannot stop thinking about it rarrr.. haha.

monday. i can't rmbr what happened. they were all laughing at me cause of my eyes. i was going to mrt back with them but i was too tired. so i called my "mobile mother". haha. school was damn fun. recess with cher, tess, puiyoong, ser, olivia and esther. haha. it was damn damn funny. how many percenttttttttttt... haha. and the "sexual tendencies". how often do you want to kill cher. haha. tess was like saying it was the best recess of the year and i think she's right. haha. we laughed for so long. and esther reading her book. haha. fighting with cher for her chocolate gingerbreadman. haha. in the end she gave me a big piece including a smartie button! haha. which reminds me i have to send her her pics. haha. and ss with des was damn funny as usual. can't even rmbr what we were talking about. haha. but laughed like mad, man. and the checking of papers, went to the back with pjs. haha. we tricked peanut with her handbook. ahha. and peanut has a peanut book. haha. jelly's a TDK betrayer. haha. i can't wait for sat man.

tues. marking day but we had to school for the first aid thing. they're crazy. haha. but was funny lah. ginny and her push in nose. haha. she was obsessed with it. haha. and them and hinding regine's seaweed during recess. haha. and bandaging kat. haha. she wanted to kill me and ginny. haha. and later bandaging fiona and kat. haha. the guy was like asking us what we were doing to them. haha. we made sure they were warm! haha. all of us passed the practical. i sat on some stupid candy. i was damn annoyed. haha. later went toilet with nah and hilary to wash it off. was thinking of going with rena and kat to sakae to mett del bri des and dunno who else but headached home. denise and eloise were damn bored. they baked cookies. hahah. but denise wouldn't let me have any until i admitted i "love her". haha. i stuck by my principles man. haha. i refused to tell a lie. hahaha.

today was the best. slept till 12 and it feels so good. then read in bed for how long. pretty books, i can just die. and alot of resurfacing of characters. weehee. i want to get the other book, the one i didn't get that day. can't rmbr the name rarrr. its such a lazy hazy day. the kind that feels so so good. i guess i needed it to stop being so screwed up. okay whatever. so much to look forward to yeah. it'll be all okay. yeah man. haha.

2006-10-01T06:05:00.000-07:00

wake me up when september ends.

that song is like. rarrrr. i remember the rarrr. aiyerr. but also the ysd. i realised eh its the last day of september and i listened okayyy. all maria's fault. cause she was like its only october but guess what song i'm listening too. and my first thought is wake me up when september ends! haha. but it was actually some christmas song. haha. and i realised it was like the last day of september.
its been almost 3 months since they left. i still miss. enlighten me. why doesn't it hurt any less? why do i still wait? why does it still matter so much?
i won't blog till after the exams or smtg. i'll try not to. will power man. i'm not even supposed to be blogging now. crosses fingers. its supposed to be a mug mug time. i'll try my best to not even comp at all.
okay. this shall be short. haha. on tues, 12 ppl ponned. on fri, 15 ppl came. haha. that is damn funny. and i still have my perfect attendance. des asked why i even wanted perfect attendance. i think its cause it sounds damn pretty. like perfect attendance. whoa. went cause of balling, people and for twin. haha. i brought the tissues. aha. but school was quite nice. like with laughs. and the trickortreating discussion. i'm going crazy man, i just can't wait. weehee. peanut butter jelly sandwich! haha. jelly has to be enlightened man. tsk for not coming. oh man. wednesday and friday!!! that was just like damn cool.
treat or treattttttttttttttttttttt.
haha. okay i'm like damn scared of pressing backspace now. haha. the whole button just sank in and my words going going going. haha. i was all nooooooooo and i just pulled the button. whoa. luckily only abit. i'd scream if it was my whole post.
okay lets see. friday i sat with samm and olivia. samm kept forcing me to sing. haha. it was quite fun. olivia was a tsk. she looked for ppl who _____. haha. i think next year i'll like set a person's hair or fire or smtg. uhoh. or if its tall girl in front of me, just her pinafore, i'll never reach the hair. haha. and yeah. we were so lazy, we happily bused back to school with pretty air con. muffins with little m&m thingys. we balled and it was pretty. liling judy ginwei alex fer lai zhen yi and me one team. whoa. fer lai is like the cutest lah. haha. and judy and liling can like happily tie for the number one superstar. we won the first round thing. shiok. but next one was slacking. i kept seeing gwen kwan as judy and i'd pass to her? oh man. we lost. but it was damn funny. r o c k s man. balling is my like sugar high whoa. i miss alot man. after exams train train train. crosses fingers.
normal lessons. like but slack. only first two rows of chem class filled up. maths was a slack thing too. but eng is the best man. haha. peanut butter sandwich halloween talked, peanut butter jelly sandwich to double discuss on monday. i've said this before? haha. peanut walked butter down. haha.
saturday was a nothing. slack. rarrr. must s t u d y. rarrr. aunty rose left. its quite sad. she's been here since i was like primary 2? rarrr. and she's dead nice. she's more my real aunt or a friend. i'll miss her.
tuition. pancakes. its aunty rona now? she's quite nice. she can bake. she said she'll teach me to make nice chocolate muffins. food partner'd be happy.

today's a low. i don't know. a run into the wall and punch till my fists are bloody and curling up to cry while the blood slowly runs down to drip on the floor. i hate.

but i'm better now. the prettiest person. if she was here right now, i'd hug her. i love the bestest twin.
i will fight. i am brave. i am strong.

2006-09-29T06:06:00.000-07:00

stupid blogger didn't want to let me post it yesterday.
so for the 28th of september.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCELLA!!!
dear ain't the dearest cause YOU are.
haha. i know their gonna laugh at me for this.

and today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA!!!!!
your still the prettiest and i absolutely w o r s h i p. goddess queen. talk about sexaye. pure smiles from you. i feel like i haven't spoken to you for 2 million years but i still love you many many much much.

2006-09-28T01:24:00.000-07:00

make me believe in happy endings, even if we're not going to have one.

okay i said i wouldn't come on the comp. i really meant it. and i also said i wouldn't blog till like friday or smtg. haha. i used to be such a sucky blogger but now like its a almost everyday thing. haha. whoa! not bad. haha. okay i really was gonna keep my resolution. but i kind of already cheated and blogged for marc ysd. haha. so yeah. and my stomach really hurts. so basically i wanna sulk again.
have i mentioned this has been the suckiest week? okay not the whole week, just one tiny day of the week man. rarrrr. i carried tiny eyes to school.
cure:double dose of chowpuiyoong, single dose of amymaypryke, round off with pretty people. it'll take more than medicine.
the candy chin got me. i swear, its the prettiest things i've ever eaten. like yummmmmmmmm. rarrrr. i want the lemony one, i forgot how it taste like. rarrrr. i reall want. okay its called milton and like its in a round round tin and the sweet is triangles so if you see, think of me and get it pretty please.
today had my eng paper. was just okay lah. aiya the comp topics kinda sucked lah. rarrrr. haha. i read the first one -"time" then i immediately thought of des and her "time is a illusion" okay. haha. and i remember telling maris that theory and maris like being a des and saying as well. haha. all the deep thinkers. haha. and you know the compre theres one sentimental stereotypes thing. first thing i though of was santa claus okay. haha. i would have written then i saw 'from the passage'. haha. luckily. that so reminded me of the tooth fairy santa claus and abominable snowmen joke. haha. and also of "and maybe we'll meet up in never-never land cause i heard the tooth fairy was gonna be there and santa's gonna bring me my coke" rarrrr...
both me and denise wrote the lies aren't good. haha. she wrote about quicksand and mine was basically if you lie, you will have to tell more lies, and your whole life will be a lie. haha. and it was damn funny cause later my tuition teacher was saying dunno what like to do with my work then i was like but i got leg cramp then i acted damn in pain and she said if you tell one lie, you have to use 10 to cover up. haha. then i was trying to tell her abt my compo but aiyaa... and oh yeah, kimmy was like asking me smtg and i wanted to bluff her but she could like tell and she was like don't you know lying is not good, then i told her i'm the most honest person she's ever met, then she was like all yeah right, then i told her that its because many people aren't honest so i'm the most and she was all, no, i know me, i'm the most honest person i've ever met. wah lao the thick skin person. hahaha. all the little things today like focuses on the lying topic. haha.
okay whats been a good. monday was like well. i really can't rmbr. haha. okay i blog about like stuff not about days. i've got a pretty sentence. "when faced with external threats, we must comine our forces and unite against the common enemy". haha. okay the story is. denise and i had a truce. haha. and we attempted not to fight for a whole day. cause we had a CE, she-who-must-not-be-named. haha. this is damn funny. but denise cmi so yeah. haha. we didn't carry out our plan in the end. haha. hmmm. floorballed. haha. i cmi lah. i keep hitting it out and they accuse me of being xiong. haha. i suck lah. rarrrr...
the gummy sweet des got with the prettyful inside and the notsoprettyful outside. we were like eating the whole of ss away man. haha.
slept the double period of chem away. everyone was like saying it was damn obvious i was sleeping. haha. and my whole face was red. haha. and then being damn high. using my waterbottle as a sword and rarrr rarrr. in maths class pat asked rachel a qn and i was like throwing both hands up and both me and del were like PARALLEL. haha. that was damn funny. and making a h-e-double toothpicks lots of noise outside english class. haha. fighting over nutella vs peanut butter. oh and peanut BUTTER jelly sandwich. ahah. olivia me kat wileen. me and olivia wanna go to holland v to some shop for CUPCAKES and STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE. olivia says they have the pretty cupcakes with the icing and sprinkles and neither of us has tried strawberry shortcake. haha. liplicking man.
oh and crazy balling with judy and all. haha. we had this siao siao competition during recess. haha. judy is totally mad. she was singing london bridge is falling down. i wanted to die of laughter okay. she made me airball. haha. that was damn damn funny. and balling like dunno how many against how many, no rules, and just playing like mad. haha. that is damn damn laughyourbuttoff crazy.
should i school tmr? like i actually wrote out a list of pros and cons. and the cons kinda outweigh the pros. but theres balling. and balling should count for double points? aiya i'll wake up and see how. but all the prettyfuls ain't coming? okay theres samm and olivia. but olivia's like president so yeah. okay, if i go, me and samm will do happy sneaking to 3c.
i think the word pretty has been in this post like alot. well, its a pretty word.

everything sounds so damn pretty and nice but what about sitting on the driveway, talking on the phone. then looking at the stars to find theres none there. theres none. their just simply not there and there'll be no more wishing upon a star cause happily ever after doesn't exist. happy endings don't exist. what is friendship? what is love? what is trust? tell me cause i'm damn scared i don't know the answers and what happens then.

2006-09-27T00:00:00.000-07:00

MARC MALONE. this is for you.
HAPPY SWEET 17TH.
even though your older now, doesn't mean you can bully me more. your a tsk and your a tsk bully at that but i know you still love me though you'd never admit me and although you make me punch myself, and you cheat and basically its the whole tsk thing. but its okay cause i'm gonna get tough and beat you up but anyway thats not the point here. the point is to have a prettyful birthday. take care. and with pretty thanks for being a kickass sweetie. and the biggest point is i love you lots.

when you like some famous rugger, rmbr to beat johnny wilkonson up okay?

2006-09-23T20:35:00.000-07:00

"whatever re-damn-sin is, it must be a very bad thing to be. it has two wicked words in it -well, really only one. 'sin' is only bad when you do it; saying it doesn't count. 'damn' is bad all the time."

redamption.
haha. okay. its supposed to be mug mug time. i'm not supposed to here, man. must mug. contrary to what regine thinks, she is the secret mugger. secretly studying hard like crazy and still wanna deny and accuse me! haha. and she'll be very "suprised" when those pretty a's show up on her report book and she can get the dunno what thresian flower award thing for progress. haha.

and this is supposed to be friday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN LING!
r o c k s.

are you sure that your mine? aren't you dating other guys?
okay nothing much has been happening lah. suprisingly i really can't rmbr whats been happening. and i can usually blog like in mega detail? haha. and everyone will complain how long my posts are? haha. hmmm... i rmbr arguing alot with denise. how to forget. cause she's in self denial that i'm in self denial that she's in self denial that i'm in self denial that she's in self denial that i'm in self denial that she's in self denial and it goes on and on. haha. that was damn funny. we were like killing kat and eloise. haha. but we truced during english. haha. cause eloise and kat left so only 2 of us. haha. oh and adel!!! she kept telling me all this damn damn funny stories. mainly she but bri and des will like add in lah. haha. she told me about mcfly's best and worst kisses? and she told me about some mannequin that comes to life? brr... oh and busted singasong.i saw jazzy fizzle this week! haha. hmmm what else? have i mentioned i want to marry kat? haha. that leaves the lovewrecked couple free. oh and still have ruiwei's and esther's wedding. so this means much much wedding cake!!! yay! i've really never tried wedding cake. at least like not that i rmbr. like do you eat it llayer by layer. cause it defintely can't be like just cut the cake like oh my gosh, how big would one slice be??? but its it layer by layer like the top you have to stand on a chair to cut? or remove the top then the second layer will look messed up? haha. and i don't think i've mentioned abt brina's smashing cupcakes. i swear she's just trying to make me explode, i ate so many. but we have our vow yeah! hmmm... oh and FERRY OLD FER. she's like the bestest and funniest! cause she suddenly came online and told me she misses me! yay! haha. and she keeps calling me woody! tsk! haha. and and and the "lsepp well". and she was just happily teasing me over my han yu pin yin in the that post. okay now i know. GIVE in english, is GEI in chinese. but its pronounced like GAY so i put gay what. and i did write its cause i dunno the han yu pin yin. and the HAVE word is written as you(3) -di san shen- not yo. haha. oh and sri!! i shall blog about her. caus i was suddenly reminded of her. cause my mom wanted to buy me sushi then i started telling her about sakae sushi buffet. then i wanted to tell her about the dessert thing. the one i don't really like. but i forget what exactly it was called. so i was like err... moichee mochi and all the diff variations. then my mom suddenly just MUCHI MUCHI. all of a sudden. so i was just very reminded of sri!!!! haha.

friday got some jazz concert thing. you know got one very slow and sexaye song. that was so like pat ng's ringtone last time lor!! haha. i know now its "bad day" cause i rmbr me and liwei heard and we were both abit errr... hahahaha.

oh and i think this is damn cool and scary. the missing one dollar. not scary just damn mysterious.
3 men go to book a hotel room. the cost is $30. so each pays $10.
however later theres a discount of $5.
so the bell boy takes the $5 to go return to them.
but how to split $5 among 3?
$3 would be easily to split right?
so the bell boy takes $2.
and gives them back $1 each.
BUT!!!!!
if they originally paid $10 each and they all got back $1 then they must have paid $9 each right?
so $9 times 3 = $27.
$27 plus the $2 the bell boy took is $29 right?
SO WHERE IS THE MISSING ONE DOLLAR???

okay tag reply please.

regine: for your birthday okay. before or after i obs. see lah. don't wanna go. tskk. and influence des somemore. haha. and its not that that alot lor. okay maybe it is. but i'll just type and type rarr... haha. secret studier.
gwenkwan: done.
del:P i read your stupid blog okayy. del the food!!!!!!! how can you happily do the tempt tempt thing. CHOCOLATE ECLAIRSSSS!!!! i drool please. haha. and you must update more and more. oh and change to blogspot!!! and i'm rarrr cause you broke his poor little gun which i worked so hard on and which i got in trouble for rarrr.. oh and busted too del!!! are you double proud of me then??? haha. you've addicted me you tsk! haha.
kimm: i love you too cousin. soon okay? empty your busy schedule. and be a good girl.
bri: haha. thats supposed to be a secret. and you read baking as barking, well, i read spikeless porcupine as spineless. i thought you were saying i have no backbone okay! tsk! bake more. and i know, it damn sad rarrr..
des: but the point of all this is that YOU are the AWWest. haha. and i'll eat cake at your wedding. haha. i won't forget man. the aww letter. haha. and your not allowed to pon on tuesday you tsk.
kat: KAT!!!!! i'm going to marry you only its supposed to be a secret and i'm thinking of how to propose! haha!
sri: it wasn't ice cream. but that reminds me you still owe us ice cream!!!!! haha. it really made me think of you. and STOP molesting my poor hair. haha. while you can just happily only pet des's. haha.

haha. i remembered everything. or just most. haha. so much to regine's dismay i bet, this is longish. haha. oh and anyone know how to do the stupid MLG thing? whats the username and password supposed to be? rarrrr...

2006-09-20T03:09:00.001-07:00

tell me your secrets, ask me your questions, lets go back to the start.

i don't want to be like this anymore. its such a nothing, it doesn't matter. it doesn't matter. it really doesn't. i don't know. i don't know. i used to believe.. well, it doesn't matter, does it? i keep saying i'll be okay. i will.

mcfly's i'll be okay.

2006-09-19T05:10:00.000-07:00

we are, we are all innocent.

today is des day and she lived up to her day cause she was the nicest. oh man. i cannot stand her being so nice, it makes me feel so tsk. haha. and that reminds me of our argument on how tsk is pronounced. is it the sound or as a word? okay irrelevant i know. oh and we both succeeded in our missions today. but i think i suceeded a teeny bit more. haha. okay and back to why she was the nicest. cause today everyone got their pretty girl guide cookies. and i ordered but i forgot to pay cause no one reminded me. so i didn't get okay! and like i found out that actually they were selling for the past two years and just cause 1 and 2e had no guides... RARRRR... its not fair. so anyway i didn't get cookies and i kept sulking and whining for like 2 hours straight. haha. bio partner gave me one of her cookies so i'd stop whining. and you know what des did????? SHE GAVE ME HER WHOLE TIN! as in like i bought from her which is so damn nice of her. AND AND AND she said she'll give me a hug at graduation!!!! and thats a damn big deal cause no matter how much she denies, she's just not a huggable. haha. okay des is the best. and she's such a cute kid esp when she plays ball during recess. haha. and today she told me somehow both of us manage to throw a tantrum, sulk and whine in the space of two minutes. it never lats more than two minutes. hahahaha. i told her its good cause it means we don't hold grudges. haha. and she helped me sort out my lit file. and i gave her all the hole puncher hole things. haha.

okay besides des being the best... today normal everything lah. morning assembly and after pat talked to denise. like abt the results and all thing. haha. and she told him her theory. denise has the most retarded theories. oh and eloise!!! haha. this is damn funny. hahahhahaa. i cannot stop laughing thinking of it. eh! button your collar, sorry councillor duties ya'know. haha. she'll understand. okay pe we florrballed. my face got whacked! rarrr... and it hurted. and my finger too and it got the invisible blue black feeling rarrr... hmmm.. cannot rmr much of the rest. but del didn't bring jazzy fizzle. rarrr... and she broke his gun! and samme catwalk wasn't in school. recess was a retarded balling and they didn't wanna give me the ball! tsk! and chinese. haha. cause we were eating cookies. then lao shi came over.

lao shi:ning ning, ni yo se me dong xi yao gay(give i dunno the han yu pin yin) wo?(what do you have to give to me)
me:err... yo meh. (have meh)(i thought she was talking abt the thing i was suppsed to copy and the workbook which i never finish)
lao shi:yo(have)
me:(thinks for damn long)mei yo(don't have)
lao shi:ni zai jui li de shi wu? wo kan ni fang in zui li. qu tu chu lai. (the food in your mouth. i saw you eating now go spit it out)
i open my mouth and show her. nothing
lao shi: wo yo kan dao. shi zai ni de shi tou de di xia(i saw okay, its under your tongue)
i show her.
lao shi:eh? ni shi bu shi tun xia qu le? (did you swallow it alr?)
me:huh? wo bu zhi dao. (i don't know.)

HAHAHAHA. so funny. but she made us stay back to finish our letter writing. mine was. well i put in some effort. haha.

oh and bio. you don't see del and bri look so innocent can. their guilty like crap please. they have polluted minds. their like worst than me. okay thats not much of a comparison cause i'm an innocent. okay their almost as bad as sri lah. haha. which makes my title thingy damn ironic. haha.

okay today we had our match. we won 61-21. but it wasn't our best so i feel bad. our last year next. crosses fingers. like pat says we're not gonna get another chance. i just wish lah. i don't know even what i'm wishing for.

i feel damn tired now. mentally and physically and what i'd best like to do is collapse and sleep for 24 hours straight. damn. i hate school.i really want to know why are all the things that are "good for you" so not fun. like eating vegetables. eeyeh. i feel like i'm going half crazy i don't even know why. i really want to sleep. "sleep that knits up the ravelled sleave of care, the death of each day's life, sore labour's bath, balm of hurt minds, great nature's second course, cheif nourisher in life's feast." -macbeth. drop dead.

2006-09-18T02:56:00.000-07:00

monday's child is fair of face.

okay in honour of denise's birthday. this shall be a pink pink post.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONDAY!!!!
even though you always irritate me like crazy and we fight all the time and according to you, i'm in "self denial",even when your bossing people around and jinxing everyone, even when you scribble all over my hand that "lin loves lucile" and you try to persuade me to throw popcorn at des cause your aiming sucks so, even when you refuse to talk to me (which you so cmi), i STILL LOVE YOU LOADS.

lets blog abt denise's birthday outing. monday tuesday wednesday friday! met kat then went to meet them at lido. we scared them! haha. cause denise thought i wasn't coming. haha. des can still happily bluff her that i'm kat while talking to me on the phone then calling kat again and finally telling our dear gullible denise bad reception. so anyway me and kat got there alr and then we saw them taking the long long escalator up. so we hid behind the fat fat pillar and when they came kat jumped out and booed them and denise screamed lor. haha. then she looked and saw me sitting there and she started. haha. okay so we wanted to watch john tucker must die! but like the timing's were bad. so we got tix for akeelah and the bee. hmmm... then they went to eat. haha. and me des and kat were like conspiring. then the queen had to go toilet. while kat accompanied her, me and des just slowly walked away then when they were out of sight, we ran i tell you. haha.
the escalator was damn funny. cause we were standing normally then des suddenly, what if they see us. and she happily squatted and turned her face to turn the other side. haha. i just died laughing. she's damn funny. haha. i happily told her. if they look down and see this retard sitting, they'll try to look even closer and... haha. so we stood and just like learnt forward on the other side. it was just damn damn funny. haha. so we ran up and down the short and long escalator. got a small cake. called them to meet at the popcorn counter. haha. we said des needed to go toilet and she didn't want to be in the same toilet as denise. haha. so we went up and started attepting to light the single candle. it just kept blowing out. cause of the air con. finally lit and then we went. denise was damn shocked. i think she wanted to cry okay. and by that time the candle blew out again. so we relighted it for the last time and let her make her wish.

the movie was.. well, i thought it'd be worse. haha. like very family lah and awww worthy? denise went crazy over the two boys, javier and dylan. at first she was only thinking javier was cute esp at the "can you use it in a song part?". haha. she loved that part lor. haha. then after awhile she kept saying how cute dylan was and noticing him through the rest of the movie. haha. and i could like predict the movie lor. haha. kat even asked me whether i watched before. haha. like i told denise "he's so gonna kiss her" and denise is all "no, they're only 11,they can't kiss" then he happily kisses her. HAHA. and everytime des leant forward. denise would pass me a piece of popcorn and tell me hurry throw at her, hurry throw. and i'll pass it back and tell her to throw. only our dear denise has bad aiming. haha. i threw one and it hit des and cause denise was laughing, des thought it was her and started throwing at denise? haha. then later denise tried to throw at des and she so cmi and hit kat? haha. oh the movie's "kick his butt -b u t t." haha! okay lah. it was fun fun and i know denise was damn touched. haha.

you know. i realise there are all these pretty people around who actually care and it makes me want to cry. they do all these pretty things that cheer me up seriously and some of them don't even realise how much it means to me. they care. and i'm really thankful. i am. i love all of you -chowpuiyoong, des, baby hedgehog, maria and shah.

dearest baby hedgehog. i'm really glad we talked. i've missed you like crazy. playing softball and your proness making everyone's socks fly off, going to your hse to sleepover and forever attempting to have a midnight feast and we can never make it up and you always fall asleep on me. sleeping in your mom's room and playing with our favourite poofy blanket. watching all the retarded shows and laughing our heads off. "darling, could you like chill for a sec?". haha. that was damn damn funny. we watched it like how many times? all your fault! haha. me stealing your books and you scolding me for ignoring you and you happily confiscating the book and hiding it. haha. i still always find it in the end. and you have to know that i love you and i always care.

chowpuiyoong. you owe me our movie dates. i'm sorry i keep cancelling. i'm damn glad that your here cause no matter how annoying and irritating i am, no matter how many fights we have, in the end your always the one whos standing there beside me. cause you are my hidden strength apparantly. i'm sorry about rarrring and i know now. take care. i'll steal your file again tmr. with all my love.

tuesday's a good day cause its a des day. you are the awwwest today please. you always make me laugh and smile and you've cheered me up to no end. you'll be glad and amazed to know that i sorta got my lit worksheets. just took make you proud of me i gritted my teeth and hiked through the jungle drawer of mess and success! and yes, you are a dead nice today in case you haven't realised. i feel like keep setting you hmwk if it keeps making me feel like that but that won't make it special and sweet and rocking as it was today. you ohsorock, man. i'm really glad that i've gotten to know you.however.... your still not allowed to cut your hair. take care tuesday. "tuesday's child is full of grace." and okay. i believe in you.

okay this is for kimmycause apparently kimmy was a sad kid last night. cheer up okay kimmy. i know you'll be damn touched by this even though you'd never admit it. we'll john tucker soon and you already promised so for once i believ you won't back out and you'd better not. you haven't brought your lunchbox and i'm gonna slap you. study hard and smile much okay kimmy.with love and laughter.

i'll start studying tmr. resolution. after the match. we've got a match. damn damn scary. okay. be strong, believe.

2006-09-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

and when the sky is falling.

okay. i think i'm too lazy to blog about yesterday anyway. its late, well, latish and i'm tired. i had to wake up at like 5 and its a sundayyyy... rarrr.. tmr please. and i feel so accomplished. i actually updated links, well most of them lah. the rest i'm really too lazy already lah. anyway, today's twin's birthday so...

happy birthday twin!!!!
its been ohsolong and now its the sweetest 16th for you. i'll be gazing at your pretty eyes when your not looking and you need to tell me my bedtime stories please so i can fall asleep e x a c t l y on time. i'm still the guaiest but i'll always let you be the bestest twin. misses and loves please. cause i still remember and you'd better not forget. take care and with many smiles and much love.

the rest tmr. or the next day. or the next. haha. this is super short for me. take care, all you pretties.

2006-09-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

can you use it in a song?

its been a better week.
cause of laughing through bio class nonstop talking about xmen and adel and bri interrupting with westlife. cause of laughing in ss with des for lost and xmen again, pretending to be all the xmen characters and des buzzing me. cause of quarreling with denise in chinese class. cause of oreo cheesecake that people liked/found edible. cause of kimmy bringing sausage buns for me (even if she forgot to give me). cause of laughing with kimmy even for how short cause kimmy cares apparently. cause of super candice lending me my book and making the cutest post it for luck. cause of playing softball during recess with rachel. cause of playing crazy high bball with judy and lex during recess. cause of trng where suddenly i wasn't lin, i could turn and go up and pat praised me cause i made good moves, did the right thing for once. cause of the match and judy the superstar and them throwing my sweet away and fishing it out and all the nices. cause of judy smiling so happily when a guy smiles at her and the same guy asked for her name. cause of bringing the cootie catcher to run with wileen and brina. cause of scribbling on kat's arm all over so she has to wear a jacket to mth. cause of eating ice cream with alex and listening to music. cause of laughing like crazy with germaine and huiwen while playing bball -turn and shoot! cause of crazy bio and chem prac which sucked but afterwards the relief when everyone else's sucked too. cause of resa's paper catching fire. cause of bingo on the board and making des win and trying to force her to do the catwalk bimbo style. cause of playing with our little yellow man (jazzy feezle) during math and getting in trouble and laughing like crazy -2 o'clock. cause of shah and maris "PL"ing during recess -cutie no. one and ___. cause of stealing egg flips in the morning and smelling. cause of floor ball during recess and laughing like crazy. cause of talking to twin and releasing how much i've really missed her. cause of laughing like crazy with denise eloise and kat during eng. cause of the retarded ans during eng -add of LIN's house. cause of sri's molestation of my hair. cause of eloise peacemaking between me and denise. cause of laughing at leng shan with samme and bri during bio and telling her all the retarded stuff. cause of bingoing during chem. cause of calling yan ling yoyo and leng shan mary.cause mary had a little lamb she also had a duck. cause of screaming yelling like crazy and best of all laughing like mad in the des and shah convo and all the crazy talk -i'm gonna eat wedding cake at the their wedding. cause of planning esther's wedding during geog -olivia's the flowergirl, siyun the flowers, grace the receptionist, esther the bride, ruiwei the groom, tess the gay man who interrupts the wedding and punches the bride in the face, ginny the chauffeur, me the ringbearer, cher the wedding planner/washrrom attendant which is the fancy polite name for toilet cleaner and vinee has the best post: bridesmaid AND best man so best maid and bride's man. cause of staying back with maris even if it was only for a short while. cause of the dearest tong's phone call. cause i love monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, saturday and sunday.
its the little things.

and now i feel like screaming my heart out. rarrr... what i really want to do is pick up the phone and apologise to you and have you forgive me so i can go back to being normal and this will stop killing me as it isn't doing to you. i want you to start caring again please and its only now i relise how much you mean to me. whatever. even if i did call, you wouldn't listen. please tell me you still care man and mean it.

i want the toots. i want amy. i want tong. i want baby hadgehog. i want this to be all better now. i really need chowpuiyoong now please. i've been a idiot but she never stops caring and i'm sorry for being a tsk.

okay i'm talking to chowpuiyoong now and somehow she's making me feel ohsomuch better. chowpuiyoong knows i cannot multitask. i cannot breathe with my mouth laugh and talk at the same time. and i know she loves me and i love her too. and she is so dear.
its amazing how a simple phone call from someone who cares can make you feel so much better.

i'll blog about today tmr. its a nice. and i'll do the editing of links finally. night please.

2006-09-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

"screw being evil, i'm gonna open a muffin shop."

hahaha. okay that was random. haha. that was from things lex luthor would never said. i just thought of it. maybe cause i've been thinking of being evil. i accused lyn to going to poison me with pizza then i threatened to shave her head bald and smash up her guitar. oh then when she said she'll shave my hair off while i'm sleeping and make me buy her a new guitar, i told her i'd shave her eyebrows and make her eat the razor. haha. i even told her i'd jam it down her throat and turn it on. HAHA. like in the happy tree friends hair cutting episode. pure sadistic. haha. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. haha. hmmm lets see. i said i'll blog about the week. hmmmm... tuesday had orals which i kinda screwed up. like the teacher asked me if i got go see some smiles thing and i replied like a one word answer? actually if you wanna be technical, two. "mei you". haha. rarrrrr... and like they also say don't ever ever give one word rarrrr answers. movie marathon discussed again! yay! cannot wait.

wednesday was a trng trng day. hmmm.. the tutee person, pat's eugene came. after tiong to eat with judy lex and wan ling. haha. i swear alex and wan ling are the lamest people. haha. wan ling's "best joke". haha. that was damn funny.
judy:i'm very hot leh
wan ling: nonono, your very cold cause all the jokes are very cold.
haha. we just stared at wan ling for like a whole minute, or five. then we just burst out laughing like crazy. haha. that girl is the most blur can. like friday's trng. haha. later i'll say. oh and alex!!
me:eh i very tired/bored/etc
alex:hi tired/bored/etc, my name is alex
OR
me:wan ling you very lame lor
alex:no, she's not lame, she's wan ling.
what theee... haha. then me and judy will be like shut up!!! and you know what they'll scream back? "open downnnnnnn!!!!" hahahaha. it was really damn lame. haha. their the queens of lameness. esp "eh... wheres ____" "somewhere in the middle of nowhere". hahahaha. it was damn funny lor.

okay thurs day was ss day so they came over to my house. haha. and if i happily blog about that, it'll be my like third time. like i said regine and des let me blog but haha. i'll blog about going home cause i was so nice to go send regine and des to the bus stop when i was having tuition soon. so des was lazy to walk so i let her use the skateboard. then like rose told me to bring an umbrella in case it rained. and i was thristy so i brought a bottle of cold water. haha. so i sent them out then regine kept teasing me i'll look like such a loser going home, walking alone with an umbrella and a skateboard and a water bottle like a camping freak or smtg or like to go out must be super prepared only minus a first aid kit. so in conclusion i whined my way home looking like a patheitc loser and i was almost late for tuition. haha. season finale of lost next week. i think this season is seriously confusing. i wanna get the dvds and watch! gosh theres extended version. 8 extra hours. my gosh. i really really really want. argh. haha. and season three is already out in the states. unfair.

friday was another trng day. wan ling the best lah. she can still happily smile. my gosh best lah. but i feel super bad like we've let him down ohsomany times and its trng, not game time. we used to physical then skill with only half an hour left for game and now? rarrrr... okay this is screwed. then again tell me what isn't screwed? rarrrrr... lunched with judy and wanling again with many lame jokes again. paint the car metal colour. haha. then home. the whole half grounded thing isn't so bad. half the time i don't have the rarrrrr mood. smallville and nice eyes. the hair thing. haha. i put up the transcript up last time.

saturday. nothing much again. i watched rugby! south africa vs australia. springbok vs the wallabies. we lost 24-16. rarrr.. south africa so the jay look alike again rarrrrr... i miss so so bad. with all thats happening i've been so hollow please. and yet there are people who are worst of who can be stronger. why do we trust when it hurts so bad. why do we hope. rarrrrrrr...
the match. hmmm he was damn good lah. like he scored i think 14 of the 24 points. okay at first aus put in a pen by can't rmbr his nam. aus's kickee, the one marc said was good. 12 or 13. morlock or smtg. then later andre which is the kickee. the rarrrr jay lookalike put in in then later. i think aus had a try first. but south afria got two tries and one was like so cool. the guy had like 3-5 aussies on him and he still managed to score. how cool is that. and andre put in a kick from like 58 plus metres away. dammit difficult. but he did it yeah! but marc says he thinks he's becoming another johnny wilkonson and i HATE johnny wilkonson rarrrr... he's injured again. haha. oh and andre like before he does he kickee thing. its damn cute. he'll use the sand to build a castle and a path to the castle. hahaha. hmmm. and the aus number 2 the thrower in injured his finger and he still continued even though like when he threw in the ball it was mainly on one hand and all and must be alot opf painnnn... less blood and blood replacement thing this match. cept like there was a nosebleed. haha. and the guy got tissue or smtg stuffed up his nose to play. haha. SHE'S THE MAN!!! the tampons! hahahaha.

after seeing the trailer i feel like watching peter pan. oh and she's the man again! haha. charlie's angels tonight. i rmbr wan ling saying like one of the angels names were d smtg smtg. can't rmbr. all i know is lucy liu is alex? haha. can't rmbr. haha. and john tucker must die. i want want want want to watch. rarrrr... but like later its the kinda funny wnabe movies rarrrr...

schools starting soon. compres bio prac. this kinda sucks. lunchboxing again! bet kimmy will forget. will get to see all the pretty ppl and everyone's been mugging so i'm kinda rarrr... chem's formulas are super rarrr please. i feel like baking again. i got alot alot of fredricks please. can die. rarrrr...brina and del should be happy cause of the westlife thing and nicky saluted them or their banner which was in irish so del should be in westlife heaven. haha. i'm being damn random. and i spent so much time looking for sour cream rarrr... haha. sleep early for stupid school please people. night.

2006-09-07T09:39:00.000-07:00

"we're going down, down in an earlier round and sugar, we're going down swinging."

i'm so very tired. i told myself to sleep early tonight cause theres this dear thing called trng tmr. buttttt.... sneep and shails! i'll blog properly tmr. i blogged for des and regine! i'll lin blog tmr. be a good regular.

okay i don't know how to put the pics properly with font so yeah. haha. desiree chua is a very funny girl.long and complicated. haha. cause i wanted a snail so she put both a snail and a sheep on her nick and then like the snail has to be first right? cause the sheep has good manners and will rang wei to the snail and anyway, then the snail and sheep will gaze into each other's eyes and fall in love ohsoromantically. then as a result.... CROSS BREEDING and you get SNEEPS and SHAILS. haha. i know my sneep sucks but des's baaing shail is super cute! haha.

2006-09-05T02:22:00.000-07:00

lex posting this.
i just cant stop thinking about that day. i remember crying and crying. we lost by 3 points. 3 bloody freaking points. i could have helped. i could have at least tried. what happened to us? i thought we were a team. we were united. we were so close. where did it all go wrong? i remember that day. we yelled and cheered like crazy. shouted stc as loud as we could to push the nervousness away. we worked our asses off on the court but in the end it wasnt enough. walking off at the end of the match with tears. i cried on the way home and every night after that. i talked alot to him but i felt that he couldnt understand what i was going through, what we were going through. we promised mr patrick but we broke it. i hate to break promises especially to people who are part of my life. we worked so hard to prove ourselves to him. we went through shit and trainings felt like hell but we still went through it. i thought the team would last forever. generation after generation, we would stick together. we were the promising team: amanda jiabao michelle zhenyi qianru lin adela brina judy wanling sock swiss and me. but it died the moment the last bell rang. sigh. i cant take it anymore. i still cry and dream about that day. im crying as im typing. i would give anything to turn back the time when we were close, happy and united. i ould gladly give up anything just for that. but nothing can turn back time and nothing can bring back the past. but i just wanna say nothing can replace our c div. nothing will ever replace the times we shared. all the shouts, screams, tears, laughter and joy we shared. sigh. i miss you guys alot. cant we start over again? sigh.

2006-09-04T17:24:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry. dammit. its all my fault. of all the stupid mistakes. we could have won. 3 points. and it was after that everything fell down. that he lost hope, that the dedication left. what if i wasn't so stupid? what if i didn't get fouled out? would it be all have changed? i'm sorry. i'm sorry please. we were so happy. so united and now whats left. the four of us. only that. we had all the plans, that we'd wait till we were sec four and we'd give it our all, that this year mainly they'd be playing but next year, our sec four year, it's be us again. we planned it down to what jerseys we'd take but we didn't know that finally there wouldn't be any us. that day. telling ourselves we can do it. stc as loud as we can to get rid of the nervousness. walked off the court and out with tears running down our faces. i hated myself, i still do. pure stupidity. i wish i could turn back the clock and change it. we went out and he was there. dammit. he was crying too. he believed we could when we couldn't believe ourselves. he put on the brave face. we totally broke down. dammit. so close. 3 bloody points. he even apologised for being harsh when i went on the bench. i deserved it. i should have bloody hell known. dammit. i was so stupid. he told us it was okay. all the comfort and it wasn't enough. all the way home. amanda and i couldn't talk. we couldn't say anything yet. we couldn't stop crying. i'd stop and i'd start again when he messaged us, when i called judy and lex, when amanda called. that night amanda came and slept over. i couldn't bear to be alone. we felt dammit bad. we talked and the team thing. comfort. the next morning we went in, arms around each other's shoulders for comfort, for strength. we spent our recess and morning with the team, the us. we only understood each other, no one else could. we went to spoke to him. we apologised and we couldn't stop again. he reassured us. it was killing us so bad. english with adel and brina at the back, from recess we couldn't stop and miss sim let us take back that work, we couldn't do it. they think we don't know anything but we do. only we're us. then team was the only comfort. i miss the us. i love all of you guys. amanda judy alex qian ru wan ling del bri sock. i know we've have our differenecs, we've shouted and screamed, laughed and cried. i love all of you. all the memories. i'm crying typing this. it still means so much to me. i'm still living in the past. i want it back so bad. lets not forget what we had please. i love you guys.

2006-09-04T11:39:00.000-07:00

you bleed just to know your alive.

okay i just got back from all the crazy crazy balling. i'm super tired. i was dammit scared i'd fall asleep on the bus. haha. they tricked me! like this morning at 1 i feel asleep. like i was using the comp and i just went to lie down and i fell alseep. then like 5 plus i woke up and like turned off the comp and the lights and all. and i was suppsed to meet them at 930. so i knew i'd be very like slow and all. so i asked to get waken up at 730. but like i didn't fully wake up till like 8 and and all. and i didn't leave the house till about 840/50 plus plus. then i was dammit rushed. i was even thinking of taking a cab down okayyyy. i rushed rushed rushed. and like i was abit late and i was a bit eh they didn't call and say hurry. got there and was like 7 minutes late? and i knew brina was like so going to kill me. and you know what? i was the earliest? they were all late only you know what? the rarrrrrrrrs thought i'd be late, like this is lin afterall and its supposed to be 10 and they told me 930??????? oh my gosh!!! and i was actualluyy damn early. rarrrr...
nicole samme brina and des came at the same time. then sri and fer said they weren't coming already. okay lor. haha. i think sri felt very very guilty. cause she lost her specs or smtg so she wasn't coming and they happily made her feel very guilty. haha. she's gonna buy us ice cream! haha.
okay so we balled and balled haha. the stpid ball kept hitting my head. haha. and like acted retarded and like totally cannot play and we were like clapping like mad when des put in the ball cause we cucked so. haha. samme has "secret trng" she's so pro. haha. me and samme were in dark blue, des and nicole in red and brina in white, like some flag okay. haha. and we kept doing the odd thing. abc with brina. haha. i cannot do the under the basket thing okay. like i got until the two at free throw and i air balled okay. nooooooooo.... then started again then brina happily air balled at that spot okay. haha. we took so long to finish. i beat her but mainly becuase she had to start like later than me. haha. awww... then later played with samme nicole and des and its crazy. haha. and i shot one handed and all. haha. and we were like joking cause there was this guy in the next court and he's like super accurate. and we were like saying we could go ask him to play one against five and we'd STILL lose. haha. cause he could just happily shoot over our heads. rarrrrr... haha. of sourse we didn't ask. and they happily teased me about the... er. haha. they have overactive imaginations! haha. oh and the peeplings! so cute. the little kids running around. haha. so adorable.
later at macs it was super funny. haha. cause like at first it was only me des and brina and we were happily talking. haha. and then nicold and samme came and i was all i think we're gossiping! (des was very amused cause i said it like so happily). hah. then i asked them you wanna know what we were talking abt? haha. and then i said.... "nicole is wearing a RED shirt." haha. then
samme:desiree is ALSO wearing a red shirt
me:but nicole's red shirt has a white collar
samme:but desiree has a white towel around her neck
[des removes the towel from around her neck]
samme:des has a white bra on
[the strap was showing lah]
des: EHH!!! then what colour are you wearing
[ZIAOOOOOOOOOOO. samme flashes her hot pink bra]
all(i think it was all):hot pink
me:nicole is ALSO wearing white
[everyone looks at nicole and i think by now we're laughing really hard]
des:i think brina is wearing white
[now everyone looks at brina]
me:no, i think black
[brina is abit err.. she's like clutching at the neck of her shirt]
me:okay i think its navy blue black or grey. lets vote?
[everyone looks at me like i'm crazy and laughs]
des:what about you?
brina:blue or red is it? the hot hot hot hot bright red
samme:like this [and she points to her wallet thingy which is of course super bright red]
me:er... i really don't rmbr
[now i'm clutching my shirt like brina]
[okay like i manage to see and i'm like]
me:brina's black
brina:it could be dark blue
me:oh...
des:HAHAHHAHA
samme: what colour, lin
[grabs my shirt]
me:black i think
[they see]
them:its black!
HAHHAHAHAHAH
i think that was dammit funny. and later like i was trying to say why we all of a sudden talk abt that then i kept laughing. haha. and i suddenly eh am i talking very loudly. then they all YES. and we were in macs still. haha. that was really damn funny.
okay my knee hurts when i walk. its kinda scary. like an ache. i don't want some permanent injury. but i didn't bang it or anything. it just hurts aches. maybe its nothing lah. i hope hope hope so.
this holiday ain't going to be a holiday. i'm supposed to mug every single day. rarrrrrrrrr. i don't like. tmr is chinese orals. wo de hua yu hen lan, ze me ban????

deardaddylonglegs, i miss you like crazy and thanks for being there and listening. i hope it'll be alright. i love you loads. take care. p.s. i know deep down inside you are VERY jealous of the picture.

2006-09-02T23:19:00.000-07:00

uno, dos, tres, cuatro, cinco, cinco, seis.

RARRRRRRRR... i'm very very annoyed. i was supposed to go out for typical movie sunday and rarrrrr.... now i'm not allowed to. its supposed to be mug mug mug for me. dammit. and its the holidays? maybe half the world is mugging but i don't belong to that half of the world. dammit.

okay i'm just being a annoying tantrum thrower but really lah. chowpuiyoong always manages to make me laugh and chill when i'm being my most childish. and sundays are for movies, talking, laughing, old chung kee and auntie anne's (auntie annie's)! haha. and rushing like mad. aiyer. chowpuiyoongggg... rarrrrrrrrr.... okay this is really a very whiny post.

haha. i think i'm like imitating shah's life or smtg. cause ysd she also couldn't go out cause of the mama. or was it friday. and cause ysd she had a stomach ache and i got one too... haha. it this wasn't so rarrrr, i'd think its super funny. and i'm like psychic or smtg. haha. shah was baking brownies. haha. that itself is funny. then i told her if it wasn't burnt, it'd be raw. then later she started complaining that it was soft then later she got a stomach ache and i told her it wasn't from her brownies, it was from overeating and later she said that i was correct! so cool right. or maybe i'm only psychic about food stuff. haha. now i really feel like eating brownies rarrrrr...

haha. i watched a rugby match! all blacks against springboks. which is like new zealand against south africa. but OH YEAH. first i must talk about the retarded kid. st andrews player (poser). haha. cause we went to the club for dinner and there was this fatty at the other table and. he was just being so weird. like first nothing but marc noticed him cause he thought he'd seen him at the bench before and was all, so poser wear jersey and all. then after i think the kid ate, he was just being so weird. like weird hand gestures and all. not at us lah but we were looking at him and laughing. haha. okay anyway, we were watching new zealand against south africa. new zealands are like the all blacks. (australia are the WALLABIES!!) haha. i was like i think the all blacks are the one wearing black. haha. okay that was dumb. and they acted amazed by my conclusion. haha. because man u is also the red devils yeah? and their other jersey is white? so yeah. i was just like stating lah. haha. and rugby is like such a bloody sport okay. there are guys right and left with blood running down their faces and theres even this blood replacement thing which is like, the players come off the bench to wipe the blood off their faces cause their not allowed to play with blood on their faces. like they don't even get subbed off. hmmm... oh and theres this player. he really really reminds me of jay. rarrrrr... even the build abit. oh man. i really miss them. rarrrrr... i don't want all the junk mail from randomers i want the mail from them. dammit. i hate this. why? dammit. okay thats not the point. but he really looked so jay. argh. okay anyway, and i like the number 7 of the all blacks. i think he's like goodish? marc likes him too. he's the captain. and the jay guy was like the kickee dude and he scored quite alot of points? like i think three pens which is when the ball goes over the bar thingy (three pts each). and one con (two points) which is when the ball is kicked over the bar thing after a try which is like a touchdown(five points). thats like 11 points of the 21 scored. south africa beat new zealand 21-20. but the best was the all blacks number 10. like 15 of the all blacks pts cause he was the kicker guy and he also scored a try. rugby is dammit cool lor. and marc was like saying abt rugby league which is EVEN MORE bloody and brutal. haha. you know they just tackle each other (in this match not the league thingy) and like even on the floor they snatch and snatch and try to pass it to someone else and the person would just run off with the ball. its really very exciting okay.

oh and of sports. man u is yaying. haha. shah was like asking me whos the man utd coach and i'm like er i dunno and she was all you call yourself a man utd fan, its alex ferguson you loser. haha. then i happily told her he was the manager not the coach but she was like all yeah right. haha then later... she admitted i was correct. haha. i already warned the arsenal freak not to fight with me about this cause o'd surely win. haha. and and and... she's a arsenal fan and she couldn't even name 5 arsenal players. best lah. haha.

finally tag reply.
bel: haha.of course i dare bel chia. haha. i know deep down, your actually very touched. haha.
kat: er okay. haha. i'll do up my links one day and link you. movie marathon! i know i still owe you, i'll hmv soon. sorry rarrr.. haha. take care katameow.
marcella: marcellaaaaaa. haha. hows dear? haha.
chowpuiyoong:haha.look whose the crazy girl. esp the high high high at ikea. haha. i'm still rarrring over today. no movie sunday rarrrr...
regine: haha. thanks for the awwwww-worthy care and concern, i'll be okay man. haha. take care yeah. i know i need a new skin. haha. be a nice and help please? hopeless at the template sutff. haha.
sri:haha that was damn funny. chill lah you were super fierce okay. haha. we should have thrown the drinks in their face. haha.
shah:i know you'll want to kill me over this post and i also know you wouldn't do it. i bet you laugh like crazy. haha.
lyn:haha. i missed you alot lyn. hurry hurry hurry come. haha. the positive to my negative.

okay theres this fly thingy. like not a fly like a bug. flying bug. looks like an ant with wings but not those kind of winged ants? haha. okay anyway it kept bugging me. so its in a little container now. haha.

wanna hold on and feel i belong.

2006-08-31T03:04:00.000-07:00

dear us
its been 365 days. so much has changed and unfortunately not all for the better. distance is here and we're not the we we used to be. i miss that like crazy and i miss each and every one of you. this day ain't for them anymore, its for the us. i miss all the laughs and the sharing. lets not forget what we had. things change but i still love you guys every so much
with love.

2006-08-31T01:45:00.000-07:00

happy teachers days. esp to all the rock rock teachers yeah. love.
chowpuiyoong is here. she's making me scream like mad i tell you. like she want songs and then i put another one she scream at me okay! and she grab the mouse and chanmge the song. wah lao. somemore i put another song to tease her and she screamed then i was about to change to the one she wanted and she just grabbed the mouse away and changed and kept hugging the mouse and didn't wanna give it back to me. wah lao. and somemore she was screaming and laughing through the whole song so it didn't really matter what song was playing, you couldn't really hear it. she's attempting to strangle me now okay and anyhow bluff she's dunno what. trying to change me spelling mistake? i think she means correct my spelling mistake. and just now she was like i'll stick with you like A glue. haha. best lah. hahahahhaha.

chowpuiyoong wants to help me blog. awww..
here:today was fun even though the weather is like not very good. i got to school and talked to my dearest lin. (aww) after that i went to class and got ready for the pot luck breakfast.(we didn't do aces day dance in the end okay! yay!) during breakfast, laughing pill and twin came and find me. we crapped alot. then we got ready to go to the hall to watch the concert. i was sitted right in front and was blocked by all the teacher. laughing pill kept pestering me to go behind and sit with her. but i'm like stuck. concert was so-so. funniest thing was lin being patrick.(wth?) she's like how cute. (er?) went back to class to pack up. and got ready to go to IKEA!!!with lin cher and ser. went around the second level playing with all sorts of kiddie stuff. cher was like how embarrassed of lin and me but still we didn't care. (HAHA!) we took pictures in the supposedly fake toilets in ikea. laughed like shit. we went to eat hot dog bread. and funny thing is lin bought ice cream cone minus the cone and a cup of 7-up. she made 7-up float by combining the two. how disgusting. (it tasted nice lor wah lao) after that we walked in the rain to the bus stop that she's supposed to take her bus. after much thought, she decided to take a cab after making countless phone calls. i'm supposed to go home but at the last minute decided to go to her house. we screamed and laughed and go crazy. so her post of saying me screaming is not totally true (it is), she screamed too!

hello. lin. haha. hmmm.. my version. chowpuiyoong met me at foyer cause of rarrr rarrr and now its a happily ever after. its all okay. haha. one minute scream crazy and the next is really smile smile smile. haha. she says this shows our friendship is strong and she's gonna stick to me like A glue. hahahaha. okay then class. rehearsed abit? yeah. then like i said only the sec ones and twos had aces day dance so none for us okay. yay! haha. anyway just class. picture crazed. haha. like seriously. ate some yum food and we suprised pat with a cake! haha. oi ate some and me and leng shan smudged our lips and pictured then dunno who put on my face? complete with an m&m. haha. funny. they played somegame thing to get rid of leftovers. i was cameraing so i didn't have to. then we had to go. oh man. the scary scary part. haha. i was dammit nervous. haha. me and jia li went to change. fer yan ling and weizhen helped. changed and yeah. i had to wear that necklace. er? weizhen helped make hair, she's the most proded lah. all of them rock rock rock lah. then yeah lah. i was dammit nervous. i messed up. like pauses cause our skit seemed very short then i improvised kind of? haha. they were all teasing and telling me pat would make me run 100 rounds. haha. and vinee really thought i was pat at backstage. jia li looked very cute okay. haha. and goblet tan and the drink thing? haha. took so long to wash of the wax and my pinafore was soaked man. hahs. sat at the back for the rest of the performance. there was this pompom caught in the fan so it made a funny funny noise and the strands kept floating down. haha. we drank "mr poon"'s ribena? haha. okay the rest was like nothing lah. i didn't get to see the councillors skit. yeah. dismissed back to class. then dismissed lah. i had like no mood and all rarrrr. but in the end i ikea-ed with cher ser and that chowpuiyoong. we really vrapped on the bus can. ser almost tripped and fell while getting on the bus lah. haha. that was dammit funny. laughed like about the stupid old people and pregnant lady seats and all? haha. pui yoong keeps laughing at my typing mistakes lor. rarrrr... she's a slow typer like sloww. yes i know i'm good, i'm not just good, i'm the best rmbr, py and no i'm not thick-skinned. (as usual chowpuiyoong said her favourite phrase "you good" then she called me thickskinned wah lao) hahahha. okay at ikea. just crazy lah. haha. like while the chers and sers were in the toilet we took the ikea pencils and paper and wrote messages which were oh-so-craooy yet oh-so-sweet. haha. cher gave the wth face. hahaah. okay then went around and around. was crazy lah. many many laughs. haha. like chowpuiyoong's favourite is the BEDS and cher will always tell about her chairs? hahahahah. and cherene has a very boss like shot. haha. i'll post the pics later? haha. all the happy rarring. cherene being so embarrassed lor. but she got aa leetle bit high as well. (chowpuiyoong is damn lame now. she saw a box of matches and was like wah you got matchsticks here, planning to set fire to your room and i idnd't even know thats supposed to be a joke and she started laughing like crazy? later i'll say about the ants. haha.) haha. okay. we burger kinged and i got a spongebob toy? hahaha. and they were figuring out how to make the nose move? hahah. then we went to the first level. ser bought a candle. oh and so did py, the apple candle. haha. and i got... haha. SECRET. and we happy wrapping and i kept wanting to find a POST OFFICE lor. dammit cool? haha. we went to eat hot dogs and like ice cream but i wanted a float so yeah. iced cream plus 7-up. it tasted nice okay!!! really. and its like cher's first ikea hot dog. haha, she likes. hmm.. then they had to go and i wanted to home so we went off. looked abit for post office but the nearest was bukit merah and that was still like not that near? lazyyy. cabbed home with chowpuiyoong and here we are now. crapping like crazy. ahah.
i'll do pics and all. the highs of a day of highs and lows. rarrrr....
you don't know me, you don't even care.
i realise that book represents like one of my biggest failures and yeah. i don't know. what happens then? rarrrr...

2006-08-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

"dear heartbreaker, one day you'll get your heart broken by one of your kind."
it feels weird to be back at this comp. its the light mouse and i don't know, its nice to use and somehow the click click is reassuring or would you call it comforting? and i guess i need reassurance/comforting even if its from a stupid stupid mouse.
today was well. normal. oh man. its dammit cool lor. me kat and olivia have MO QI man. like i suddenly heard the i'm still here song and i really really really really wanted it. so i asked olivia. and she had it! and thats my recent obsessive song? like seriously. and then today she told me kat also asked it from her and all three of us have been obsessed with the song and we're gna add in treasure planet to the movie marathon. i really can't wait. weehee.
hmmm.. today. we had the stupid aces day dance. then later hmmmm maths like normal. oh and he said the stupid lame joke he told us last year. haha. the very what the hecdk joke and all the 2e girls were like oh no so lameeeeeeeee. it goes smtg like this.
what do call a construction worker when smtg very heavy like a piano lands on him?
ans:a flat minor
what do you call a person of very high ranking in the army when smtg very heavy like a piano lands on him?
ans:a flat major.
not funny at all lor. and then ss. regine keeps trying to persuade des to not go obs! rarrrrrrr... recess we balled and they bullied me and i sulked. haha. then they PATRONISED me. rarrrr... haha. hmmmm... after school balled again. and des "sprained her ankle". haha. that was super funny. she was "in pain". and kim looked like such a small cute kid when she put out her pinky. she promised. after the bio of laughs. haha. blogging crazed the messed up keyboard. haha. it was super funny lah. des is a crazy crazy girl. trng. listened to debbie and kim's most enlightening conversation.
i think your a very horrible girl. really. like honestly who do you think you are. i quite despise you. talk about untruths. gosh, your never going to change are you? talk about untruths. your such a liar. i've heard the stupid rumour three times. your super amazing. you have absolutely no sense of moral values. i bet you don't know whats friendship, your style is to use, reduce and abuse people. gosh. just wait till your dear "friends" see your true side. your truly despicable. i wonder if you lie in bed and night and just think of means and ways to be mean, of stupid rumours to spread. they don't upset me much. i know it ain't true. its the principle of it all. they're everything you are -mean, despicable and with a bone of honesty to them. haha.
anna once told me that hate isn't the opposite to love, cold indifference is.
karma means what goes around comes around. i hope your throne gets kicked out from under you.
call me mean and bitchy, she deserved this post.
hmmmm... well, trng was. the lack of ppl never fails to disappoint. rarrrrrrr... hmmm. bel lin kim debbie. to start with and later anna judy and lex came. 3 on 2 first. i tried. like i tried to go up. i missed many many shots. my defence sucked. and suddenly. like i just became so clumsy and rarrrrr.... i don't know what happened. i kept dropping the ball, correction the ball kept slipping right through my hands. talk about butter fingers. i kept falling. even walking i stumbled. someone elbowed my head and i felt really weird and kinda dizzy. like it hurt so bad. and my toes hurt. okay. i made so many mistakes that what i did right doesn't cover it up at all. man. so screwed. okay later judy and lex came. after trng we ice creamed. homed.
and this is when the loss bites.
night.

2006-08-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

back. and stuff. i don't know. i think i'm going half crazy around here. i don't even know me sometimes. i know the going crazy and laughing but i don't know who i am when i'm alone. okay i sound not lin here. i'm lost. like ying ying st clair. and i want to be found too. and i'm talking lit talk. this is super crazy. i don't know. i don't know. i'm scared. i don't know. i want to not care. it hurts. rarrrr... i don't know. i'm starting to hate those three words. sometimes its all i can say. even worse when i get in it in reply. dammit. whats wrong.

2006-08-11T22:13:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry.
The one who means so much and doesn't even know it. The one who was there through it and so much more. The one who pulled me to my feet many times. The one who made me feel stronger. The one who always tries to make me smile. The one who listened. The one who encouraged. The one who believed. The one who cared.

i have this sister. i miss her like mad. i love her like crazy.

2006-08-10T05:26:00.000-07:00

so much has been happening since my last post and i look back and wow. i feel dammit changed. 250606. its not smtg i wanna publicise and write about here, not cause i'm not proud of it. its more like wrapping with cotton wool and keeping it close to me all the time. but yeah. anna would get it i guess. "He found Lin" that still makes me feel all soft, sad, happy and contented. rarrrrrrr.. i miss them. miss like crazy. rarrrrr... anyway, i'm really thankful for lots of things beginning with Him and the list goes on. my family, P&J, my sister, my friends... i love all you guys.

today i have to appreciate two most most special people. they've both helped me around so much and changed me for the better and as i realised today, they always believed in me and been there.

they knew how i was over everything and rarrr... and these two angels came by today where i was happily studying and brought with them...

BALLOONSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! they blew up all by themselves. 144 but alot burst and some became supser small. oh man. its so super sweet. they somemore wanted to buy me a big balloon. its so sweet can. they huffed and they puffed and got cheek cramps. dammit lah. sugar can't be compared to their sweetness. love them so much!!!!

bel. thanks for tuesday and today and i'm sorry for rarrring on monday. i was just so frustrated and rarrr and i kinda snapped out at you but you were still the most sweet with your sweet sweet msg, which cheered me up no end okay plus you being there on tues like you said you would. and today. thanks bel for believing. i'll do my best. i'll make you proud of me. i miss the trng together at the court but i don't miss the ugly army guy with alot of armpit hair. i still rmbr the hotdog day and all the smiles. ROCing and all. thanks for listening even when i'm crazy talking and for making me see sense always. take care. love you like crazy.

puiyoong. thanks for everything. today and all the other times. my fisherman's friend (fisherman's wife!!!) haha. old chung kee and everything. all the movies and laughs and listening to me even when i'm crapping away. i love your different tones of voice. haha. i'm sorry about our fight but i was only looking out for you. rarrrr... i love all the happy times and the movies and the toots. i miss the toots okay. and oh yeah. thanks for the big big chocolate and the happy smiles sleepover. don't ever lose your sunshine apply smile you blue girl. take care. love you like crazy, girl.

more of the pretty and the yuck pic next time. haha.

talking about appreciating. theres so much i wanna say. rarrrrr... the uploading thing is hard so i'll do some each day. exams are coming. study hard and be good girls. take care all of you.

2006-06-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

its been kinda busy busy this week. the whole syf basketball thing. let me continue from where i left off?

saturday. class bbq. was supposed to meet denise at 2 but by 1 plus plus i still hadn't left home. so rarrrr... then she msged and said she thought she'd be late so meet at 230? so i left later and then on the bus? she msged and said she was there alr. haha. so if she didn't msg me the secong time i would have been exactly on time to meet her. haha. confused? met at taka. we went to eat aunty annie's. then walked randomly. haha. we kept talking and ended up just taking the escalator up up up then down down down. so funny. went to heeran. looked around. saw her silly show. haha. lost rocks more. yepp. got CANDY!!! then paragon. walked and walked. haha. saw -'s present. denise is a nice, she's going back with me to collect it. haha. brina called. was suppsed to be there at 445 to ball but she sed del didn't book the court so alot of ah bengs playing. rarrr... then we walked walked. sat at macs and got fries cause the noisy girl was super hungry. haha. then finally headed to mrt station to go for class bbq. long long journey with lots of funnies. haha. got there and we were kinda lost. asked directions but no one knew. called my aunt amd asked directions and so we got there. yepp. got to bbq pit. we were walking and from the dist saw the pit and we were like trying to figure out whether was our class ppl. then we saw a tall figure. we were likr screaming ADELA. haha. so funny. yeah. ate drank played games fell down. embarrassing. after everyone left, me and bri played ball. super creepy cause no lights at the court. think the guard turned if off. haha. and we were super scared the gate would suddenly close. totally darkish and we were the only ppl. there was one seriously creepy bit. we were dribbling the basketball and stop. then can hear a basketball the thud thud dribbling sound in the distance even though we stopped. so CREEPY right????? turned out was the echo. whew. i'll just start screaming if it wasn't. then bri's nice papa and mama gave me a ride home! thanks!!!

sunday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT!!! woke up early-ish and took 963 down to harbour front for kat's bday. walked by the beach. they went swimming, helped them take pics. got supremely burnt. watch ppl play soccer. laughed our asses off. the ball hit one and he feel. was super funny. oh well, you had to be there. haha. left early to go airport to pick marc the bangkok boy. haha. saw... *drum roll* mrs kong and her husband and son! haha. she was picking up her other son who was at melbourne on holiday. yeah. cause my aunt and i was taking the sky train cause i never sat before. so we took to terminal 2. yeah. then took back to terminal 1. so funny. aunty bel kept teasing me abt meeting my principal. then when we got to the conveyor belt and the place we were suppsed to pick up marc, the bankok conveyour belt was shared witht the one for the flight from melbourne. haha. and aunt bel kept saying later your principal's son was coming here and i'm all nah can't be she went terminal 2. haha. super funny. was playing on aunty bel's phone games then this kid came and looked and was all i played before. then i died, and he looked at me like i'm quite pathetic. haha. then i hurry run away to play somewhere else. funny. then picked up marc. not literally, i'm not THAT strong. he looked all macho and had a bruise on his face. haha. and now he's telling me its not a bruise but an abbrasion cut? whatever that is. he peeled off the scab okay!!! and oh he had a disgusting GREYISH bruise on his eyelid. haha. in case you can't tell, he's telling me all this now. waha. yeah. anyway when we were leaving guess who i saw???? mrs kong!!! waiting for her son. like omg. super COINCIDENCE. haha.

monday. stupid syf. and it rained. stupid rarrr... after i took a BUS to school. make that TWO buses. rarrrr... we only danced to like 2 songs then they dismissed us. anna msged and asked me to meet her at the library. okay so me tina steph and maris went. but wanted to eat first and stupid na wasn't answering her stupidon vibration mode phone. haha. so steph and i went down to find her. kim andrea and gwen was there too. let anna do her little book selection thing. haha. which of course took ever so long. haha. so funny. then went down to macs. had CHEESEBURGER!!!! haha. yum. shared twister fries with anna. haha. then they wanted to come down to my place but in the end they didn't. cause it was already like 2 plus and i had to leave the hse at like 430 plus to go for the opening ceremony thing. yeah... so tina and maris took 14 home and me and anna went to jo's hse to pick up our dirty clothes. lots of laughs. haha. cause theres this door at jo's place, like usually you need a card to get in that kind of door. but this one if you kick it, it'll open leh. so we were kicking and kicking at it really hard but its didn't budge. then suddenly we heard this voice OI us. and we got very scared and ran and hid behind the pillar. haha. it turned out to be joanne only. haha. so anw later i took a bus home. got home rested arnd. showered and was going to take a bus then mrt to toa payoh sports hall. was alr going to be late then dear sweet amanda called and her brother could give me a ride! weehee! i was at some bus stop so from there i walked to her hse. waited for her with qr. went there and met jolene and judy. we were like quite late lah. qian ru got her food and ate on the way and i think manda ate fries. yeah. got there, i think me amanda judy wan ling alex anna jo were there. yeah. watched some stuff. muscle man doing their act. haha. paul and jay. jay rolled up two friying pans at the same time with two different hands into a burrito. haha. so cool right? then me and anna wanted the frying pans so we went down and we talked to them yeah. their super nice lah. got our frying pans. haha. so funny. then later anna was fighting with me over who got which one. cause i got the nicer one lalalalalala. haha. went to ate. they ate, not me. they had some chicken rice craving. qian ru got teased mega much. she was like saying smtg abt only seeing food then she'll feel like eating even though she's not hungry. haha then anna was all wah FOOD court what else do you expect to see?. haha. and then i was like telling manda i know why she always buys qian ru food, its so she'll be busy stuffing her face and not talking. haha. funy lah. then later qian ru's dad came and gave us a ride home.

tuesday. had orals in the moring. sucked. rarrrr... haha. don't wanna go into details abt tt. anyway after headed down for the competition. met amanda jo and qian ru and anchorage. passed jo her jersey. yeah. they went for a haircut at qr's mom's shop. yepp. read magazine while they cut. lime magazine. haha. some sick parts. haha. then we headed down to jurong point. got tees. i wanted lime green but amanda wanted grey. rarrr... in the end grey lah. rarrr... the tees were quite big for us. waited for bri. met thum, py, amanda tan, bel, kim etc. IDOL!!! haha. super cute. took a bus down to ntu. we waitexd like chow long to finish playing our match. our team only got to play 2 games lor. and our took the longest. rarrr.. haha. finished. we won both our games 9-0 and 10-14. yepp. bus back to jurong pt. kim wanted me and py to sleep over at jo's hse so we could watch the match. was thinking abt going but got a cab home with manda and judy and by the time got home really no mood to go out again. somemore had syf next day. i went to all the syf practices okay. i need my cip hours. haha. unlike SOME naughty naughty ppl. so anyway, didn't go our again. came home slept. ate some chocolate wihich py brought for me. yum.

wednesday. syf again. rarrr... typical typical. yeah. the big 1.5 litre bottle they gave us. like half of it spilt in my bag so it was like so soaked. rarrr... everything was wet. i didn't know till i picked up my bag and there was this wet patch on the floor. rarrr... regine and sri lent me the plastic bags from their costumes to keep my stuff. haha. thanks! anyway late rafter much persuasion on brina's behalf, went to ball with her regine and sri. super fun. that day had lots of luck, did very well in abc okay. weehee. camera-ed. went to the mini mart. got drinks and saw top chocolate. haha. bought one. took a bus back with sri and brina. sri dropped first at the st margs bus stop then brina next at coro. haha. yeapp then homed...

thursday. woke up. took a bus to bukit batok then mrt to meet brina. we then took mrt to boon lay. met jolene and few others at jurong pt. yeah. bused there. 179. got there registered. practiced shots and all. tong came. anyway, we played lili's team. haha. theres this girl from the regent team tat looks like li ling and jia li so we called her lili. haha. anyway we won both our matches again and we got to the semi's. rarrr... then we lost by 1 point.9-8. they were leading us 4-9 lor and we chased and put in 2 more baskets then time up and we lost. felt like shit i tell you. anna tried to cheer me up telling me we did well cuase they were a jc team, they were all 17, they had their coach there. but i kept thinking one more point. like the match against yuying where i got fouled out where we lost by 3 points and how everything came crashing down after. i felt ultimately low and all the what ifs kept running thorugh my mind. rarrr... basicaly i felt like crap. after jurong pt. amanda jude lex and ling in kfc, py amanda t serene at arcade. went home myself.

friday. syf then was at the bus stop, saw maris and we went to the library together. haha. maris kept saying she wasn't a library goer. in the end she had lots of books lor. we choose like so many books and in the end cannot take out books on maris's card so put alot but 3 back. haha. we could only take out 3. after that homed again, to sleep and tv. haha. have been sleeping super late so super tired.

basically that was my life for the past week. time to tag reply.

mj: haha. so cool lor. haha noisy cockroach. lets whack her up

maris:when i don't blog, everyone says blog. when i blog, everyone's like i blog too much. haha. love you too. library again. w o r s h i p p e d.

mj: i'm gonna get you back for the drink pouring episode, you SO die. haha. i know daaaef sucks lah. blog more but shorter. get it. haha. does thsi long entry of short posts do okay? love you back, chinese twin.

worm: hello worm! haha. like the pics of you?

debbie: haha. i dunno leh. like once i type i will just keep typing even about minor issues leh. thats why sometime's i'm so lazy to blog sometimes cause i'll keep typing and typing.

mj:worm is ginny lah you gong. haha. pastamanis to eraser again and i will win you. haha.

maris: i also know you rock what. worshipped rmbr? haha. lazy to ask. rmbr to tell me.

regine:updated!

judy:cannot eat and don't really like to eat got diff leh. haha. crazy girl.

haha. marc was talking to me abt someone who called or smtg then i saw his muscle and its like super big so i poked it. and he was all eh why you poking me then he turned and saw his muscle and HE started 'poking' it. and i asked him to continue and he's all "eh what was i talking abt? my muscle quite big leh." HAHAHAHA. stupid vain boy. now he claims he's joking. haha. up to you whether to believe him anot. personally, i... okay, i don't wanna say. he does have those muscles after all. i'm talking serious body damage here... haha.

out. no much time to colour it in. rarrr...

2006-06-16T04:42:00.000-07:00

LANA: [urgently] Okay, look.. tell me something.
LEX: [coughs, sighs] What..?
LANA: Um, anything, just.. just keep talking, okay? [sits very close to him, takes his hand]
LEX: [slightly stronger] You think I'd look better with hair?
LANA: [laughs quietly] Um.. I don't know. I've never thought about it.
LEX: Oh, I have.. I've thought about a lot of things. [gasps for breath, LANA looks down, worried] ..Clark has really nice hair.
LANA: [tearful] Yeah, yeah I guess he does.
LEX: ..Does he know?
LANA: That he has nice hair?
LEX: [shakes his head] ..How lucky he is.

haha. such a anna thing to post transcripts but i just thought this was like super funny. i dunno why. haha. you never really think about lex and the hair thing as well. haha. anna has a thing for baldies. she's gonna kill me but oh well. and we both have a thing for eyes!!! rarrrr... haha. cannot forget her thinking pat had such nice grey eyes then she realised he was wearing contacts. haha.

holidays. well it seemed so nice and long at the start as usual and as usual now, i'm rushing and thinking theres a million things to get done. haven't started hmwk. and theres like a ton of a and e math. but i don't even have the emath tys. how? rarrrr... chinese is some stupid thing.i lost the paper but denise says its must do some internet thing based on that hei mian bao book. haha. and theres lit geog and i think english pbl. rarrrrrrrr.... and i have to squeeze it all in plus theres syf and the 3 on 3 next week. rarrrr... having a friendly 3 on 3 on fri. was supposed to be tmr afternoon but i dunno. so tmr just gna work then maybe ball. yeah. we were supposed to have a match against peizhen's team but now... rarrr... i'm like super angry abt it! but lots of ball recently. i like. we played very very nicely ysd. makes me smile to think abt it. haha. was supposed to go today but tuition plus clearing the room. rarrrr... plus the mama didn't reply so i didn't know if i could. yeah.

haha. so many past nices i'd love to blog abt but that will make this post be another super long. haha. the last one debbie did word count or smtg and like i dunno how many words. rarrrr... i don't even know if i wanna type that much again but if i get "in the groove" i will. haha. weehee... okay rough overview. watched she's the man like 3 times. haha. its like super super funny. do you like cheese? butterflies butterflies. i'm brilliant shhh. haha. the tampons up the nose cause beckham does it all the time. haha. so many nices and funnies. haha. and the way the soccer team from illyria comes out. haha. first the cornwall boys team runs out ;like a bunch of savages then illyria walks out like. i dunno how to put it. you have to see. theres a clip from youtube here yeah. go see.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=rdM_ghNSuKY

you have to like skip to the middle to see that part. haha. but its like super cool.haha. i dunno why. just the music and the... aiya. just go watch. haha. yeah. and eunice is like creepy. and anna said smtg mea mean mean. haha. the eunice fingerthing. wileen will know. haha. my gosh its like such a funny show. i think so at least. if you want like the really LOL go watch. haha. and don't watch benchwarmers. not funny at all. haha. and of course now everyone is going crazy over channing tatum whos duke. haha. xmen3 was like. i dunno i though it was super jammed together. like the first part then jump jump to the end. but theres gna be a 4th!

oh yeah. and for you channing tatum crazed. he's doing a dance movie. step up. looks very take the lead, to me at least. i think its the whole dancing thing. haha.

http://www.apple.com/trailers/touchstone/stepup/video.html?size=large

yeah. haha. i think the girl is supposed to be the one from take the lead. yepp. but she looks kinda like michelle rodriguez from lost to me at least. yepp. i wanna watch stick it too. haha. everytime i think of the title stick it, i'll think of school of rock's "stick it to the man". haha. funny.

anyway heres the stick it trailer as well.

http://www.apple.com/trailers/touchstone/stickit/large.html

lets see... oh yeah. the video marathon. we went to kat's hse. videoed and videoed. i think we watched 7? 8 if you count all the halfies added together. haha. the last one cause we were so super tired was winnie the pooh cause we wanted smtg to fall asleep to? haha. the next day olivia was scolding us that we put it on purposely just to fall asleep and kept telling us what a nice video it was. haha. i can like remember abit like the presents? eeyore gets a umbrella. tigger gets a snowshoe for his tail. rabbit gets a fly swatter. dunno what piglet gets but pooh gets a pot of honey. big suprise there. haha. crazy i can still remember. haha. suppsed to be a disney marathon but ended up being a mixture. haha. another one at the end of the year! YAY!!! can't wait lah. weehee. (wednesday)

(continued friday.) okay actually technically its sat. its abt 3am, hitting 4 soon and i think i'm crazy not to be asleep when tmr AIN'T a sleep in day. rarrrrrrrrrr....
anyway, i know this entry is trailer loaded but theres so so many many shows i wna watch. haha. the list is in my phone. if your nice, i might let you see. haha. okay, heres another one. girls bball. so yeah. think its supposed to be the kind of oh so inspiring sports movie. haha. wait to find out if it is. oh and theres another bball movie but guys bball. yeah. called crossover. err.. one comment. the guy's jersey's are like supreme bagginess. like dress sized. hoho. haha.

http://www.apple.com/trailers/miramax/heartofthegame/trailer/

http://www.apple.com/trailers/sony_pictures/crossover/high.html

yepp. anyway. was grounded today. rarrrr... but i guess it was kinda my fault. rarrrr... today was the match thing. well, i don't wanna talk abt it. we didn'tget thrashed. its just other stuff... rarrr... have i mentioned that bel chia rocked like anything today? the really laugh like crazy rocks. haha. she's the sweetest funniest thing in the world. haha. her and her grey's "ANNATOMMY". hahahahhaha. i can just die laughing thinking abt it. haha. and the ROCing. haha. and her Public Displays of ATTRACTION. haha. plus today for the first time ever she got her butt smacked by a guy. haha. not a hot hottie but some like 7 year old thing who was whirling around and bel happened to walk and get butt whacked. haha. bel rocks like ROC does. HAHA.

next week's gna be a killer of a week. syf tournie syf tournie syf. oh and somemore orals. ice cream whipped cream and for the cherry? the ton of work. rarrrrr... bite.

its 4 already. i'm the only one online. even that owl judy isn't online. haha.

bye.

2006-04-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

be a good and blog. haha. oh and in paragraphs. oh make my fonts bigger so tina can read. haha. i do blog in paragraphs okay. but like long so not so big a deal.

hmmmm... the thing furthurest back i can rmbr is syf? haha. i dunno what happened and i ended up dancing near cockroach. only back then she was still arsenal freak. haha. and i thought her the lao shu song. one line okay! "wo ai ni, ai ze ni. jiu xiang lao shu ai da mi" like for those whos chinese sucks, it means like i love you like a mouse likes rice? or wheat. yep. you get the general pic. haha. stupid cockroach wasn't enthu. i made her enthu. haha. and we talked and i realised. okay, never mind. HAHA. i suspect if i say she ain't that bad, i'll regret. haha. i know i'm mean. so we were like singing the lao shu song and the absolutely everybody song. but the favourite is the jump jump one. haha. in the end me and sri jumped jumped, its such a jump worthy song lah. yeah. haha. and after me adel brina regine and sri were NICES. we helped pick up rubbish! haha. like bottles. and then sheryl pat held the box and we "shot" the bottles in. wheee!

then friday. had the bazaar. our class had chips and cheese, song dedication and toys and all. haha. i was like promoting throughout recess. anna, bel and andrea became my walking adverts! whee!! then later helped carry the cheese down. stayed and helped. me nicole and denise went to "advertise". and when del they all saw us with the SCRUMMY cheese, they came running.
at first the booth was peaceful. sri adel rena and i advertised again. yepp. haha. super funny lah. then suddenly our business is like WHOA! and our stall was so crowded. i went back to help out, but there were so many ppl that i'd just be some extra. like make it worse. so i walked arnd. walked with tina. bought chocolate from cher's stall. sprite float from maris's stall. haha. adel sri and some others were dj-ing. haha. before i was saying like if del is the dj, when theres a westlife song, she'd be all WESTLIFE ROCKS! then desiree walked past when i said the westlife rocks and she gave me a damn shocked look. it was super funny. i think she thought i had been BRAINWASHED by adel. aha. and stupid incorrigible anna hit me with a water balloon. later the sec 2 ballers helped me get her back. haha. and i splashed cockroach. like on her shirt and she was drenched. haha. funny. played water balloons lots. like kleng shan was saying she wouldn't mind getting splashed like joking and i heard and i walked up behind her and smashed on her back. haha. she LIN-ed me. haha. after the bazaar was supposed to go hy's chalet with kim and joanne. but i was in a terrible mood. i was like sulking and throwing mini tantrum and my head was hurting so i didn't want to go. sorry lah kim. i felt quite bad, but if i went, i'd have been even worse. yeah. didn't even wna go watch movie with anna and debbie. i wanted to go home but my mom was in canada and i didn't wna take a bus. i thought my dad would like end late. but i called and her said he'd come pick me now. i was like so damn happy. i really wanted to go home. i don't know why.
so maris was a nice and she accompanied me to the foyer. and she had a water balloon and i called it julio and julio bounced down the stairs. julio died. haha. splash. and there was this pddle and maris wanted to run away. tsk!

saturday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATERPILLAR. only she was cheng then. i'll explain abt the bug thing later. yepp. had tuition. some stuff. fun fun. went to bp. yepp. then cockroach called and started whining at me. she wanted me to CAB all the way to town with her to meet kim they all so we could cab down to newton. and newton is how much nearer from my hse then town? rarrrrrrrrrr.... then i was slow. told her to go meet kim first. in the end? she cabbed down to my house to fetch me. haha. in the cab, i drew this nvisible, if she crossed. i'd smack her. haha. i kept smacking her. and she'd like screech. haha. like she hates you to 1-touch her hair, 2-step on her shoe and 3-touch her leg. haha. irritated her alot i think. but it was funny. do you like cake? do you like math? HAHA.
got there. was kinda lost. saw the cutest puppy! it was like siberian husky but a puppy. super cute. and i wanted to take a pic but it kept moving. and then we were walking off and it wanted to chase us and it tried to jump off the ledge thing. and it just hit the floor on its side. like got the noise somemore. i was like oh my god!!!!! poor thing. but like it immediately got up and ran after us. but the owner called it back super cute. there was a cute papillion as well. haha. got lost at some area. called cheng to come save us. actually save me! haha. the hot hot hot bithday girl came. went to bbq pit. baby hedgehog came. funkaye hair still. got my hug. she won stupid cockroach at arm wrestling. yepp. she had to go soon after though. aww.. it started raining so we went to cheng's hse. helped carry food. i am a nice. i carried some big thing and i think cockroach was only carrying like two of those tiny bowls. lazyy.
we ate. haha. then we went to the carpark to play games. played mr wolf and aeiou. haha. fun lah. run here and there. haha. they wanted to tap cockroach but the turned so two of them ended up smacking her chest? haha. went up to cut cake. we wanted to smash cake into cheng's face. and cockroach like chocolate cake. haha. worm (to be) was laughing at me cause i couldn't open the jelly. ginny and i kept laughing. cockroach is so gossipy. ginny opened her mouth and it was all chocolate. she wanted to show cockrcoah and was like shs look then cockroach immediately who what? haha. funny. my entry is full of cockroaches need to call the exterminater.
went down to tv room place. final destination 3 or mean girls. yepp. ate chips while they were setting up. i was like sitting then i feel onto cheng's cahir and ended up sitting there. like my legs over. and everytime my hands were cold, i'd touch mer's neck. haha. she kept laughing at me and esp at cockroach., we didn't want to let cockroach have any chips. she was "dieting". yeah. and they called her smtg like bloodgut. haha. watched mean girls. they finally got it to start. cheng sat on the floor and the chair i didn't get up so kinda shared with desiree. i'm a nice! haha. didn't watch till the end though...
later getting home i could either go with des and grace to clementi or with ashley and yiwen to dunno where. but then actually desiree and grace wasn't cabbing. cabbed with yiwen and ashley. dropped last. yeah.

skip sunday. all i rmbr was tuition and went to the club.
OHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! actually no skipping sunday cause sunday is the bug story. haha. i watched remember the titans on friday. it was super nice. at least i think so. haha. sunshine and he tried to kiss me - anna remembers.yepp. and "i can't see you lying here like that, your superman." and "what is pain? french bread." "trust the soul of a man rather than the look of him" "i was only hating my brother" "can't you see the family resembelance?" "according to greek mythology, the titans were greater even than the gods. They ruled their universe with absolute power! well that football field out there tonight, thats our universe. lets rule it like titans! "
and of course, "people say that it can't work, black and white; well here we make it work, everyday. we have our disagreements, of course, but before we reach for hate, always, always, we remember the titans. "
its a nice nice show. then on sunday watched coach carter. and no the bug fest cause theres a gguy called worm and he looks SO ginny. like mega. later i'll put a pic or smtg. he's like ginny's TWIN. only like bald. yeah. haha. there! theres the pic. the guy. really looks like ginny esp in the show okay!
so now... ginny is worm. cheng is caterpillar. shahilia is cockroach (i saw her with like chocolate all over her hands and wanted to change to dung beetle but cockroach stuck). jess is butterfly. ruiwei is ladybug. desiree is stick insect. haha. so funny. there. another pic. wormginny.
i also watched like all the cartoon cartoons. i watched quest for camelot and the emperor's new groove. and when that evil turns into a kitty, its SO mega cute.

monday.
fun(ny) day. after school waited with kristanto kelly and dorcas to pass someone's present. headed to tiong for lunch. haha. we were like helping wileen find her idol... soggy fries. haha. and kelly is super funny. her jokes! haha. tried to put ants on wileen. she's super scared. went to meet judy. wileen wa slike calling judy and she didn't see judy was just there. haha. tiong macs. ate and ate. then we mixed sauce. disgusting sick sick thing. haha. going to cab kelly home. then in the cab wileen got a call from kelly's phone. at first we thought by mistake. then kelly really couldn't find her phone. oh crap. answered. some low low voice. we all thought it was a bung. and the voice wanted 50 then 1-- bucks to get the phone back. the cab driver kept saying he thinks its our friends bluffing us. liling was like damn tough. and we're like stall for time stall stall. haha. in the end? it was atheena maris and cockroach. RARRRRR!!!! they gave us SUCH a shock. kelly was so scared shocked. turned cab back, judy and i went to get the phone. smacked cockroach HARD. then picked up the phone and was abt to go off then tina was like aye, you can't just take the phone. then i looked at her, what you want you 100 bucks. haha. they all started laughing. retarded talk to kelly's hse. i'm in the eco club. i love trees. look! grass! crapped like crazy. dropped her off went to CANDY EMPIRE! haha. so paradise. judy was like saying whoever makes sound in the cab first will have to pay, so we all shut up and liling and i started tickling wileen and wileen lost. we kept playing and tickling wileen and judy was all you know the objective of the game was to make you guys SHUT UP. and we were like doing the opposite. HAHA.
went to MY paradise. i love alot. the lala land where the clouds are fluffy pink marshmallows and the water is raspberry 7up. the sun is a gold chocolate coin and flowers are smarties. HAHA. yepp. browsed and bought. was nice and bought. wileen got kelly chocolate. wileen's a nice. yeah. we were going to cab off. it was raining cats and dogs. seriously. we couldn't get a cab. call cab, we couldn't get through. couldn't flag. nothing. rarrrrrr.... in the end went to dunno which entrance with a taxi stand and called dunno what number and the taxi came. we were like quite wet by then. dropped liling wileen me then judy. yeah. then after wileen dropped, she called me. kelly's chocolate went missing okay. it wasn't with her. it wasn't in the cab. it was like GONE. till now still dunno what happened. came home. mom was home. gave her her rose and chocs. yeah. i'm a nice. she got me some nice stuff. she's a nice.

tuesday. bad day. but some fun with leng shan in class.

weds. can't remember.played badminton with olivia. sweat and sweat.

thurs. actually can't remember too. i stole cockroach's hair band one day. regine got annoyed cause its so guy girl. like she says it looks guy but theres a stupid bead with is damn girly. and now i'm mad abt the country erasers. addicted. oh and wileen and i were irritating cockroach and she walked off and later we saw her coming back at the same time and we're like turning our heads to each other and "she's coming back". turn to front again. turn back. "jinx". denise is like our class jinxer. in everylesson you'll hear a JINX and ppl groaning deniseeee....

friday. exam. english. compo was tsk. yeah. country erasers. i won del once like overall. but she got me twice so yeah. rarrrrr..... on tuesday we battle. yepp. kim kept telling me she had one nox of the erasers and she won another box,. i kept saying yeah right, she must have been playing with herself. haha.

cockroach:wo-MAN then. haha. admit or i won't give you your stupid hair thing.

mj HENDRICKS (twin): haha. i don't flirt okayyy... and i know man uis better than arsenal. haha. its cockroach's deluded mind we have to drill that into. haha. mj is like micheal jordan! so cool.

dearest auntheena: haha. hope this post will meet your high expectations. haha. ice cream!!!!! after exams okay?

daaaef: hello. is your other identity faefaw? haha. spamming blog anonymously is b*tchy, ain't this the pot calling the kettle black. it makes YOU the b*tch arnd here. if you wanna call me a b*tch, leave a name please. i suck to the core? haha. its almost funny. if i suck then what could be said of you. i guess it may be fun to play hide and seek behind a computer but ppl despise you for it. spammers are despised don't cha know? since you don't, i'll tell you why. cause they are nothing but cowards who have no guts. they want to insult but can't stand for whatever they might get back. have you nought better to do. come say all this to my face, faefaw/daaaef. if you don't have the guts to, then i suggest you leav me and my friends alone. oh and daaaef? i think you made a spelling mistake. it should be daff.

Daff
\Daff\ (d[.a]f), v. i. To act foolishly; to be foolish or sportive; to toy. [Scot.] --Jamieson.
Daff
\Daff\, n. [See Daft.] A stupid, blockish fellow; a numskull. [Obs.] --Chaucer.

dictionary.com

regine:haha. faefaw=daaaef. waha. weird and annoying. nothing better to do lah.

maris!!!!!:so worshipped. haha. thanks.

caterpillar: haha. debbi the elephant. its my toy okay! haha. more and more caterpillary.

amy: daddy long legs! haha. emo now? i miss you okay! no mids=luckyyyy. meet up. must must must. i miss. love. hug.

ferry old fer: haha. paragrahed already. is it better? haha. 3rd may is cominggg...

pest exterminator?

ninepoint

2006-04-18T05:51:00.000-07:00

updating. haha. can you tell i'm quite happy with myself? weehee. haha.
hmmm... saturday. tuition in the morning. then afternoon went down to great world. met regine and we watched take the lead. i like kept her waiting for how long. haha. but she was a nice about it. take the lead, its nice. the dancing is hotttt... haha. regine was like confirming details and all during the movie haha and she missed alot of it and later she was like regretting. haha. bthen i embarrassed myself at the ticket counter. oops. and like twice. my god. i wanted to die. haha. des came. we got tix for ice age 2. it was like quite booked. we thought we'd be in first row? lucky we got third row. haha. we thought olivia would scream at us. went to kfc. talktalktalk. haha. unbelievable. then went to meet olivia. got popcorn, went in. sat down. then someone came and we realised we were sitting in the wrong seats. oh my god. haha. and we had to "run" across the front. haha. sat down. the movie was hmmm... laugh abit. yeah. the reactions? olivia and regine were laughing throughout the whole movie. desiree laughed like just haha stop. haha. and later she kept saying there was no plot? i think diego is like the sarcastic eat everyone up. sid is pure annoying. he gets worshipped? and the manny dude. like fatherly but like everyone else gets just pure annoyed at sid. haha. so more like the protectively teasing older brother. the possums are naughty cute. haha. all i know one is crash? yeah and theres that squirrel rat "scrat or smtg" thing. basically thats it. wanted to get my lime sherbet but i was freezing from the cinema so yeah. cold plus cold. brrrr.... walked around abit. took a bus home with regine. to the interchange then we walked to her hse there the bus stop. got ice cream. yepp, was warmer. hot fudge sundae! she was a nice and waited with me for my bus. late late when i got home like almost 11.
sunday. had tuition. why was it particles? haha. ate. came home. basically eat sleep watch tv. rented agent cody banks 2 (i saw the 1st one on tv so got urge to watch the 2nd), coach carter and remember the titans. like finally. marc says its nice, and like dead inspiring. whoa! due next sun. remind me.
monday and tuesday school. can't rmbr much. its school. nothing great then i guess. mondays pass fast now. rmbr doing some practical during bio. and talked abt the bazaar thing during math. yepp. oh and my mom left for london. from there she's going to canada. rarrrrr... i'll miss her. ysd. today. hmmm... had that presentation thing during chinese.more practical during bio. lit was crazy. i can't copy fast enough and i get frustrated. yepp. and there was trng today! yay! i love trng! weehee! haha. did dribbling the crossover, spin and behind the back. yepp. then did the cycle one. my god. i can't believe how nice it feels. like trng trng again. then played 5 on 5. the court was wet before. still raining but we played. some nice plays. yeah. the pat came. helped me amanda and judy with 3 on 3. yepp. played some. then trng dismissed. sat arnd waiting for manda's daddy. talked alot. did the string and mimi and the empty. haha. shush. whaha. then they polluted my mind. some bad bad word. forgot it most. even so i wouldn't type. they say it'd... ok nvm. haha. lala. trng rocks like crazyyyyy... oh theres trng on friday ppl. turn up please. hy's chalet on friday too. and the bazaar thing. come to our stall ok! oh and then in the car me and qian ru kept insulting each other and httting each other. we did the LOLOLOLOVE thing. haha. then insult war. i suspect i won. and judy got CRASHED alot. ppor thing. and everytime qian ru hit me, 'd hit back then she won't try to hit me anymore, she'll got hit judy??? judy is damn poor thing. in the end judy is like lin ah.. can don't say anymore. the more you say the more i kana hit. haha. then cause three of us at the back. when i left, qian ru from the middle came to my seat and you can see judy damn relieved. haha. poor girl. school is a mixed candy bag. yepp. and kat gave me this piece of paper like a cheque. she's owes me a movie and i kept irt safe so she can't back out. haha. been xmenning alot. wileen is a nice. haha. and maris is still a sexyyyyyyyyy.... oh and idol came trng today! haha. the panadol thing. i still don't get it leh!!!
scrummy dinner. came home wet. warm shower. i like. aunty bel is a nice. haha. she came and i looked at her. i was like aunty bel, do you have anything for me. she was like no, what makes you think that i would. me:oh becuase i feel lke chocolate suddenly and i think you and me have mo qi. and then she brings chocolate from her bag!!!!!! haha.
maths hmwk.
i must be strong. believe. for happy endings and no big ape.

tagg.
amy: we'd better get together soon. daddy long legs.
shahilia: haha. arsenal freakkkkkkkkkkkkkk... waha. admit that we are the better team. don't be a sore loserrrrrrrrrr... haha. or i'll come pull your bag again. and i'll make my bodyguards beat you up. be a man, do the right thang.
be good. hmwk.

2006-04-14T08:17:00.001-07:00

two days blogging in a row. world record? haha. crazy. today was a mixed and matched day. was forced to wake up at 9!!!! haha. actually i told rose to wake me at 8.30 cause i know by the time i fully got out of bed, it'd be 9. actually i misjudged, it was 910! haha. showered and as expected, amanda called. haha. i bet she thought i was still sleeping. cause that time supposed to go sentosa she called cause they were all there and i think i was still sleeping. haha. she messaged me as well but i didn't get till MUCH later cause of the whole no reception thing. haha. so got a lift there. was still 10 minutes late. haha. would have been mega late if i walked. got there and was abt to take the lift up to her hse, then the lift door opened and whoa! amanda walked out ok. haha. i was like whoa! i thought we had mo qi or smtg but actually its cause she called my hse and rose told her i left so she estimated and came down. walked over to qian ru's hse to pick her up. haha. when mandatold me we had to go over, my first reaction? what, she dunno how to walk her herself is it? haha. we saw her across the road and she did the whole crook your finger and beckon thing. me and amnda wanted to turn arnd and walk back. haha. we were going to mrt but instead we cabbed down. i topped up my ez link anyway. like finally. haha. py was like damn bored at joanne's house cause she was taking god knows how long in the shower. so pui yoong started whining how qian ru called her mega early in the morning and woke her up from her beauty sleep. and how qian ru couldn't go today. and qian ru was like next to me in the cab? haha. bluffed her. got there. was really quiet. qian ru is so scared of the dog can. like to the point of locking the door "just in case the dog knows how to open the door". what the heck? might as well say what if the dog knows how to get the key and unlock it. cabbed there. shared cab with py and qr. amanda and jo went alone. just as well. in the cab got scolded fopr black face-ing. rarrrr... what do you want me to do? i'm not good with her, why should i act it? got the tix. we were supposed to watch take the lead but not good timings so tristan and isosmtg. isodelde or smtg. suppsed to be abit like romeo and juliet yeah. was suppsed to watch with anna. oops! and theres gna be a scary movie 4! haha! and cars the car looks cute! oh and pirates of the carribean. so know adel's gna go crazy. went marche. scrummy food. haha. teased qian ru alot. judy came. whoawhoawhoa. cute cute. aha. walked arnd heeran. took neos. had so much time to kill. saw baby hedgehog. haha funkaye hair. and she's like damn skinny. whoa! got my hug. talked abit. miss her lots. haha. went to cine arcade. manda and i beat jo and py and table hockey. haha. i like! haha. was messaging wileen and smtg embarrassingly funny. i dunno. was like laughing to myself like she was the other day. haha. there was this old man dancing para para. like damn funkaye. 1859. haha. me and judy got bored. followed judy to toilet. haha. she was like styling her hair? haha. then went to the nike shop. comment comment comment. movie time. gosh the movie was damn damn sad. like extremly. i didn't cry. amanda said jo did. kept saying judy don't cry and pretend to wipe imaginery tears from her eyes. haha.sat between qian ru and judy. before everyone was saying i don't wna sit nexxt to qr caut this kind of love movie qr sure will get er... yeah. haha. in the end cause just like single filed and yeah. qr behaved though. she kept messaging. and she had to leave early. oh and she was like pestering someone to go toilet with her, walk her down. py feel asleep. haha. how could she? haha. finished. manda had to go. we were thinking of watching take the lead but all the timings not nice. walked here and there. they ate at long john's. gossiped. haha. i feel damn slow. whee! went to taka. waited while the abandoned lovers looked in perlini's. yepp. went to the small toyshop. yepp. was going to go to the big one later but no time. look look walk walk. then went to art friend. you know there was the kid elmer or smtg tt ate paste in the powerpuff girls. i ate clay. haha. there was some kind of kandy clay. bought. opened the watermelon flavour one to try. its yummy ok. it tastes just like candy. to die for. haha. py can't get past appearances and kept saying it tastes like clay, it tastes like clay. haha. box her. and before she kept whining how by watching the movie qian ru wasted money cause she had to leave in the middle. haha. judy thought it tasted nice though. and its funny leh.. haha. she said on her blog it tasted like strawberry. only the sweet was watermelon? haha. judy rocks. haha. hmmm... took a bus back with them. 123 then 961. yepp thats it. haha. fun fun. but mixed up cause someone was there? oh wells. gna like just ignore. yepp.
bio partner: bio partners rock, bio doesn't. i'm trying to pay attention ok! its not easy. rarrrr..... stupid pepsin and lipase.
maris!: rarrrrr.. accidentally tagged in my name hor? haha. and your the sexyyyy lar. soon ok? i miss the ice cream already. haha. as always, worshipping.
olivia:haha. i borrowed it. haven't watched yet though. haha. lets watch it around the same time so we can talk talk abt it. haha. i like forgot the story too.. all i know is like theres some sword. excaliber or smtg. can't spell. haha. ice age 2 tmr! can't wait.
which reminds me. i feel like the great world lime sherbet. mouth watering. maybe tmr. actually, hopefully tmr. haha.

2006-04-13T05:00:00.000-07:00

i feel like throwing a sulky faced tantrum. i blogged long long. stupid girl forgot to save now all gone. go eat dinner and i'll come back and try to type it all out again but it won't be as nice as the first i suspect. rarrrrrrr....
h-e-double-toothpicks
lasagna is the best. honestly. and i still have chocolate brownie that my mom brought back for me!!! yay. bad mood appeased. haha.
well, lots to say. lots has happened at least in my opinion. haha. now i feel lazy to type it down and i'll be compelled to write down even tiny details. oh well... haha.
and when she walks, all the wind blows and the angels sing.
hmmm... start with sports day. i took a ride in with amanda. dunno who said baby hedgehog would be there but she wasn't. yeah. was supposed to go for march pass but didn't. stayed and helped kim instead. haha. stupid ditcher. attempted to cut the bands but me and shi yun like cannot cut straight. haha. wore rred bands on each wrist. haha. ninja bands. teenage mutant ninja turtles. walked arnd alot with that stupid ditcher. haha. went to throw. did terribly. mo was like some stupid pro. i think she got 1st. whoa! haha. hmmm... walked here walked there. haha. used orange paint to write rarrrrr... carnivore! but someone happily smudged it off. wah lao. haha. got magic fairy wand and made wishes. wished ginny or was it cheng? would be shorter. haha. hmmm... bball ran. everyone thought we didn't have but they just didn't include in the book. na judy wan ling and idol ran. they got 2nd. whee! but there were like 3 different races. so like abit nothing. rarrrr... teacher race was funny. stephen ng was fast fast. na was like he's like dash from the incredibles. haha. and rs gomez was like shaking her finger at him. tsktsktsk. mr seow was funny too. no running and when francis ain't looking... then cheerleading. lucky lex was all better. smoothe wrinkles for kat. haha. that tsk ditcher should keep her eys off maris cause she is worshipped. haha. ignatius was good. but only 3rd. rarrrrrrr... and we got last overall. francis said it so fast its like everyone was huh? oh man. damn sad. rarrrrr...
was supposed to movie with na or town with manda but didn't feel like. in the end maris and tina came over!!!! yay!!!! goddess queen and princess.ice cream was the best. truly scrummy. slurp! took out my arm band and i had wrist tan. whoa. like quite obvios. had sleeve tan as well but not as bad. later i walked them out and they were like dancing the hi five dance over and over again. needless to stay i was walking far far behind. haha. i relised i missed them ALOT.
next day was rena and resa's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELATED!!!! haha. me and rena were in love together. haha. went with maris and tina to get their gift. i thought i'd be like late. but tina had to go woodlands so met maris at borders first. haha. got book. haha. i wanted to get the earthsea book but didn't look supreme. but the show rocks like crazyyy.. earthseaaaaa....... and lost is on tonight! yesssss... i love. okay anyway. walked here walked there to get their gifts. was sharing with steph. tina and maris helped alot. like you look at the girft its like can tell its not chosen by me. heh. cut my mop. haha. it was damn thick. but now its lke looks no diff but can feel. haha. they came back. i showered and they photo photo-ed themselves alot. went there kinda late. brina and steph was already there. yeah. del desert samplaed. they didn't believe i drink guava. haha. its TEA i hate. haha. arsenal freakkkkkkkkkk.... so fun. haha. SHE SAID IF MAN UDT BEAT ARSENAL SHE WOULD ADMIT MAN UTD WAS THE BETTER TEAM AND WE DID AND SHE DIDN'T. TSK! i shall make her. adel and brina were my bodyguards. i think she tried to assault me. haha. but later brina and del tried to force me to eat cake. haha. went up to watch scary movie 1 or 2. was like sickish. funny in a way i guess. but quite sick yeah. did smtg bad. i feel like damn guilty. i broke desiree chua's specs. i feel damn bad abt it lor. don't scold. rarrr.. kat's nicest dad and mom gave me a ride home.
then the week. hmm.. ancient future will be done soon. it rockls like crazy. mentos sour mix is damn nice. oh and pat was like we're learning abt sets and everyone heard sex and was all oooooooooooohhhhhh... haha. leanrt sign language. the proper one. haha. fun. and regine has fufilled her ambition! yay!! haha. hmm... i am damn annoyed with her. no, actually annoyed is too mild a word. angry is more like it. if something's the matter, talk it out. don't come picking in the fight especially when in this case, you were in the wrong. and don't even think about apologising when you are not sincere at all. all talk no action. your only apologising cause your like made to. yeah. bloody hell. haha. everytime i type it i'd think of h-e-double-toothpicks. haha. willen has a magic candy bag and she made me laugh and smile. she rocks like crazy and our secret sign language rocks. haha. we were laughing like crazyyy during pe when they made us do the syf dance. haha. oh and had trng this week. yay! trng rocks. but cause of all the fridays taken away we've only been having one trng a week. rarrr.. and brina can't come. today i had to do the attendance thing for pat and i realised like this year we've had very very few trngs. damn sad lor. rarrrrrrrrrr...
i realise theres lots of movies i wna watch. was suppsed to watch the romeo and juliet one with anna today. and i think i'm watching ice age tmr. yepp. i wna watch xmen3. just my luck. haha. adel!!!! adel is crazy over mcfly now but don't even think to go ask her if she still loves westlife; she'll kill you. westlife is still number 1 in her heart. haha. i wanna watch aquamarine, i think i'm supposed to go with kat a meow. i was supposed to watch failure to launch with regine but i think no more. i really degret missing yours mine and ours. being grounded sucked. haha. hmmmm... and over the hedge. so cuteeeeeeeee..... the racoon RJ. haha.and the wild. but the wild sounds quite madagascar. but i thhink the giraffe is like so cute. haha.
i miss lots. i miss baby hedgehog. was talking to her online. haha. missed her lots. miss some 2e stuff. dunno why today during chem was trying to rmbr all the teachers from sec one and two and where and who i sat with in class. haha. memory lane... sad happy? i miss amy may pryke. haha.
hmmm... reply tags?
mo: you owe me ok you tsk tsk. throw javelin so far for what. and thanks for the help in maths. tsk kim
maris:so worshipped. haha. sexxxxxxyyyyyyyyyy
regine:haha. i tagged too. fufilled ambition. good good.
judy: PALE PINK BALDING BALDIE WITH PURPLE POLKA DOTS. i have more hair than you ok!
maris: updated la lalissa goddess queen. queen of my heart.
olivia: haha. disney rocks!!!!!!!! i want to watch the quest for camelot cartton, i have it now. but its warner brothers. haha. over the hedge! so cute!!
tina:AUNTHEENA! haha. i miss alot. lets eat ice cream again.
shahilia:arsenallllllllllll freakkkkkkkkkkkkkk... we beat you fair and square so hurry admit. haha. ADMIT!
maris: tagged alot. you are worshipped alotlotlot. the ground you walk on. weehee. haha. bake again?
done.
pretty colours.
coloured it in.

2006-02-24T03:26:00.000-08:00

blue-black.
bony elbows.

lost.
lost.

grass. white. coke. green.

http://www.apple.com/trailers/fox/datemovie/large.html

get well soon.
take care.

2006-02-20T02:30:00.000-08:00

this updating thing is... very very. i dunno. i'm not good at constanties. like i tell myself "lin, you will update regularly"... and being lin malone. i don't. then i try to squeeze a months worth of events into an entry and end up thinking everytime i blog its so so long so anytime i think of blogging, i think of a excuse not to. makes sense? actually, i don't get it myself but never mind.
hmmm... lets see... basketball. tournament. hmmm... we got scgs. and raffles. and (as if that wasn't bad enough) st margs as well. but qs and gys as well. i know itts like won't happen one but imagine like if raffles scgs cedar st margs and zhonghua somehow ended up in the same group, eliminated each other. oh man... i wish lah. crazy. anyway the schools everyone prob alr knows, i'm so slow. i'm like talking as though our tournament is gna start though it has started. we played scgs and qs (can never rmbr whether its queensway or queenstown) alr. win lose. expected lah, just the margin. yeah. trng tmr. tts why i'm actually free-ish today. anna wanted to go watch rumor has it. i want to watch ok! but she like forgot to msg and only sed in school so we're going some other time. yeah. hmmm... hse prac. the soccer one, my group and marie tied.for first then went for penalties, no one scored. finally kick from equator and they won. awwww... so we got second. hmmm... and the day we were supposed to floor ball it rained so some quiz thing. haha. kinda fun? and yoga... i wouldn't know how it was. yeah. and for fun splash. helped out. was some position judge and in the events where the 8th one wasn't needed. i think being 8th judge is funny. haha. in those i wasn't needed, i kinda helped? mr dil with the writing down. acting all professional to bel. haha. at first stole kim/jo 's slippers then ended up barefoot. and my bball shoes got abit wet. awww... and i tied the red ninja bands! IGNATIUS GOT FIRST!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. i was like the most enthu position judge. and amanda and qr sat by the pool on the jump off things. swaying dancing singing "my hump" by black eyed peas. even after i gave them the look! RARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! and bio partner did very well ok! haha. she swam 5 events and got like 25 points? if i'm not wrong. 2 golds and a silver. haha. whoa! hmmm and after we went to macs. scandalous ok. haha. tsk! needless to say me and cher were exchanging ALOT of looks. haha. cher rocks. oh and on sat, we went acjc funorama. haha. saw AMY! and her sis. we went huanted hse. rose mansion. haha. chin lost her slipper inside ok!!!!!!! i was like between resa and maris. they screamed alot. i laughed but then got a huge shock over the wall thingys. haha. we did henna. went to marc's stall to do but like everytime i go his stall, he's not there unless i tell him i'm going there. yeah. haha. got our henna's done. me maris chin and tina's are pretty much the same with small diffs and rena's was done by herself. resa got a butterfly on her shoulder/back. and tina got a butterfly but she did it herself and its at.... haha. went to food court i think before henna where tine kept trying to take pics of me. RARRRRR... and later me and maris had like 4 bucks? and we wanted to get 2 hot dogs which were 3 bucks each. so we corta hung arnd looking pathetic and the lady gave us 2 for 4 bucks. so nice right? haha. later i helped marc take the cooler home. hmmm.. what else? i went to see cheaper by the dozen 2 some time ago with 4 chens and amy. the twins are SO CUTE!!! anna thinks my dad is cute? crazy. she was laughing like mad.
Note from author; this was supposed to be published on monday, 20th feb. it was saved as a draft, hoping to be completed later the same day. her brother chased her off the comp. crazy.

2006-01-27T05:56:00.000-08:00

oh yeah. after i read mr ebay's blog, i need to put. i counted. it was 58 plates of sushi ok!!!!

2006-01-27T05:06:00.000-08:00

yeah! another update. haha. nonsense. i'm supposed to go eat dinner but i'm not hungry! haha. my gosh. today was a nicey day. got to school. then went netball court with mo and got a bball and started shooting there. she happily just sit down and dun wanna help. roar! so i shoot and i'll usually be over so run to the opposite side, get the ball, dribble shoot, run again. and mo didn't help ok. only once when the ball rolled near where she was sitting. not rolled lah. it sorta bounced like over her head and she lent back and caught it. then regine and py came. YAY! regine was better! and they also sat. roar! py is naughtier than mo, the ball bounce over her, instead of trying to catch it, she DUCKS, it goes over her head and usually lands in the field. and lin has to go get it. rarrrrrrrrr... then kim, anna, qr, alex and amanda came so 3 on 3. amanda lin and qian ru against na kim and lex. yeah. anna put in lots of shots ok! and we were all "must be the shoes". cause she was wearing my bball shoes. i lent it to her ysd for hse practice then i accidentally took my shoebag (now with her shoes in them) home. so she wore my shoes to school so we could trade. haha. and qian ru. me and manda said we didn't want her in our team so we don't pass to her and she was "fine! i don't need you all" haha. so it was like me and manda vs qian ru vs anna kim and lex.
ok. bell ring. go class. joanne gave tess and cher pads?!?!?!??! KO and has to do with blood. ri-ighttttt... lit. then pat ng's lesson.suprise suprise. instead of doing the throwing food (yu sheng, i know now) after school, he let us do in his class. so fun! i was like the photographer. haha. he put food in yan ling's hair and i took him acting ballerina. ri-ightttt... haha. my socks were damn dirty in the end lor. then in the toilet, me del and bri crapped. so fun. took lots of pics ok. and some stupid person left a used pad under poor bri's table. so gross. irritating. no sense of hygiene. and adel had to bend her knees so she was our height. nerd pics retarded and all. haha. fun fun. but it had to end. awwww.. went to chinese. as expected i failed my test. sucky. then she let us watch some video. yeah. then geog. lowe(or is it low) wan hoon was back. yeah. recess. oh yeah. forgot. cause from the 3e new year thing there was drinks left. 4 big bottles -2 mango, 2 kickapoo- pat told me to take and give the bballers. so i had to lug it arnd. recess. balled. then 3 bottles of drink still left. lugged to bio. we only had like half an hour before we got to go to the hall. watched the performance. haha. the dance girls were grat. and stephen ng danced? haha. so funny! laughs. then the competiton stuff. quizes, lantern making, card making... yeah. then while waiting for them to sort of dismiss us. i played the hitting scissors paper stone with steph who was next to me. everyone was scared to play with me ok! yan ling "attempted" to. only like 2 slaps each and game over? steph says no one can play with me. haha. i wanna play with na! we both slap hard and its fun fun. hit hit. OWWWWWWWWW!!!! haha.
went to get my stuff from the lab. then met amanda at foyer. ohhhhhhhh..... i forgot! cher and tess were the presenters. cher wore skin tight jeans that was regine's! and she looked like hot girl with whip. like cat womanny. haha. whooooooo!!!!!!! and fio had funkay hairrr.. everyone was like is that her hair or a wig. she used a mega lot of hair spray.haha. she looked cool ok. and i saw BABY HEDGEHOG! missed her. got my hug! waited for anna, then for debbie to finish her test. then i didn't want to lug the drinks to town so we put it in miss mak's locker. what a waste ok. theres like all the mini bballs we made plus the bball banner and we're never going to use it again? rarrrr....
left. got to cine. wanted to watch in her shoes and if really don't have, memouirs of a geisha. yeah. it was so crowded. in the end, in her shoes wasn't on and memoirs of a geisha was booked out to the 525 one. so we went sakae! yay! kimberly intro-ed me to this very nice salmon thing ok! haha. and she wanted me to try some egg thing but i didn't want. maybe next time ok. like the 4 of them were persuading me. debbie was quietly eating. nice debbie. i ate alot of california maki. haha. and anna jo and kim ate alot of salmon. anna got lots of stuff stuck in her braces. poor girl. and the wrapped sushi, she had to unwrap and eat without the seaweed. and SHE BROKE AMANDA'S STRAW!!!!!!!! haha. and they were all laughing at the way i hold my chopsticks. esp kim! and i tried to hold it debbie style. its hard. i almost dropped the food. then they told me to poke it. so i poked and the meat came out on the other side, so flipped it over and poked the meat back in. and amanda stabbed the other one, the rice. two chopsticks like and either side of the meat. i picked it up, it held. i dipped it in soya sauce, it held. just as i put it in my mouth, it fell apart. and it almost dropped out ok! yeah. then jo manda anna and me went toilet and there was this super TALL guy. amanda said quite loudly "now i feel short". the guy heard lor. haha.
they had some dessert thing. i didn't have. they tried to make me try. yeah. then left. anna left with her sis and debbie cabbed with them. so me amanda and jo. took neos. walked arnd. then jo cabbed home and amanda's daddy picked us up. haha. so funny. "cool man, cool", "would you like to ta po" haha. and "shun smtg smtg smtg" haha. can't rmbr. funny. came out. talked to py yeah. showered, comp. marc isn't coming home tonight. oh and change the profile thing. keep forgetting. ok. take care. bye.
fair is foul and foul is fair.

2006-01-26T06:11:00.001-08:00

no screaming at lin please. i KNOW i haven't been blogging.; i really was gonna blog tt day after trng after lynn and debbie's reminders. yeah. and i opened blogger and i typed like 2 paragraphs? then... i think my comp jammed or my brother signed off my account. yeah.
much has been happening. hmmm... lets see. last update was 27th november. whoa.. its like almost 2 months since last update. haha. hmmm... i celebrated my birthday on the 10th (which reminds me i have to change the whole profile thing), then after... we had basketball outing to sentosa. oh yeah! before my birthday on the 9th we had bball bbq! haha. i regret to say i was late to meet qian ru and judy so we were late to meet brina too then to meet bunny. HAHA! next time u want me to meet up at say 230, tell me 2 so i'll actually be on time. haha. yeah. had fun. from what i rmbr liwei cannot aim for the soccer goal, its either hit to right or left. and i liked judy's shirt!!!!!!!! haha. then we played and against pat and the rest, i think it was me judy qian ru and wan ling won every team. haha. and qian ru was wearing jeans to play. weehee... then on the way home i kept doing the countdown to my birthday. we went pasir ris for my birthday. haha. i climbed the web and made a sandman. haha. ohhh... and at sentosa, hy and me built this cool eygptian thing. oh man then the water ran around it. then later me hy and anna built a fort. then the sec ones(now sec twos i know!) and us, we swam to the float and tanned. needless to say i saw RED at the end. yeah. haha. and we kept splashing each other. we buried wai cheng in sand!!!!!!! haha. so cool. hmmm... then i left for australia where i missed everyone very much. i msg-ed regine and py some. yeah. and i saw LYN! yay! fun fun fun! eat sherbet and *poof*! the fan blows it all over the carpet. haha. smart. lost rawks. "me kate. me throw rock." haha. marc does it very nicely. shall ask anna. i think she can. came back and then met up with regine and py to catch up and lunch. had to help py with the whole hot dog thing! haha.then hurry hurry hurry to ngee ann. to ball with tong kim and jo.came late. they were happily sitting around. and jo and kim CYCLED over ok. whoa! haha. we didn't ball much... awww... ok then. first day of school! in 3e now. with regine, chin, kelly, adel, brina, desiree, rena, resa, yan ling, nicole, olivia, mr yellowcard, alyssa, juanita, sri, hmmm.... wei lin, annabelle, wileen! (here's your "L"), eloise and eloise (pronouced differently) rachel tan and rachel cheong. (rachellina!!!!!!!), dania, denise, yvonne, fer, weizhen, fiona, samantha, can't think. my brain not functioning at top speed now. yeah. and i sit in front in pat ng's class. which is once again our homeroom. in other words, he's once again our form teacher. and a math teacher. and e math teacher. i got shanker for lit, maggie lee for eng, miss lim for bio, mr tan (the MTFCA one) for chem, lee ting ting for cme, fu lao shi for chinese, mrs lowe for geog. thinks tts all. yepp... oh yeah. dolley tan for ss. but mr tan is filling in first. mr goblet tan is funny. regine! "d r o p b y d r o p" haha. actually i wasn't laughing at him but her laughing at him. paying more attention in maths now ok. be good. yeah. ande me amanda and qr went to eat sushi after school and i missed bio! i really didn't know have. roar! but didn't get in trouble luckily.

ok. trng's are now tuesday friday. but sometimes self train on weds. yepp. tentative first 12. bel, jo, bunny, anna, amanda, judy, wan ling, kim, liwei, sue li, shi yun, lin. train hard train hard. first game in about 2 weeks. scary scary. 10th feb scgs. brrr... then c'div in june/july. train hard train hard. oh and anna got new ORANGE shoes. whoa! haha. and1 mid rise. and i got the same pair as last year. but in blue. the black one was nicer. couldn't find. awww... yeah. the very terrible ong, wong, ng and chuang keep calling me MALONE! roar!!!! everytime see me come malone me. haha. carmen and lynn was telling me they were elected student councillors. haha. no speech. no posters. beautiful liars. tsktsktsk. and i was supposed to "dedicate" this post to lynn ong after that one trng....
hmmm.... recent happenings. i went ice skating!!! last sat with amanda jo and tess. amanda and i got there early so walk walk arnd. eat ice cream. help old lady. haha. then FINALLY the 2 came. went up. went in. for skates, size 7 too big size 6 too small. in the end? a big pair of size 6. HAHA! amanda helped me, joanne helped tess. and amanda was the better teacher. in the end. we and tess paired up. then jo and manda came from behind and wanted to push us. then next time. was watching and waiting for them to come. never notice the metal thing in front. oops! hit and nearly fell. grabbed tess and we both fell. haha. needless to say, amanda and jo were killing themselves laughing. everytime we abt to fall, me and tess will grab each other. haha. then one time i skated and tess never skate so nearly fell again. and i fell less than tess ok! suprised? haha. and the night before py slept over. lots of laughs and noise. haha. hmmm... joanne gave me my guppies and their names were ted, chester, and ferry pinksy tail(after fer who hates fish cause someone once put fish in her pants) haha. but they died. sigh...
chinese new year this weekend. oh and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN!!!!!!!!
dear darling chin rocks alot, rocks my socks. love her lots!!! i owe her her pressie.
yeah and kim's michelle's and debbie's coming.
tmr no trng cause of some celebrate no cca thing. rarrr.. going out. fun fun.
i miss 2e. i miss cherene looking at me with THAT face and telling me to be a good girl. i miss pui yoong laughing and telling me i'm good. in her way. "YOU GOOD!" "no, i'm the best" haha. actually i still get this treatment but stilll.. i miss auntheena calling me pinksy tail and scolding me for being sweaty. i miss tessa's noise and telling her she's freaking me out. i miss maris and playing bingo with her during chinse and kicking her chair to see her give me THAT look. i miss olivia looking at me like i'm totally insane when i'm high. i miss mo-mee. mo, mummy. "give it to momo". i miss alot of things.
steph got braces and anna got her teeth plucked out and got braces. at first i was really mesmerised by the gaping hole, now, i'm mesmerised by the green and blue of the braces. oh and i actually taught adela smtg!!!! whoo! haha. regine and adela were absent today so sat with bri. hope regine's better tmr. poor girl. i missed her ok. yeah. but had fun with brina whos actually a very naughty girl. haha. and we're making a throw food thing. dunno how to say. i suspect i've blogged alot. i wanna add colour than sleep. night.
P.S. we played soccer for hse prac. ignatius

2005-11-27T04:03:00.000-08:00

ok, i know i suck at this regular blogging thing. haha. its not my fault. well, technically it is... ok whatever. i'm here, i'm here. i'm gna blog.
lets colour it in.
today, went to see hpgf (again) with cher regine and py. cher brought "the brat" (she's so mean) along. haha. met regine and py at the christian shop there. haha. funny. then we headed down to the supermarket. haha. got my 7up raspberry as usual. and the teddy bear biscuits!! then regine found the combos and tim tams tt we love so much. haha. then cher called and asked us to buy the blue gatorade and her prawn crackers for her. heading for checkout when i was all aye, pui yoong, you nver get anything. then she finally said she was so busy carrying the basket (???) and watching us get. so back we headed and by this time they were so paranoid we were gna miss the start of the movie. haha. i tried to reassure them ok but they refused to believe tt we weren't going to be late.
headed up. putting all the things in the bags. i swear, i cannot hold the jumper with things underneath it and look normal but py can ever so naturally. haha. they saw the hamsters and rabbits etc at the pet store and coo-ed over them (so much for being worried abt being late) met cher there and headed in. haha. sat down and organised all our things. haha. all the ads... we were not late! haha. and chicken little did his dance! then the movie started. haha. so cold in the cinema. py kept trying to steal my jumper. tsk! watched watched watched. haha. regine and py: keep ur comments to urself, :also not talking to you wad. we are keeping it to ourselves. haha.shared all the food. laughs and all. wore my jumper which made py growl. haha. so cher bacme my new best friend. (so petty). haha. then u noe the little dragon. the small model of the giantantic one. it made the cutest growling noise-grr- and i kept repeating the sound to cher. haha. she kept asking me qns abt the movie. whos tt, whos tt. lucky regine never sit with her or regine would have to watch again. haha. teased py abt *coughs*. haha. just woke up hair boy. then over and we waited for everyone to go before we went. the whole cinema was full ok. there were even ppl at the front row and tt was the cinema with the especially big screen. wowza. haha. went out. then cher had to go. i think we walked her off? can't really rmbr. oh and i lent regine my jumper cuase the dear girl was freezing. haha. then py went and got regine her balloon.. then we sent her off. this i rmbr. me and regine left so we walked walked walked. then we wanted to go then realised.. oh man, regine's wallet was in py's bag. haha. oh no. tried to get py again and again. number busy. number busy. (with who?) haha. so decided to go. but first had to get coins for both of us cause as usual, my ez-link was out of cash and regine's one was in her wallet. tried and tried and tried but none of the shops could (or wanted to) change the 5 dollar note. so in the end, we went auntie annie's and got a pretzel and asked for the change in coins. headed off. talked talked talked. lame jokes. regine stole a small kid's joke ok. she was at a bus stop once and heard some kid telling the mom jokes and she was bored to she typed it down. haha. its not funny lor and she told me tt when she heard the little kid say the joke, she wanted to laugh? haha. here it is:
what driver cannot drive?
-screwdriver.
what sweet got men?
-mentos
haha. ri-ight. then i got alotta lame jokes from wonka-ing. haha. i wiss regine would hurry online. we're gna wonka again. the other night we were online talking and wonka-ing for abt 3 hrs. from 12pm to 3 am. yawns... lucky i didn't have trng the next day. haha. anw we took 2 buses to queensway. then she waited with me till 961 came. sweetie. oh and there was this cute cute little girl sitting next to me on the bus. so cute can. haha. and she kept are we there yet-ing to her mom. then when the mom was all a few more minutes. awhile later she'll ask the mom again and say i thought you sed a few more minutes? haha. anw theres trng tmr. might go in with qr and co. i dunno. qr asked me. ok yeah. time to finally reply tags.
regine: haha. of course i'm happy lah you idiot.
chin: haha. i don't wna say.
atheena: what do you mean by finally? ain't i always neat?ok even i noe tt was a lie
regine: haha. its not my fault i'm hopeless at tt kinda stuff.
atheena: haha. i looked like i just woke up ok. haha. it was fun lah. -pinksy tail
regine:if i could find you now, things would get better.we could leave this town, and run forever. haha. i know you know i can't live without music.
cousin: i miss you too. we'd better get together sometime ok, baby hedgehog.
regine: night safari and bird park after bird flu has gone ok. haha. hurry home to wonka.
pretty? i think so.

2005-11-21T04:22:00.000-08:00

do you know it seems like every blog i go to has a tag "shawn: hi im judy i got a new blog go see it tag it and link it k" haha. judy is funny. oh and i beg to differ. she did not almost trick me. she did not trick me at all. haha. she was trying to get me for all the times i got her. haha. then after joke over still wna try. haha. ok anw, this isn't my objective for blogging today. its to blog abt ysd. haha.
ah ma (pronounced "aye mar" 's bday)
haha. kinda late but anw...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REGINE
haha. we tricked her ok! first i told her i prob can't go then later cher also sed. but then py sed she can. then we told her mom and sis. it was so mission impossible-ish. we called sylvia to make sure the mummy pick up the phone. then the 2nd time, when sylvia not at home, cher called regine's hp while py called the hse. then cause regine cannot talk to cher and be on the hse phone at the same time so her mummy had tp pick up the phone! haha! ok anw, we were supposed to meet at the bus stop at 1130. sylvia was supposed to make sure regine was awake and all so she wasn't in her pjs or anything when we came. ph but i was late... then they were waiting for me at the bus stop. then i saw them and i couldn't stop laughing. dunno why. then they helped me hold the cake and all and cher asked why my dad was laughing this time. cause one time she called and he answered the phone :"hello, you want lin? ok, i'll get her down from the tree." no even funny and of course cher was laughing like it was joke of the year. this girl laughs at hercules when the baby horse snorts! but the baby horse was cute. pegaus. not a horse lah. unicorn. ok, out of point. then we went and blew balloons. sylvia cannot blow balloons lor. so she was happily standing there and we made her hold the balloons. she was happily holding then suddenly BAM! the orange balloon burst! then we kept teasing her. cannot blow balloon, cannot tie balloon, cannot hold even.. mei yong. haha. then we blow finish. go upstairs. in the lift: ok must ssssssh ok? :just scotch tape cher's mouth can alr. haha. then we were hiding under regine's window trying to light the candles. happily making alot of noise. but the candles would not light. so give up and we went in with only one candle lit. then regine's mom asked for the cam or smtg and regine came out then she stunned for a while then py sprayed the blue stuff on her. the blue party stuff. haha. and she blew out the one candle. then later sat arnd eating cake, talking, unwrapping presents. the birthday girl was a hot hot hottie. then we went to marche. took bus. talked abt everything. listened to my new favourite song on regine's ipod. who influenced me this time? REGINE AGAIN. lots of laugh. discussing whos hot with cher. cher tried to persuade her mummy to let her stay later. damn funny to see her on the phone with her mom. haha. -a marche? the marche? haha- ate ate ate. i walked arnd with cher. then i either wanted to get the sausage or pizza. then cher said she'll get sausage and i get pizza. so we ordered. but then regine decided to get pizza. ao i got calamari instead. we were all sharing anw. then cher got baked potato too. but it wasn't that nice prob cause it wasn't hot by the time we ate it. but the sausage was and trust sylvia to ruin it with her dirty thoughts. then we had yummy ice cream. macadamia and caramel on waffle and chocolate on crepe. the macadamia was the nicest. all of us were like staring blankly at the crepe not sure how to start eating it. haha. then we went walkies. sylvia got a bracelet. oh and we were teasing py, singing crappy love songs, hugging her or smtg then better not later he jealous, chop off your arm, oooooohhh water polo very tough so muscly. haha. then while sylvia got her phone done and all, we were sneaking at the two of em. haha. like some i-spy day. heehee. then we finally saw the guy. cher had to go. awwwww... but not before she managed to totally embarass the guy. haha. funny funny. oh yeah and later we went to watch just like heaven. quite nice lah. theres laughs. walked arnd. then my mum picked me up. the sweeties sent me off. haha. but i really enjoyed it. i think i've missed regine and all a lot lot lot lot. haha. so next year is scary. the whole spilt up thing. regine, i'm gna be better. i'll really try.
anw, about today. trng. i thought i was gna be late. but luckily... haha. warm up 5 rounds arnd class room block with anna's obs stories then ball handling -up down, and figure of 8-. then dried cut. pat came with his new $120 hair. er? snickers all around before pure LOL-ing. haha. played captains ball. then real basketball. damn disgusting to do pumping ok. stayed back, chatted, home, shower, rest, tv. smallville season 3 at 6!!!!!!!!!!! all for now. bye.